Despite the hangover, I hurried through the bustling crowd on the streets. It was early in the morning, but the sun felt scorching on my skin. I was sure that by the time I reached the bank, my uniform would be drenched in sweat.
I work at a bank, specifically as a teller. The bank hired me the day after that coincidental encounter with Lazarus in the same bank. I had been contemplating sending a resignation letter to the manager when I found out that Lazarus' money was one of the supports for the bank. This is a serious matter, especially after the conversation we had in an expensive bar last night. I'm not sure what exactly I said, since I was already thoroughly intoxicated, but I do remember insisting that he wasn't Zon's father. I don't even know how I got home. He probably didn't accompany me, right? Because if he did, Irithel might either faint or go ballistic at the thought. The important thing is that I'm alive and my son is still with me. I've made up my mind. I won't resign, because I badly need the money for myself and my son. How can I support my child if I don't have a job? I can't always rely on the money my parents send. Now, Zon is at home since Laki suddenly arrived and offered to look after the child. I have a feeling that Lazarus' brother has something unusual in mind, but I still let him do as he pleases. How could I not? He always threatens me that he'll report me to his brother. Speaking of Laki and money, he supports his nephew by giving toys, favorite foods, clothes, shoes, and everything. Why only material things? Because I refuse to accept his money. I want to make it clear to him and his incredibly arrogant brother that I don't need their money. I raised my child properly through my own sacrifices. Their money is trash. I passed through the back area of the bank where we enter. It's a backdoor exclusively for the staff. I'll receive my first paycheck today. I'll spoil my baby, buy him everything he wants, but I'll make sure to limit the spoiling. I don't want my son to grow up as a spoiled brat like his father. What he wants should be what he gets. I really can't forget Lazarus, no matter how many times I've tried. How can I forget him when my son looks just like him? That's why I let my son's hair grow long. If I give him a boyish haircut, he'd practically be a photocopy of his shameless father. How did all this happen? One night stand? No. I can't call it a one night stand when he did it three times with me. To be honest, I don't really know him. I shook my head to clear my mind of all the thoughts and people I'm currently thinking about. It's time for work, I need to focus. I turned the doorknob of the backdoor in front of me. The door swung open when I pushed it, so I entered. I was about to get myself ready for work, maybe touch up my makeup or wipe away the sweat, but I hadn't even opened my handbag when my coworker appeared in front of me. "Calista Belmonte, right?" I'm not exactly friendly, even though I've been working here for a month, I still haven't made any friends. "Yes. Why?" I responded formally to my coworker, a woman. I'm not sure how she views her workplace or why she's dressed like that. Her pencil skirt is incredibly short, and her tight-fitting top leaves little to the imagination, paired with a blazer that's equally short. Meanwhile, me? Just the average formal attire. Not too short, not too loose. She turned away from me before answering my question. "The manager is requesting your presence at his office." How did she know? Maybe she overheard it. She probably just came from the manager's office. I didn't bother fixing myself up and quickly left to enter the manager's office. I've spoken to the manager before, and he's strict, not bossy or mean, just strict. Making my way through the corridor, I could see the white-tiled floor, plain white walls, and ceiling. The manager's office was at the far end. There's a room with lockers for our personal belongings, and that's where I would have gone if the manager hadn't called me. Nervously, I knocked on the door before hearing the manager's cold, baritone voice. "Come in." I felt like the manager was about to deliver some bad news. Or maybe he was going to give me my salary early? I opened the door and entered the manager's office with courtesy. I didn't bother scanning the entire room because nothing had changed since I started working here a month ago. A wooden bookshelf in one corner, drawers for important files and papers, a long grey sofa for visitors to wait, and finally, the manager's desk with two chairs in front. There was a nameplate on his desk. Erosion Santos "Have a seat, Ms. Belmonte," he offered formally.He's too formal and professional. Sometimes, I'm not sure how to interact with him. He's intimidating if I keep thinking like that, but if I remind myself that he's just a person, human like me, he's