Gabrielle's Point of View"Kuyaaa! Kuya, open the door!" Kate had been knocking on my bedroom door for a while now."Please, kuya, let me in. I just want to see you." There was a sadness in her voice, so I walked over to the locked door. She entered and immediately hugged me. "I'm so worried about you, kuya. Lola and I are both worried. You haven't been eating, and we don't even know if you're sleeping properly. Kuya, please take care of yourself." She sobbed while holding onto me."Ate Eumerriah may have left you, but we're still here. Lola and I won't disappear. We won't leave you. We're always here for you." She continued. I comforted her, stroking her hair. I understood her feelings; I also wanted to be okay. I wanted to return to the days before I met her and when I wasn't worried about her well-being.Yumi didn't know how to cook, so who was preparing her food? Was it at least healthy? I worried if she was cold and who was putting a blanket over her since she tossed and turned i
**Gabrielle's Point of View**Grandma and Kate kicked me out of my room because they said they needed to clean it. They said the smell of alcohol, cigarettes, and whatever else was decaying was too strong. They mentioned that there were things rotting that I hadn't noticed.For the past two weeks, I only go out to buy alcohol, cigarettes, and anything that might lead me to my death. I just want to die from the pain of her leaving without saying goodbye. It's so hard to sleep at night, so hard to wake up in the morning feeling restless and anxious. I know it's not normal, and I don't want to be a burden to Grandma and Kate. Every time I try to cheer up, I suddenly remember Eumerriah’s joyful face, hear her laughter, and her childish voice scolding me. I stop, hoping she’ll come back and face me again, along with our child.I pretend to be okay and not sad in front of Grandma. I told them I was going to visit a resort while they were busy. I walked around, but no one recognized me. Is m
**Gabrielle's Point of View**I've been waiting for two hours, but Eumerriah still hasn’t come out of the mansion. The guests and my brother have already left, but she’s still nowhere to be seen. I sighed before maneuvering out of my parking spot. I wasn’t sure what to do next until I realized I was parked in the lot of a bar. It was getting dark, and it would open soon. I waited a bit longer. I wanted company, but I didn’t want people—only alcohol was on my mind.I wanted to drown myself in alcohol until I couldn’t feel the pain anymore. The pain stabbing at my chest. I didn’t even realize I had honked the horn of my car, which drew the attention of a bar staff. They said I was causing a disturbance and asked me to leave the parking lot. I asked if they were open yet, and they said they were open for casual drinkers but would be crowded later. I didn’t know it worked that way.I went in and ordered a drink. It didn’t take long before I ordered another, and shortly after, I had two mo
**Gabrielle's Point of View**Everyone thought I was quiet and okay for the past week. Lola and Kate assumed everything was fine, but they didn’t know that when they weren’t around, my mental torment began. I stopped going out, not wanting to add to the problems I’ve already caused. I locked myself in my own world. I couldn’t even bring myself to get my phone to connect with my friends. I didn’t want to burden them with my issues. My mind was stuck in a loop of negative thoughts.“Kuyaaaa!!” Kate’s knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. I quickly turned off the music I was playing and hid the beer under the bed.“What?” I asked as I opened the door. She was still fanning her face. “You smell awful! Are you drinking again? It’s already noon.”“No! Maybe you just smell yourself. If I find out you’re drinking, I’ll get rid of all the alcohol in the world for you!” I joked. She sniffed herself, looking a bit confused. “Why are you knocking? What do you need?” I asked.“Your friend is
**Gabrielle’s Point of View**“What are you going to do? It seems like Kristine is really pointing to you as the father of her child. She even said it in front of her parents. They must be looking for you by now. Your parents might already know too. What are you planning to do?” Paul asked, his voice firm and worried.They came over immediately when they found out Kristine was accusing me of being the father of her child. I know for a fact that I don’t love Kristine. I couldn’t bring myself to touch her because she seems like a younger sister to me. Even if I were drunk, I wouldn’t do something like that. I’ve proven that already; what happened between Eumerriah and me was because we were both drunk and under the influence of drugs.“You know how protective I am of Kristine. I wouldn’t do something like that to her. I see her as a sibling, just like I see Kate. It’s impossible for that to have happened. Besides, you know and you can see how much I love Yumi. Even though she left me, I
**Gabrielle’s Point of View**“Big brother, why are you drinking again?” Kate scolded me in disappointment. I didn't respond or even look at her. She and Grandma had just arrived from the resort.“Why did she leave me? Did I do something wrong?” I asked, staring out the window while sitting on the floor with my back against the bed.“I really can’t understand it. I did everything I could to care for her. I loved her and gave her attention. I changed to be liked by her and to be worthy of her.” I felt Kate’s hand soothing my back.I continued drinking. Kate couldn’t stop me. She let me be, probably understanding how hard things were for me. Adding to the problem was the current situation between Kate and me.Her parents wanted us to marry before her stomach started showing. I couldn’t be trapped in a marriage and relationship I didn’t want. Besides my friends, I didn’t know if anyone else was aware of my situation. I hadn't told Kate and Grandma yet. I knew they would be even more worr
Gabrielle’s Point of ViewAfter I walked out, Mommy chased after me. She pleaded with me to listen to Daddy. I really couldn’t understand why their business and pride were more important to them than us, their children. Why did we have to live according to their wishes?"Son, 25% of the shares belong to the Montealto family. If they’re embarrassed because their daughter is pregnant without a father figure, it will definitely be a huge mess. Besides risking bankruptcy, your father will be humiliated in the business world. You know your father; he won’t allow that. I know he’ll do something to make sure you can’t refuse. I’m tired of the conflict; I want peace. I’m exhausted, Gabrielle, tired of fighting for you two," Mommy said, crying as she patted my arm. I sighed deeply."Fine! I’ll marry her if I can prove I’m the father of her child," I shouted at Mommy. Anger filled every kick I made into the sand.Mommy was tearful as she thanked me. Many thoughts ran through my mind. I knew Dad
Gabrielle’s Point of ViewEveryone is busy with their own affairs. The house that Kristine and I will stay in is ready.“What’s wrong with you, Gabrielle? Are you going to embarrass us?” Mommy asked. I told her I wanted us to have a DNA test before getting married. I was sure I wasn’t the father of that child.I couldn’t tell Kristine because I wasn’t speaking to her anymore. I couldn’t even look at her. She seemed like a different person to me, not the Kristine I had known since we were kids. “What’s wrong with conducting a paternity test? I want to make sure first if I’m really the father of that child, Mom. Are you going to let me be trapped in a marriage I don’t want, let me end up like you?!” I received a slap from Mommy. I just winced at the pain.“Even though your daddy didn’t love me, I achieved my dreams and succeeded. So if you want to keep everything you have, do as they wish. You didn’t become a Sanchez for nothing.” She pointed her finger at me. She walked over to sit on