LEAVE ME - PAIN OF REGRET

" No.....No ...Not anymore..... We're out " whispered Nithra .Her palms resisting hard to control the actions of the most handsome husband on the world . Asher Jonah . Her husband .The man ,Born for her.

His one hand snaked across her waist , preventing from escaping . He is much studious in exploring all the shades of the most gorgeous women on the world . Nithra Atharv . He consider , himself to be a man of Pride in marking her to be his wife. She is his .Only his .

" Mrs Jonah , Don't regret and awake the beast . Trouble ,Might be yours " , mumbled Asher back , Knowing all the sensitive parts of her body . Nippling her soft alluring lips , He slowly activated himself and plunged his sharp tongue inside her mouth .

" Ash...." She squeezed her fingers tight into his arm . Melting sensually , the grip of tiny fingers become stronger . His actions on her body is magic . Awakening himself , he tempt , devour and torture her sweetly .

" A moan , Can seduce husband " stated Asher in between showering wet and sloppy kisses. The universal truth . A moan ,from wife is a best therapy for husband. In Asher's case , Nithra is his strength and also, weakness. A simple stare from her takes away all his insecurities.

Especially , Nithra's today's appearance took away his breath . The traditional saree and flowers on hair ,made him lose his conscience. Forgetting, Ethan's family occasion he is involved in stealing cute romantic actions from his wife .

Asher's words bought Nithra back to reality . Processing for seconds ,she realised what just she did . A blush crept those white cheeks .Out of embarrassment,she frowned and slapped his chest attempting the whole effort to slip away from his hold " Cheater "

" I hate you ..." She Pouted , moving away

" Hahaha....RJ , wait ...." Chuckling , Asher grabbed the wrist and pinned Nithra ,to the wall.

Applying the entire effort to wriggle out , Nithra pushed the man hard . But , All she felt is fragile . He is strong and fails to match ,each time.

Sighing ,she glared and Crossed those arms across her chest . No ,one can win against him. Giving up ,she snorted blowing the air .

Asher laughed at the childhish behaviour and exclaimed , "What happened ?? "

" Seriously , You don't have any idea ?? " Exclaimed Nithra back . Excluding her , No one muster courage to stay infront and snap questions .

" No " shrugged Asher , casually .

Cursing him , mentally she rolled her eyes .How horrible ,this men could be ?? Today, Ethan had invited them for a family occasion .So ,she appeared on saree according to Asher's comfort .But ,her workalcoholic and Ruthless Husband Ignored the beauty .Not even , a compliment left.

" I hate you " ,she scowled and attempted to wriggle out from again. Asher giggled and caged her Inbetween his chest and kissed her forehead. Caressing her hairline , he mentioned " Mrs Jonah , For your goodness please under

Stand !! Your busy husband ,is embedded over a lot of business concerns. So , currently he is weak on consoling you "

Nithra's eyes narrowed . Instantly ,she Grabbed his collar and about to question but , the action starts an enthusiastic and teasing voice interfered. Asher , loosened his activity and shifted his stare to notice the person .Landen Carter .The popular Playboy of the city.

Asher frowned by his appearance . If his assumptions are right .Landen ,is ready for another task which is dangerous for a ruthless man . He is strong and ruthless men .But , marriage had transformed him to be a soft one when ,the word Wife interfers.

" Yeah sis , He is a scheduled business man . Instead of consoling ,he owe a minutes for Shasha "

" Shasha ?? " Exclaimed Nithra ,in one go .Her facial reactions horrified .

Out of disbelief ,she pulled Asher by full strength and glared " You dare to have an Conversation with , Shasha ? From where ,you recieved the guts ?? "

Shasha,the only name ,she hate.  She hate her to every , extreme . She feels , to rip the bones of Shasha when she finds her around her husband .

" Hahaha !!  Added kerosene on burning fire ??? " , Ethan chuckled entering . An eye watering moment for them to notice there beloved friend strangling on his Nithra's hand . It's not easy to touch, Asher .Asher is an Ruthless man .He won't spare the one who dare to touch nor think of his shadow .

" Eeee " , Landen shrugged his shoulders , " Yesterday , he cancelled by date " .He meant his word's . Asher's devasted happiness ,had recreated since , Nithra's entry .Day by day ,the bond is getting stronger . Ethan and Landen straved for this moment .

" Revenge " , Anushka interfered . A captivating scenario . The man, whose look is enough to make a people go startled is currently, startling by his wife .

" RJ  , It's hurting " ,   Asher made an puppy face.  Nithra's anger vanished and ,she loosened the grip on his ear.

" Sorry !!! Sorry !!! I didn't mean it …. It's …Its….I was angry on Shasha….so …." ,She blabbered and blowed air on his ears . Asher chuckled at his innocence and whispered over her ears , " I love you "

Nithra's cheeks occupied with red blotches .  Though,it's the nth time of his proposal still she feels and blushes like her first time .

