~Merina Pov~
I looked at the breakfast which was laid in front of me. There was no denying it looked sumptuous and if it was any other day, I would have grumbled it down but right now I have no appetite. I felt exhausted both mentally and physically and I just wished to escape from the eyes of this man who stood rigidly by the door as he fixed his eyes on me as if telling me he wouldn't go if I didn't eat. “I bet you haven't eaten all day right?” His calm voice asked, jolting me out of my daze. I rolled my eyes at him and ignored him. I felt so irritated just thinking about how he wouldn't let me leave. I wonder why mine is always so different. Other people have a one-night stand and forget about it, and some become friends or lovers when they find themselves fit. But in the case of I and Adams, like he had called himself—We don't fit! He chuckled. Then walked closer to me, “You need to take care of yourself more. Now, eat!” He ordered, but I wasn't focused on that, my eyes were on his god-like face. I had always thought my ex-boyfriend, Liam, was handsome but now I know the definition of the word. Thinking of Liam, my heart clenched in pain, I had to force myself not to break down, especially in front of Adams. “What's wrong?” He asked in a low tone. I looked at him and finally gave him a response—A shake of my head. I watched as he frowned, then nodded to the breakfast, “Eat something, and don't think too much. I will be in the study room.” He said then walked out of the room leaving me all alone in this silence. I managed to finish my breakfast even if I felt nauseous, but I didn't want to waste the effort of the cook. It's been long since someone cooked me a meal and I wouldn't want to act like a brat and not eat it. I stood up and stretched my body and walked to the window as I looked down. I saw the beautifully designed swimming pool and wondered when was the last time I had a good swim. My eyes went dazed as I looked on. “Would I continue staying here and inconveniencing a stranger?” I whispered to myself. I shook my head, No! I need to leave! I just can't stay here. It was a hard, cold, final thought. Adam might have meant well, but I just couldn't possibly take it. People like him didn't fix broken things. They threw them away when they became inconvenient. He might have found me pitiful now, but if I get used to all this, what will I do when I am discarded? My eyes grew determined the more I thought about it. But where should I go? I rubbed my head in frustration. Even if I said I was leaving, do I have anywhere to go? But then, a thought popped into my brain as I remembered something. My eyes lit up as I walked back to the bed in search of my bag. Then I found it on the couch. I opened it and searched through it as I prayed I hadn't lost it. My hand touched a small rusty key and a smile immediately appeared on my face. I looked at the dusty keys that were given to me by an old nanny who worked in Downtown’s house. The granny had stuffed the keys into my hands just last month as she said she would be going back to the countryside for her retirement. She had told me the address of this apartment and had advised me that if I couldn't take it anymore I should leave. I had thought it would never be useful then but life has other plans for me. Since I have a place to stay now, I didn't bother waiting here. I picked up my bag and crept to the door, then opened it and looked around. Seeing the empty space I closed the door after me. I took a deep breath and slipped out, trying to move quietly. My heart was hammering in my chest as I padded down the long corridor. The house was huge, every hallway was lined with sleek furniture and expensive artwork. It felt cold, and impersonal, telling me how wealthy and powerful he might be and giving me more reason to run. I scoffed as I looked around. What does he want with a person like me? I thought bitterly. I'm nothing to him. I am just a burden that he will soon wish that he never picked up. I was glad I made it to the front door and immediately toyed with the lock, my hands shaking. Finally, the click of it disengaging slapped through the morning air—sharp and cold, enough to yank me awake from the trance-like stupor I had been in for months now. I paused for just a moment, looking back at the house. Then, without another thought, I stepped out into the open air and began to walk. I walked a long distance before I saw a taxi which I was glad about as I was really about to faint. I told the driver the address of the place according to what I could remember. By the time I reached the apartment, I felt so weak, and with each step I took, every bone in my body cried out in protest. The dilapidated building standing before me