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35 Is it yours

Author: Sia Sage
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

I watch Hailey leave, and the car disappears around the corner, feeling a sense of emptiness wash over me. The sound of the engine fades into the distance, leaving me alone with my thoughts.

I sighed as I made my way to my car, with my mind running through all the memories of our time together. I knew deep down that things would never be the same.

I stare at the road ahead of me, with only one thought running through my mind: Why do I feel so much for her when I know deep down it can never work out?

Why do you care about her when she is not one to me? Why do her tears and her pain affect me so deeply? It’s a question I can’t seem to shake as I drive away, the weight of unspoken words heavy on my heart.

“Hailey…” I mumbled her name as my tongue rolled over the familiar syllables. The memories of our time together flood my mind, leaving me with a sense of longing and regret. Why did I allow myself to hug to comfort her and even sleep with her in the same bed? This is not like me. I can’
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