Chapter 5

Tanya's POV

Para akong nilamog at nabugbog sa subrang sakit ng katawan ko lalo na ang gitnang bahagi ko. Pagkatapos ng pagniniig namin sa banyo, nasundan pa ng dalawang rounds.

Hindi nya ako tinigilan hanggat hindi nauubos ang lakas nya. He is insatiable pagdating sa sex. He is damn expert in pleasuring a woman. Kung hindi pa kami nakaramdam ng gutom, hindi pa nya ako titigilan. I was damn exhausted and tired but satisfied and happy. Who would not be? Kung ang nagpapala naman sayo ay isang Daryl Scudero, the insatiable hunk. I can't stop smiling. His desirable six packs abs still lingers on my mind. Everytime I close my eyes, ang nasasarapang gwapong mukha nya ang nakikita ko. Oh my God! what is happening to me? Nilason na ng utak ko ang karanasang ipinaranas nya sa akin. I can't control this feelings inside me. My inner core is palpatating erotically everytime I think of that sex experience with him. Lihim akong kinikilig at di ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. I want to feel him again. My core is throbbing hard right now. I close my eyes and imagining him kissing me.

"Miss Tanya!!!" malakas na tawag ni Prof Medina. Bigla akong nagising sa pagdaydaydream ko. I didn't notice my classmates are all staring at me with amusement on thier faces. Ang iba naman ay natatawa. Bigla akong tumayo at inayos ang sarili. Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko.

"Yes ma-am!" mabilis kong sagot na nauutal. Malikot ang mga mata ko at hindi makatingin ng deretso ky prof. Kung pwede lang na maglaho ngayon e ginawa ko na. Subrang nakakahiya. I was caught day dreaming in the middle of discussion. I heard chuckle and tsk. I felt so guilty and shame.

"It seems that your mind is out of this room. Care to share with us?" Striktang tanong ni prof na halos di na madrawing ang mukha. Nagbubulungan naman ang mga kaklase ko. For the first time, I feel humiliated in front of the class. I am still standing. I don't know what to answer. Then suddenly, the attention of the class went outside. Their eyes were drooling to someone. I got curious so I turned my gaze outside just to be surprised. He is there looking so devastatingly handsome oozing with dozens of sex appeal. He is wearing a simple white shirt na bakat na bakat ang matitipunong bisig paired with jeans na hapit na hapit sa kanyang mga binti. Is he a sex god from Olympus? He is like a living sex god really! Our eyes met and then he winked at me. Oh my God that made my heart beat faster than usual. I blushed unknowingly. I heard my classmates chuckled. Kitang kita ng lahat kung para kanino ang kindat na yun. Then I heard them teasing at me. The girls who are so timid were now giggling. Ganyan kalakas ang epekto ni Daryl sa mga kababaihan. Ano pa kaya sa akin? Then a sudden punch on the table made my classmates stop from nuisance.

"Hey!!!! Class stop it. Attention here!!!" malakas na sita ni Ms Medina. I slowly sit down. At least nawala ang atensyon ng lahat sa akin at naagaw ng gwapong lalaki sa labas. I sighed heavily. My gosh nanginginig ang mga tuhod ko. I still feel the pain in my core. I am terribly sore. Kasalanan ito ng lalaki sa labas. Ang lapad ng ngiti at parang hindi napuyat at napagod sa ginawa nya sa akin sa buong magdamag.

The bell rang. I feel releived. At least natapos na din ang klase na halos wala akong naintindihan. Nagpahuli ako sa paglabas dahil ayokong makita ng mga kaklase ko ang paika ika kong paglalakad. I hope walang makahalata. Kanina maaga akong pumasok at halos wala pang mga estudyante kaya ligtas ako sa mapanuring mata ng mga estudyante. I slowly pick up all my things. Nakatalikod ako sa pintuan when suddenly somebody is hugging my back. I smell his manly scent. So manly that almost held my breath.

"Hmmm....You smell sweet babe!" sabay ng mabilis na pagsakop nya sa mga labi ko. Hindi ako agad nakagalaw sa ginawa nya. I was caught off guard. Ano ba ang ginagawa ng lalaking ito? He is making a scene and displaying a public display of affection. Nang makabawi, I pushed him hard using my two hands.