now was so unfamiliar, its chipped paint and cracked windows were somehow a perfect mirror of my life. I looked on in a daze. So this is where I later found myself? But it suits me, haha! I can spend the rest of my life here without disturbing anyone. Isn't that good? I smiled bitterly as I climbed up the creaky stairs to the first floor, each step aching in the empty hall. When I got to my door, I fought with the key before I finally managed to push it open. An old smell hit my face immediately after I opened the door, I frowned and crunched my nose in disgust. The gloomy aura hit me so badly making me want to close the door but I held on. I took a deep breath and regulated my breathing before entering the house, and I was amazed at the well-arranged space, it was not as bad as I thought which surprised me. I entered and opened the window, letting sunlight come in, and then I opened the door to let the smell go away. I briefly cleaned up the house before going to take a bath. I sat down and looked out of the window which looked like they would break at any moment. It's been years now, and this battle was going on. What was it about again? The thought crept in unbidden, and I couldn't shake it. My mind began to wander back to who I used to be, before the diagnosis, before everything fell apart. I wasn't happy then, but at least I felt whole, with people I could care for, people I could trust—people who then had destroyed me. My gaze fell to my lap, where my hands were trembling. They were such small, useless things, just lying there in my lap like that. I curled them into fists, digging my nails deep into my palms. I don't want anyone's pity. Not Adam's. Not anyone's. Tears stung at the corners of my eyes, but I forced them back. I couldn't cry now, not ever. I gazed out at the gray sky, my heart heavy with all that I had lost. I'll make this right myself, just as I have so many other times before. I don't need him. I don't need anyone. But Way down deep inside my very core, there was a very tiny, wicked whisper that spoke and taunted me, just perhaps—that this time I may be lying. But How? What will change?~Adams Pov~I sat down back into my leather chair and stared blankly at the open laptop in front of me. Emails, reports, phone calls—I have lost count of how many hours I tried to drown myself in work, and yet my thoughts kept going right back to her. Merina.It wasn't a concern, I told myself. Just. Curiosity. She was a riddle I'd yet to find the answer to. Someone so beautifully broken, yet so infuriatingly stubborn.The curiosity eventually got the better of me. I stood up from the chair and off to her room I went. The house was so silent and it got me thinking if she would feel uncomfortable with the silent place. I got to her room and pushed the door open—then hesitated.Her bed was empty.My eyes scanned the room suspiciously, as I took it all in. I look at the glass of water that remains untouched and on the nightstand a blanket that was neatly folded on the bed. But She wasn't there."Merina?" My voice ripped through the silence, a whiplash command, cutting the stillness.No
~Adam's Pov~I walked out of her house and angrily entered my car and ordered my men to drive off. I could feel the anger in my chest at that moment. I wanted to break something, I wanted to beat her up and make her come back to her senses but I can't bear to. I know if I stayed for another moment, I would spank her because that was what was on my mind at that moment. I wonder how someone could be so frustratingly stupid. She doesn't care about her life just because some idiots betrayed her? Just thinking about it annoys me so much. I swallowed hard and raised my hand to remove my tie but then it dropped as I remember I had no tie on as I was in my home clothes.“Darn it! That silly girl!” I cursed as I glared out the window. As the car drove off, I looked at the dirty community and the people living in it. Seeing the men smoking and others gambling as they shouted to the extent of almost fighting while some women sat idle as they gossiped and cursed, my heart felt more uncomforta
~Merina Pov~“What?!” My eyes widened as my hand flew to cover my tummy in shock. Pregnant?! How come?! No! No! I am not ready for this, what will happen to the baby? What if my illness affects the child? Just thinking about it made my stomach churn, it seems it's the pregnancy reaction. Oh my goodness! Am I pregnant?! I turned to look at Adams hoping he would tell me it was just a joke, but he looked so serious and he is not the kind of person who jokes around. I looked at him anxiously hoping that he would say something but he ignored me and continued looking at his phone as if he hadn't just dropped a bomb on me. I looked at him and then swallowed hard. I tried to calm my body but how can I be calm when I am told I could have a baby in my tummy?! “Adams…Can you take me to the hospital before it's too late? I need to ask them to give me anything I can use to stop the pregnancy, this isn't right!” I said nervously while looking at him, but he ignored me and kept looking at his ph
