CHAPTER 33 Guilt

XAVIER KNIGHT P. O. V

Heading inside to take the shower, I turned the shower on and let the cold water flow over me as I tried together myself, pressing my head against the wall.

Whatever happened in the hall was spinning inside my skull. For the first time Dad has slapped and for what just because I had spend my night somewhere else leaving my so-called wife.

When dad was shouting on me I take a glance of Alisia who was crying silently without uttering orlooking anywhere. I felt a pain in me seeing her crying face.

And when Dad revealed that last night she was waiting for me by cooking my favourite dish to celebrate my success. I felt even more pain and a guilt crowled up on me.

My chest was feeling heavy. I couldn't utter anything but I couldn't understand anything. What is happening in my life.

I felt so frustrated with myself and I never imagined I could feel so guilty for what I did yesterday, for not coming home on time.

And somewhere I also feel guilty about jerking her aw