" Hey! What is that for?" nagtatakang tanong nya.

"I should be the one to ask you that! What was that for?" may diin na pagkakatanong ko. I saw him licked his lower lips. That made him hotter. Sinuklay nya ang buhok gamit lamang ang kanyang mga daliri. I was mesmerized by his every movement. He look so fucking sexy in every way. He looked at me intently. He grabbed my chin and look me into my eyes.

" Thats the best way of greeting my girlfriend. Am I right?" I was caught off guard again with his answer. Mabilis ang tibok ng puso ko. I can't believe what he is saying right now, right in front of my face. Can't you believe that?He is claiming me as his girlfriend.

"I-,huh! How could you say that?Girlfriend?" naguguluhan kong tanong. Nagkibit balikat sya at mapupungay ang mga matang tumitig sa akin. Yumuko sya at pinagpantay ang aming mga mukha. Halos magdikit na ang aming mga ilong dahil napakalapit ng mukha nya sa mukha ko. Bawat buga ng hininga nya ay naaamoy ko. A smell of a fresh mint that almost take my breath away.

"Yeah! you are my girlfriend because you are already mine. I already marked you Babe. Wether you like it or not, you are mine!" madiin pero malambing nyang pahayag sa akin. His words made me shiver. May kung anong kumudlit sa dibdib ko and my heart beat faster again. These feelings has always been torturing me everytime he is near.

"You are really more beautiful when you blushed. I want to take you right at this moment," paos nyang bulong sa akin. Mas namula ako sa sinabi nya. Again my core down there is throbbing erotically. This man really influenced my wild side. Ginising nya ang kamunduhan sa katawan ko. He tainted my innocent mind.

"Ahem!" I cleared my throat trying to compose my self and regain my temper. Umatras ako upang magkaroon ng espasyo sa pagitan namin. We are inside the university and I should not buy his tempting advances.

"Your assuming into something that I have never agreed to. It doesn't mean getting me into your pants means you own me!" matigas kong buwelta. I should give my self a hand of applause because I said that words in front of him without stammering even though my hand is shaking.

"May I remind you Mr.! Nobody ownes me. Don't you get that?!" matapang kong pahayag. Hinawakan nya ang panga ko at walang ano ano'y hinila nya ako palapit sa kanya. He's so strong kaya hindi ako nakahuma agad. Dikit na dikit ang aming katawan lalong lalo na ang aming mga ibaba. Nag-init agad ang katawan ko sa posisyon namin. Napasinghap ako nang mas idiniin pa nya ang ibabang parte nya sa pagkababae ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang katigasan nya na anumang oras e handang sumalakay. Para akong tuod na hindi makagalaw. Inilapit pa nya ang bibig nya sa bandang leeg ko.

"Hmmm.... smell so good, so addicting. Mas lalo mo akong pinag-iinit Tanya. I like how you defend yourself but I know for sure you will end up wanting me more. I will make sure nobody will own you only me alone," baritonong sabi nya habang inaamoy ang leeg ko. Nanindig ang balahibo ko sa mga sinasabi nya. He sound so possessive. First time kong makaengkwentro ng kagaya nya sa tanang buhay ko. Ngayon pa lang ako nagkaroon ng lalaking may lakas ng loob na angkinin ako. I don't want the idea. I am an independent woman. Ayokong may sumasaklaw sa pagkatao ko. I am not ready for this or for any relationship. Nagkamali ata ako nang nagpadala ako sa pang aakit nya. All of a sudden, naging possessive sya simula nang may nangyari sa amin. I should be happy hearing those words from him. A normal woman will shout for joy having Daryl as a boyfriend but why can't I? I don't know also. I'm asking myself too. Naguguluhan pa ako at masyado atang mabilis ang mga pangyayari. Hindi ako makahabol. Hindi ko parin mapaniwalaan na nangyayari sa akin ang lahat ng ito.

Itinulak ko sya sa dibdib pero parang walang nagyari dahil malapit na malapit parin kami sa isa't isa.