~Adam Pov ~The moment she went limp in my arm, I felt I was going to lose her. I knew I wouldn't be able to live with the guilt, but her hot body slapped me out of my daze. She was burning, especially her forehead which was scorchingly hot. My hand trembled as I looked at her unconscious self then with trembling hands I took out my phone and punched in Sean's digits. The call was picked up in a minute, “Call the doctors now! I want to see them in fifteen minutes! Go drive them here! Take the fastest car!” I ordered and put the phone away, then carried her and laid her on the bed comfortably. Looking at her furrowed brow, I couldn't help but be angry at myself at this moment. If I had left her at her place, maybe if I hadn't been so stubborn in wanting to bring her back with me, then Maybe—Just maybe, she wouldn't be like this. “Shit!” I cursed as I paced around the room, my mind overwhelmed with different scenarios. My hands tangled my hair, as I looked at the bed worriedly.This
~Adams pov ~“What do you mean, Mr Adams?” The male doctor who had been silent asked with furrowed brows. I signed tiredly and then explained everything which shocked them. I don't see why I should hide it from them as I know the truth will soon come out and besides, to help Merina they have to know everything about her, including the fact that we just met and I don't know her. Alice, the Female doctor looked at me with shining eyes which made me speechless, then when I turned to the young doctor, he was also smiling amicably which got me more confused.“Mr Adams, you are a good person! I thought you both were lovers. You are such a gentleman! No wonder you can bring the Nart Company to great heights.” Doctor Alice said. Her praises though were met with indifference. I ignored their worshiping looks and turned to walk to Merina's bedside, seeing her hand which was connected to the drip, I couldn't help but trace it. Then I covered her body well with the blanket then signaled them t
~Adams Pov~I stood in shock on hearing the name she had whimpered, I felt confused at first then I felt uncomfortable. I wanted to wake her up and ask her who Liam was, I wanted to shake her awake badly and make her see who I was. I am not Liam! But then, I looked at her sleeping face which looked pale and exhausted then snorted and pinched her nose, “Heartless girl!” It seems pinching her nose made her breathless as she raised her hand to swat mine away making me chuckle.************** ******************I walked out of the shower wearing just a towel on my waist with water dripping down my body. I looked at the mirror and looked at my dark hair which had gotten a bit longer and my clean-shaven chin which I had just shaved. I breathed a sigh of relief.I walked to my closet to pick up a nightwear as it was late and should be getting ready for bed. I need to be at the office by tomorrow as there is a lot to do there. I had ignored so many meetings and documents as I had been so fo
~Merina Pov ~I felt so shy after I had asked that question. People might see me as a mature woman who knows everything about sex and all but I am as dumb as a child when it comes to things like this.I never had friends while growing and I didn't even have anyone to tell me about this. I have never watched or studied the internet about sex and even after being in a relationship with Liam, we have never done anything past kissing, which was not a deep one but a simple kiss. Thinking of Liam, I don't blame him though, even if he had been deceiving me from the start—Like who would want to be with a boring girlfriend? No one! I don't go out, I don't talk or socialize, I have nothing but just an illness which I don't have money to treat. So I bet I will even choose Sofia over myself. “Overthinking again? What is going on in your mind? Hmm?” Adams's question brought me out of my daze, and his “Hmm” just made me shy. I looked at his face which had a smirk on as he looked at me with his e
