Marianna's POV
I have been cooked up in my room all day. I like my room. It's quite comfortable. There's nothing personal about it but it's comfortable. Unlike the other couple of days when I got to roam free in the penthouse, Nate is around. I'm avoiding a conversation with him for now. So instead I have read an entire romance novel, I have made this ridiculous plan to go to college. Courtney talked me into it. She's in MIT studying mechanical engineering. It's her second year. I'm not that clever; not like Court. I want to ask Helena to give me some guidance. She's after all financially successful but after the confrontation she's not even looking at me. So there's that. I think I'll ask Castle. He is the friendliest person in this house after Nicko.Maybe I can be a nurse. Maybe a teacher. Maybe a secretary. I want something simple that gives me time with Nicko. I don't want to lose myself in a career and not pay att
Nathan's POV"You don't get it from him. Your father was a calm man. He never exploded under pressure. He kept it together. You get it from me. I sometimes lose my temper like that and I get physical fast."I paid attention to the city below. Everything is normal. It's the same everyday and I'm bored to death. I would rather be on the ship. I'm used to that, not this domestic lifestyle where I have nothing to do. I'm working towards being an Admiral like my father. In terms of my career I know where I'm going. In terms of being a father, I'm clueless. A husband perhaps but she doesn't want me and it hurts. She has a whole life I'm not part of.I am not proud of hurling her across the room like that but she provoked me. She was being sarcastic and rude. I'm not happy about yelling at her. I'm not proud of being around and never looking for them. I was a mess. I needed time. I felt she was better off without me
"Where is everyone?"Castle gave me a strange look. "You don't know?""Know what?"He let out a sigh. "A day like this two years ago is when Alexander was murdered. They are both miserable. I checked on Helena a little earlier and she's not okay. I tried to check on Nate but his door is locked. I have to go to work so it's up to you to take care of them. Be gentle even when they are total pains. Okay?""Okay." I agreed feeling infected with the sadness as well.After he left I went about my usual morning routine of feeding Nickolas, getting him bathed and dressed. I set him in front of the big TV."What do you want to watch today?""Toon!" He answered.The nanny introduced him to cartoons. It keeps him distracted. The more colorful and loud, the more he pays attention. I turned up the volume so that I can sneak away unnoticed.
Giovanni's POV"What happens if we hit another brick wall Don Giovanni?" The young boy who had been my little best friend asked. He has accompanied me for the last two years after I found him wandering the streets of Rome begging for food. I touched the top of his head giving him an assuring smile. "Will we have to go back to Roma? I don't want to go back. I don't want to live on the streets."I came down to his height. "I will never let you sleep on the street ever again. As long as there is breath in my lungs, I'll take care of you."Perhaps when I saved him it was a strong need to prove to myself that I'm not a failure. I have been looking for Maria for two years and this is the last clue on my list of crossed off places to find her. The last private investigator I have hired insisted on this place just when I was about to give up. He said it was a tip. Private investigators have taken advantage of me by b
Helena's POVI must speak to Castle. Something happened and it's big!I ran into Nate. Since our last conversation about him taking a desk job, we haven't been speaking to each other. His decisions bare beginning to upset me beyond what I can tolerate."I'll marry Marianna." I stopped to listen. "I'll marry her before the year ends." He informed me."Will you drag her down the aisle? Because there's a lot of friction between you two. A child is all you share Nathaniel. A marriage is so much more than a child."I observe them and it's not going as I had hoped. Marianna is nervous and scared around him. He's overly domineering and he doesn't even have to say a word. My son doesn't know how to love and I think it's my fault. He's as cold and as emotionally detached as I am. It takes patience to love people like us. Alexander was really patient wit
Nathan's POVI find it interesting that for the first time in my life I have fallen in love with a woman. I have been with many, some even a mere few minutes but none of them has caught my attention the way Maria has.I don't want to leave her side. I don't want to get out of bed this morning after we have made love repeatedly. She softens my rough nature. The ice around my cold heart thaws when she's close. She's making me soft and mellow; something I'm not.I pressed my lips on her bare shoulder. I want us to wake up next to each other like this; naked and thoroughly satisfied just so that we can do it again and again. I kissed her neck cupping her full breast in my hand. I have dreamed of this reunion for so long! She stirred awake when I squeezed her. "Nate..."I love how she whispers my name. It's the sweetest word I have heard when she says it."Good morning agapi
Marianna's POV"Papi, you're food is getting cold."He can't get enough of Nicko. They have been playing together for most of the day and now even Nicko is tired and sleepy but daddy doesn't want to let him sleep."You were sixteen when you got pregnant." I was wondering when we will get here."Yes.""Sixteen.""Si papi. I was also sixteen when a lot of other things happened like me getting engaged with your approval." Let's just even the playing field in case he starts a fight."You read your mother's letter. I had no choice. So let's not go there. But let's talk about his father. Is he the one who stole you away from the house?"Sometimes I wish it was Chris. He's different from Nate. Court is so fortunate to have a man like him. I also envy Freya. Francis is an exceptional man as well. Nate is a grey character who can eith
Earlier in the day...Nathan's POVIt went well. The interview went well and I'm happy that I'll be around for Nicko and Maria. It may have been my dream to rise up the navy ranks to a position my father held but I want to prioritize Maria and my son. Now I just have to quit the Navy. The Captain will be disappointed. He has high hopes in me. But if it comes down to it, she's more important. Nicko is more important. I want to be around for them."Is that a smile? I must admit that's rare!" Henrik, approached me. Frank and I have honored his invitation for a game of polo. I didn't want to because Vivi is here but Frank insisted I should. "Is it a woman?""Yeah."Henrik approached us. He offered me a glass of whatever he is drinking. He paid attention to the red head talking to Freya and Courtney. Maria wasn't invited and it's probably better because she would not
Marianna's POVWhen I opened my eyes it was because of the vibrating phone. I squinted at the bright light in the screen. I have several unread messages.Court:Maria! Marianna Giana Balotelli!Answer your damn phone! SHHTF!Court:I had a front row seat to a boxing tournament! Whoa! Drama!Court:The guys beat the crap out of each other over you! Talk about being the highlight of the day!!! Honey you are a hot cake!Court:That Wayne Bellingerre and his Highness are something else. He told Henrik some intimate things about y