Using the chance , Asher pulled her towards him and cupped her face. her eyes , gazed his " Trust me !! "

" Always …" , She added genuinely

" I love you " he tucked her hair behind her ear and continued , " Under any Circumstance , ,I owe to have another lady on my life . you're the queen of my world . From now , I promise to maintain 30 ft distance from woman , Okay ?? "

" No need of woman !! But , From Shasha " she said and grinned Innocently

Laughing at the words ,Asher spread his arms wide to hug her tight.

" You're the best husband …." She complimented , placing her head on his chest and hearing to the rhythm of his heartbeat .

Asher never felt lonely when she is beside . Once,he dreamt of having her by his side and spoiling her with his love .And now ,it's happening .But ,who knew there is a giant storm which is going to bash their happy life .

Flashback ends ✨

An painful tear slipped out of his eyes . His heart , shattering out into pieces and throbbing immerse pain. His heart ,is aching .  How could he do something which is harming Nithra's happiness ???

It's his mistake . He shouldn't have behaved similar to an animal. Even after knowing,her naive character how his heart permitted to hurt her and doubt her ?? What is the consequence of this ??? Nithra break down , emotionally and ended up with accident and finally death , embraced her .

" Sorry ,is not the word which can heal you !! But , how dare you to leave me ,Nithra ???? Don't you think , I will broke into unfixable pieces . Yes , I am furious .But ,how come you fail to realise you're my healer !!! How come you took a step to leave me ??? " ,Asher stared at the portrait of smiling Nithra beside him , back to his bed .

He still ,can't accept his Nithra is no more available on the world . The word's ,which he used on her is harmful ,he is aware. But , everything happened beyond his knowledge .Yet , the unexpected part is separating his Nithra from him

He can't breath …….

He can't blink …….

He can't smell…. He can't think…… He can't eat…..he can't sleep …..he can't do anything .Lack of concentration , addiction to work more than ever , Sudden anger all are making him go weak .

His entire buisness Empire is drowning down .

He is changing himself to be an Illusionist . Who can ,Only feel Nithra . his memories with her are Excruciating . All are taunting him.

Assuming him as the reason for her death ,he grabbed the ceramic flower vase and slammed it over his hands , aggressively  .

" Chill "

The vase clashed out into pieces and penetrated his wrist .The pieces, screeched his hands resulting in unbearable pain .  It attacked his nerves . Squeezing his eyes shut ,he winched out .He believed, comparing Nithra's painful death ,this is nothing .

" Asher ……" ,Landen screamed .What the hell is this stupid doing ???  He got scared by the behaviour of his friends .

" Man ,what the fuck ???? " , Ethan cursed and called out

, " Anushka !!!! Anushka …..hurry up !!! " He called out his wife ,louder and louder .Both the guys ,are scared to death .

" Why did you do this man ??? Why did you ??? When you became a coward ??? " , Ethan shouted . This is not the Asher ,which people knows . He knew,Asher is disturbed and devasted . But, hurting himself ??? What for??

" Big Brother ??? " , Anushka rushed .She can't believe her own eyes .

" Anu …. It's bleeding …. !!! Do something " , Ethan blabbered .

" Stop it !!! I am not dead !!! I am still alive !!! There's no need of any worries " ,  Asher grumbled. He hate , himself .Then ,how do he manage to think about others .

" What the hell is wrong with you ?? Ethan , Don't break my mouth ,if I break his jaws !!! " ,Landen threatened.   How come ,he can speak like this ???  Dead ??? Is this the reason,why he ,Ethan and Anushka Preserved and protected him .

" Landen ….." ,Ethan warned . He is aware,this is not the time to vent the anger .

Landen can't resist himself from releasing his anger ,he frowned "  Ha !!! Ask me to prefer silence !!! Bro, think what if something happens to him ??? "

" Why the fucking you care for me ??? " , Asher growled .

" Being a best friend of you ., it's my and his responsibility to care for you " , Landen sneered .His answer is genuine .Asher ,sat without any emotion or expression .

" Landen , atleast you calm down " ,Ethan assisted . they three are the best friends who , knew all the dark sides of Asher's life .He is well known about Asher's love for Nithra .  Nithra's death ,had devastated him . He can't move off and this is the reason,which is haunting him making him believe,he is the reason for her death .

" Best friend ??? Why can't,you too leave !!! " ,Asher raised his head and shifted between Landen and Ethan , " I am a animal .Don't be around me !! I am a mad man .My mood will change time to time ……"

" No Asher ….it's not like that " ,Landen resisted .He can't see ,his friend in pain.

" No… Landen ….you don't know !!! On that day,When I was in office Nithra called me , Happily . She said ….." An cheerful chuckle filled with pain left his face .

" She wanted to share an important and happy news towards me . I can feel ,how Badly she wanted to share the news with me.  It's me…..It's me ..the one who ruined her overall happiness .Assume !! How much she would have hurt …..so that ,she left the mansion at late night , resulting in accident and then God embraced her …….." Asher squeezed his eyes shut .Tears flowed out , like rivulets . It's hard to control himself .