~Merina pov~I stood in shock after hearing his threat but to me, it sounded so sweet and made me almost lose control of my tears but I held it in. I looked at Adam's serious face and couldn't help but smile gently. “Why? Why are you doing all this?” I asked with my eyes fixed on him.He sighed softly and kept his hands in his pockets then narrowed his eyes at me, “Why must there be a reason to help you?” he asked, then glared at me as if I had asked a stupid question but I kept that serious look on my face as I remember every time someone did well to me they always take from me more than the good they did and I am tired of being taken advantage of. “I have nothing left except my body and it's all empty. I have no feelings left to spare as my heart died a few days ago, so Adams, don't be too good to me, I will feel guilty, I will always doubt you even if you are just being good to me, because I have been hurt by people who I thought were good to me, what more a total stranger.” I lo
~Merina Pov~ I woke up to a splash of water on my face. I shivered from the coldness of the water and then looked around immediately in shock, but I saw the faces of men who looked strange and people I had never seen.I looked at them blankly before remembering the situation I was in at this point. I had been kidnapped! I swallowed hard and looked at the men who looked at me like I was some pieces of garbage. The last time I had been kidnapped, though I had been really scared but not to this extent. These people look ruthless and professional, it can be seen from the bloodthirsty aura emitting from them. “You are awake?!” one of them asked with a husky voice but it didn't sound like a question to me but like he was asking if I was ready to die.My body shivered as I looked down and moved backward. My butt shifted away from them but I was surprised no one said a thing or moved to drag me back, but this didn't bring me relief but dread. As I moved back in horror, my back hit somethi
~Adams pov~“RING!” I raised my hand and stopped the presentation going on in the meeting, I narrowed my eyes sharply on seeing the name on the phone. I picked it up without hesitation.“Hello!” I said coldly.“Boss, I lost Madam!” My brows furrowed in confusion as I looked at the wall blankly, “What do you mean?” I asked sharply with an eyebrow raised.“I’m sorry Boss—” “Tell me what's going on!” I interrupted him impatiently, my eyes glowing red. With his words, I knew things were not okay and something had gone wrong!“I had stayed at a distance as you had ordered but then Madam is gone! I looked around but she was gone. And I also saw her phone laying on the floor.” Kel, the bodyguard I had ordered to look after Merina said nervously.My head went bang at his words, my heartbeat went erratic, and for a moment I became still, then it became clear. My eyes widened as I hit the table with my palm producing a loud sound and giving the workers in the room a scare but I didn't care w
~Merina Pov~ Sitting on the chair in the office of Secretary Sonia, the secretary of the Music Association, my eyes were fixed, to be precise, on the simple ring on my finger. I smiled gently as I and Adams had exchanged rings days ago with unsaid promises. I still can't believe I am married and everything seems like a movie but I know it is real, everything is real! I chuckled again and brought my hand to my lips then dropped a kiss on my fingers. “Sorry for keeping you waiting, Miss Merina!” The voice startled me, but after seeing the person I calmed down immediately and let out a smile. “You can call me, Merina,” I said and shook hands with her before sitting down. Miss Sonia smiled gently and then nodded before giving me an ID Card and a document, “Please read through this and if you are satisfied, then we can go ahead with the signing. Everyone who joins the association has to go through this. And that ID card is your pass to the association and it shows your qualificatio
~Micca Pov~ I picked up the phone immediately upon seeing the caller. How much I had been expecting her calls but this old woman hadn't called me and I didn't want to seem desperate which might annoy her. “Hello, Aunty! How have you been?” I asked in a soft and obedient tone. “How have I been? I have been terrible! How could you be so relaxed when I am suffering here?! Come out and meet me in the coffee shop nearest to the spa we went to last time, be there in 20 minutes!” She ordered in an arrogant tone that set me off. I looked at the phone after the call got hung up, “What the hell is wrong with her?! And what's with her tone?” I thought to myself but then remembering her words, I couldn't help but think deeply. The only reason that can get her all vexed is Merina’s matter. Wait! Has she found a way out? Or she didn't succeed with the hints I had given her? Darn it! I cussed and paced around in my room. If it's that reason then she might be calling me to settle the score. “