not intimidating at all.I took a seat in front of his desk. It felt like the first time he interviewed me, a feeling that returned now.I was just staring at his face and at his hands, which were busy signing or flipping through pages. There was also a newspaper on the side of his desk, and a cup of coffee that would never be absent.He's not that old. I think he's below the age of thirty-five. Good-looking with those reading glasses and a perfect formal office attire, not too fair but attractive. Every girl who sees him would feel the sex appeal behind those coats he's wearing, which is why many are drawn to him. From what I've heard around here, he's still single.He opened the drawer beneath his desk and took out two white envelopes.The first one was the size of paper money, and the
"Hey Laki!"I stormed into the house, my face looking just as stormy. My hair was in disarray from the windy jeepney ride. I commuted because I realized I had given the wrong envelope to the guard earlier.I thought I had handed him the letter, but in my unlucky haste, I had given him the envelope containing my salary. I only found out when I was already seated in the taxi, and I quickly got out when I realized I had no money to pay.In my rush, I didn't even bother to check."Momma, what's 'gago'?"I was startled when I heard my son's voice from behind the sofa. He was poking his head out like he was hiding and peeping at me.His curious eyes held a hundred unasked questions."What are you doing there, baby? Come here...""Hush, Momma! We're playing hide and seek, po!" He immediately hid and didn't peek at me anymore.He really didn't want to show himself to me.I cursed in my mind while thinking of ways to punish Laki.I moved to where my son was hiding, but I froze when something c
Just as I approached, the businessman he was talking to entered the building, and Lazarus was heading down to his shiny black car.He stopped in his tracks when he saw me. He wasn't surprised or happy to see me here. There was no change in his expression as he looked at me approaching.I held my pouch and resume tightly. I was dressed formally—a tight black pencil skirt paired with a white long-sleeved shirt and black shoes with a slight heel. It's a struggle to wear heels when you're going to be walking all day. I didn't bother with a blazer, it's too hot.With gritted teeth, I stopped right in front of him, about four feet apart."Ms. Belmonte, what brings you here?" Nothing had changed in his deep voice since I last heard it. It was plain and calm, yet serious.It's nothing like our last meeting. He was shouting at me, telling me to leave.I just stared at him for a few minutes before slamming my resume onto his unyielding chest."What is this about, huh? No one's accepting me, not
I pressed myself harder against the wall, trying to create a little distance between us. But he only pressed his hard body against mine, as if he could almost crush my slender frame with just a snap of his fingers.He never did this to me before. Usually, after he's done using me, he'd quickly back away, looking disgusted with me.Hearing the noise from the partying crowd in the bar contrasted sharply with this narrow, dark, and deserted corridor. I couldn't scream or shout for help. No one would hear me.I tilted my head away as he leaned in closer. I feared he might try to kiss me. He never kissed me before, it was always just plain sex to save his own skin.I felt his large hands on my elbows, pressing them against the wall. "Calista, do you know exactly what you're doing?" His calm voice masked the anger beneath. He wasn't holding back, he was angry in a composed way. "Where's my son?" He squeezed my elbows, not too hard, as he whispered over my ears.I felt his breath, warm yet f
I didn't see her because Lazarus is pulling me, and I didn't mean to bump into her on the side, which is why she spilled her drink on her own clothes.When we finally step out of the club, I can finally breathe freely. It's not as noisy out here, and the late-night air is chilly. But even so, there are still people fooling around and cuddling outside.I couldn't see the presence of the night sky with its shining stars and moon since there are thick dark clouds up, blocking its view.I think it's going to rain. But it was scorching hot just a while ago, right?The streets were dark, but there are still lively people who used to have a late-night walk.Lazarus leads us to the parking lot. It's annoying because he's still dragging me."Lazarus! Let go of me!" I tried to plant my heels on the ground to stop him from dragging me, but nothing happened. The pain in my feet from earlier just got worse. "Come on! You've done enough to me!" I hissed.Imagine? I was walking around the city all d
