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Ava messed up again, she had promised herself that it wouldn’t be this way after the last time but she was tired of it all. She was supposed to return to the real world in a few days and she didn’t know how to go about it anywhere.

She let the razor drop onto the floor and the tears rolled down her cheeks. She wasn't supposed to be like this, she was supposed to be stronger but she also understood that sometimes things weren’t as easy as she thought they would be.

But that wasn’t supposed to deter her, she had said it wouldn’t but apparently, some things were meant to be.

Sbe turned on the water on the sink, putting her wrists underneath as the water turned red going down the drain. She felt the panic building up inside me but she was struggling to contain it before it grew into a full-blown panic attack that she wouldn’t have any control over.

She was the first one awake, it never had happened since Kim, Renee, and Violet came over. She was always the last one awake. Her recent p
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    “I can’t do this with you right now, Sebastian,” Ava replied, shaking her head. It was a lot for her to take in and she needed space to breathe and think about a lot of things right now. He needed to leave her alone and come back whenever she was in the right frame of mind to deal with everything he was saying but not now, not while her emotions were running at a high and she had little to no control over it. “I know I don’t deserve to be here not after how I treated you after you fell. Even after I ghosted you and rejected our baby as well.” Sebastian began, as he pleaded his case. He could her given up already and he didn’t want that to happen. If she closes up shop, then everything would be lost for good. Ava laughed dryly but it didn’t quite reach her eyes for obvious reasons. “You now believe the child is yours after calling me a manipulative bitch and a liar as well?”“That was never supposed to happen but I let myself get played and I’m sorry for thinking you would ever ch

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    “I’ll call you so that—““Please, don’t.” Ava cut him short abruptly. She took a deep breath to compose herself before she spoke. “There’s no need to call. Before the week runs out, I should have made my decision on whatever this is and you can be here during the weekends so we can talk about it for both our sakes. I believe this lingered on for a long time and it needs to come to an end.” Sebastian nodded. If anything, she was right. This has lingered for a long time and they were walking a tightrope with the media trying to get into their business to know what has been happening for the past month now. “I’ve got a lot of things that I need to work on and I know that I haven’t told you about it yet but my father was killed because he trusted first and he went in blindly even when there was evidence laid out in front of him. He was always of the belief that family can do no wrong and it was what led to his untimely death, he died as a result of blind trust and I swore never to let

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    Jake instantly knew that he messed up again.He let the razor slip from his fingers as it dropped onto the floor, the tears rolling down his cheeks with ease. He wasn't supposed to be like this, he was supposed to be stronger. He had promised himself that things wouldn’t be the way it had been in the past but he had broken his promise yet again. He had spent the past month in prison before he managed to secure bail after a long process that had been strenuous but he did it with the help of a few friends high up in the system and he knew that from then on, he had to be bigger than his fears. He just had to be. Jake turned on the water on the sink, putting his wrists underneath the water splashed on the cuts on both wrists as it turned red going down the drain in one swift motion. He felt the panic building up inside him but he was just managing to be in control this time. He had lost his composure the first time, he was supposed to let it happen again. He was the first one awake. He

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