~Adams Pov~ “Adams! What are you doing?!” I looked at her coldly with my fists clenched tightly. I walked closer to her and she moved back with a scared face. Her face was so pale and I knew I had scared her so much but if I kept enduring all this, then Merina would suffer as I knew I couldn't always be with her every hour. “Adams! Do you want to hit me?! Even if I am not the one who gave birth to you I have always taken care of you since you were a baby!” Mum cried out as she bit her lips and looked at me. I was heartless. “What is wrong with arranging your marriage?! Why can't you give me that honor? You treat me like this because of a woman? I understand…”She said, then turned to look at my father with a tearful face. “Is this how you and your son want to pay me back? I have been devoted to this family for decades and all I got is insults and pains from the son I had raised.” She covered her mouth and cried harder making me speechless, “If only I had refused to take care
~Adams Pov~ I pulled Merina to myself immediately after we got outside. My hands were trembling as I held her closer and placed her head on my chest, my ears were red and I could feel my heart throbbing though I wondered if she could hear it. “Finally!” I breathed a sigh of relief and hugged her tightly. Merina pushed me away gently and then looked at the certificate she was holding. She looked stunned and in disbelief, then she slowly looked at me and tilted her head in confusion, “Married? I’m married?” She asked with her eyes filled with innocence making me want to dote more on her. I chuckled then leaned in to kiss her forehead. She looked at me with a bright eye and looked at me with nervousness as if asking for answers. She looked at me and pouted her lips and shook my arms, “Huh?!” I couldn’t help but bite her puffy cheeks then nodded with a smile, “Hello, Mrs. Nart!” I greeted her with a proud smile and then patted her hair dotingly. Merina looked at me stunned then sh
~Merina Pov~ My heart trembled at his question. I clenched the pen tightly and almost broke it but it left a mark on the paper. I don't know what is going on with me but I suddenly feel scared. Doubt filled my heart and I suddenly felt scared of getting tied to someone. “Do I know what the future holds? What if he betrays me like how my father did to my mother? What if I end up like my mother?” I gritted my teeth as I knew my thoughts were getting vicious but I still couldn't stop myself from thinking about it. I swallowed hard and pressed the pen on the paper but then I slammed it down and stood up then ran out without looking at others. I couldn't hear a thing, it was like my mind was in closure and my head was banging me. My mind was filled with the image of my mum dying. Even if I was young, I could still remember it vividly. The way her hand turned cold and how she died with her eyes opened and I could still see my image in her eyes. The picture of a family of three appea
~Adams Pov~ “NO!” What did she mean by she wouldn't be staying with me after getting married?! Then how should I continue to live after eating meat?! That's impossible, I wouldn't allow that. I glared at her daring her to repeat herself, but it seemed she had made up her mind as she only shook her head and looked at me like I was throwing a tantrum which made me speechless. “Adams, I wouldn't go back to that house after what had happened.” She said and looked at me with eyes filled with determination. “What if I buy a house and design it the way you want? We will make that our matrimonial home?” I asked gently hoping she would agree to my suggestion. Merina looked at me for a while and suddenly placed her legs on the floor and attempted to stand up but she wobbled and almost fell I was fast enough to catch her and stabilize her. She inhaled deeply and closed her eyes, and then a tear dropped from her eyes which baffled me. “Adams…You beast!” She spat out angrily and glared at
~Merina Pov~ I felt something tickling my face which stirred me awake. My eyes were blurry as I looked around in a daze, I felt lost and my mind was blank until I heard his voice— “Good morning, Rina..” His hoarse gentle voice sounded which snapped me out of my daze and my blurry eyes cleared immediately. I looked at his dark deep eyes that seemed to contain only me and remembered what had happened yesterday and how Adams had kept on going without giving me enough time to rest, my face became so red as I covered my face with the blanket. I heard his amused laughter and I felt more embarrassed. I bite my lips and my eyes turn red with embarrassment. “I want to shut him up! How dare he laugh at me?!” I thought and hearing his laughter which won't be stopped, I turned around unexpectedly and covered his mouth with my palm. We looked at each other dazingly then I felt a wet sensation in my palm which made me remove my palm immediately and when I looked at my palm, I realized Adams h