"Oh!please let me go. I need to think. I need to think it over again. Masyadong mabilis ang mga nangyayari," may pagsusumamong pahayag ko sa kanya. I want him to give me some time hindi yung ganitong minamadali nya ang lahat.

"I don't think you need to think of it over again Babe!" mahinahon nyang sagot. Hinawakan nya ang likod ng ulo ko at hinaplos ang buhok ko. Nagtatanong ang mga mata kong tumitig sa kanya.

"I didn't used protection when we did it. I might get you pregnant," mahina nyang rebelasyon sa akin. I already knew it but still hearing that rebelation straigth from his mouth is quite a blow on my system. Mabilis akong kumawala sa pagkakahawak nya. Tumalikod ako para huminga at makapag-isip. Now, I am facing the consequences of my rebelious actions. My future is at stake. I still have 3 moths before graduation and I need 4 months to review for my board exam. I don't think I can take my board if I got pregnant. Naihilamos ko ang mga kamay ko sa buong mukha ko. Naguguluhan ako at hindi ako makapag-isip ng mabuti.

"We better go and talk about this in private. Someone might overheard us," mahinahon nyang yaya sa akin. Wala akong nagawa kundi magpatianod sa paghila nya sa kamay ko. As expected halos lahat ng mga mata ay nakatuon sa amin. We are like celebrity talk of the town. Pinagtsitsismisan kami at rinig na rinig ko sari-saring reaksiyon ng mga kapwa ko estudyante.

"Don't mind them babe," pabulong nyang sabi sa akin. Mas lalo tuloy kinilig ang ibang kababaihan sa malambing nyang estima sa akin. Nagpatianod ako hanggang sa makarating kami sa magara nyang sasakyan. Pati sasakyan nya ay kasing kisig din nya. Iba na naman itong gamit nya kumpara kahapon nang ihatid nya ako sa bahay.

"Saan tayo pupunta?" mahina kong tanong.

He put my seatbelt and position himself to the driveseat before he answers me.

"To my condo," he answered. I cleared my throat before I speak whats in my mind.

"Ahm, why there?" mahinahon kong tanong.

"Babe, we should talk in private about us right? My condo is the best place for us to talk privately," kumbinse nya sa akin. Nagkibit ako ng balikat at hindi na lamang nagprotesta. Ang totoo natatakot ako na may mangyari ulit sa amin. That he would take advantage again of my weakness. Natatakot akong magpatianod na naman sa mga halik at haplos nya. Why I can't keep my self at ease with his presence. Hindi ako sanay na may nagbibigay ng atensyon sa akin. Nasanay na kasi akong nag-iisa. Natatakot ako sa mga bagay na hindi ko alam kong magtatagal ba.

Habang nasa biyahe I tried to keep away my eyes on him but I can't help myself to look at him. Napakaaliwas ng mukha nya. I can see the smile in his eyes kahit tikom ang kanyang bibig. I can say he is happy right now. Nahuhuli ko din syang sumusulyap sa akin at biglang ngingiti. Hmmm... He seems to be in good mood.

"Ahm, Babe do you want something to eat? I mean are you hungry?Pwede tayong kumain muna," malambing nyang tanong. His endearment really warms my heart.

"Don't bother, I am not hungry," I answered without looking at him.

" Okay, I will just order online for our early dinner," mahina niyang sagot.

"Hmmm..babe, are you still sore?" paos nyang tanong na parang nag-aalangan sa tanong nya. Bigla akong napatingin sa kanya. I am off guard with his question. I am sure namumula na naman ang mukha ko.

"Oh! sorry Babe. I should not be asking that question," natatawang sabi nya. Umirap ako at naiinis na sumagot.

"You should be sorry because you made me sore. Halos di mo ako tinigilan e. And one more thing, we should not do that again!" galit at madiin kong bigkas.

"Oh! thats not possible babe. You are so addicting and desirable that I can even control myself," malandi nyang pahayag na may kasamang palatak sa dulo. Oh this man really bothers me so much. In my peripheral vision I saw how he licked his lower lip. Bumalik tuloy sa balintataw ko kung paano nya lapain ang pagkababae ko. Ipinilig ko ang ulo ko just to loosen that tension in my mind. The image of us doing that sensual and erotic things made my core so wet.