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Chapter 38 – PSYCHOLOGY BEFORE BED
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Lauren gently closes the door and leans her head on it. Loretta watches her from the dining table.
"What was that all about?" Loretta asks.
"What was it all about?"
"The wasting time at the door, you could have helped push him out, or maybe call me to help."
"Shut up Loretta." She takes her head off the door and walks to the sofa.
"You don't get it."
"Uh but your wrong Lauren, I do get it, you still love him, don't you?"
"Well, it's just part of me still wants him, and the other part's scared of getting myself hurt all over again."
"Well I know for sure, goodbye's the hardest word to say to someone you love, but if that person's meant to be part of your life, they're gonna come crawling back somehow."
"Yeah, your probably right, I feel a lot better."
So.. he couldn't have gone far. Don't we need to give him a warning note like a "Never coke back when you find out the baby's yours" kind of warning note?"
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