"Stop saying bad words, Calista," such a ramrod billionaire. He's body was rigidly standing straight one meter away from me. "You're acting like you're not a woman," he added, further heating my blood.Earlier, it was warm, but now it's boiling."What do I care?" I crossed my arms against my chest. "Please, enlighten me," my voice was dripping with sarcasm, and probably so was my expression.His strict eyes were fixed on me even more."Limit your choice of words, woman. Remember, you're in my place and you're wearing my clothes."Then he walked towards a door similar to the one we entered earlier, where my son was now sleeping. A varnished wooden door.He didn't go downstairs. He walked straight, there are three doors here.My gaze dropped to the white shirt I was wearing.What does he mean? So what if I'm wearing his clothes? Is he going to take it back if I anger him?He's such a nuisance. Should I just not wear anything?I cleared all the nonsense that I'm thinking and just followe
I was insulted but in my mind it was insulting when he pulled my underwear but he didn't take it off completely, it was just threatening."I don't like it when you say even a single profanity," he said irritated.What? Is he allergic to cheap? Why does he even interfere with my speech? wasn't he doing this before, cursing me to stop chasing him.Then now, he's chasing and getting irritated when I swear at him. I wasn't irritated when he cursed me back then. I'm still hurt.this is really hard for men in real life.They still sin, they still feel like getting angry."Get your hands off me," I snapped. I didn't dare to curse again. Next time when he's not holding my underwear.I breathed when he finally released my undies and pulled himself up to stand straight right in front of me.Anyway, I was just curious how he got this body when all he did all day was to sit on his swivel chair, read and sign, feeling comfortable in his office.he has the Cavanaugh Finance Corp. all by himself. If
"Darks or Lights?""Huh?" I looked at Ashley, who was standing near the Top Shelf Liquor section of the bar. She's there to assist the bartender.I met Ashley earlier when I started my job here at the club as a waitress. She's a waitress too, but over time, Ruru assigned her to handle the expensive drinks."Lisa! Were you not listening to my explanation earlier?" She waved the black cloth she was holding in front of my face. "Top Shelf Liquor can be divided into two categories! Darks and Lights. The Darks include Scotch, Brandy, and Whiskey, while the Lights are Gin, Tequila, and Vodka," she explained once again.I nodded to move the conversation along, her words were barely audible over the DJ's music and the people dancing on the floor.She's the only person who calls me Lisa. She said Cali sounds too common, Cal makes me sound like a guy, she doesn't like Lis because it's too short, and Lista makes me sound like a list of debts.Lisa it is.We're both wearing the same clothes, skin
Chapter 110"What do you want to eat? We have plenty of food, baby. Do you want me to add more so you have more options?" Lazarus' calm voice revealed impatience and desperation to find out what was wrong with me."N-No..."He seemed to finally lose patience with me, which is why he kissed me on the lips hastily, repeating it over and over. It was intense and warm despite my continuous sobbing and our lips, both swollen, pressed together.He rested our foreheads together, catching his breath from the intense kissing even though I didn't kiss him back because I was preoccupied with crying."What do you want, hm? I'll buy it," he said, then bit my reddened and swollen lips firmly."I-I want... Yubari King Melon," my voice still trembled as I held my not-so-large baby bump."What's that?" he asked quickly, seeming very eager to know what I wanted to eat so he could buy it right away."I-It's a melon, Lazi...""How much?"I hesitated to tell him the price, especially since he would have t
Chapter 109Hidden ChapterDruggedBefore Lazarus and I got married, it wasn't that easy to gain the trust of my parents, aunts, and other relatives for Lazarus.Aunt Lauren almost filed a case against him. She had found out about what happened when I was just sixteen years old, that he raped me, and that's why he hadn't asked me to marry him yet. He wanted to clear everything before he'd let me into his troubled life.I was not raped.It was my fault that it happened.The ecstasy. If I hadn't mixed the drug in his drink, then it wouldn't have made sense for him to take my virginity.He was drugged; ecstasy was irresistible when it had full control of a person's body. I knew some effects of ecstasy that a person might experience.Including paranoia, aggression, and psychosis. And more.Muscle aches and stiffness, increased energy and confidence, sweating, increased body temperature, feelings of closeness to others, dilated pupils, loss of appetite, heightened sensations. Those were th
Chapter 108I hurried to leave when I heard what he said. I left the university and entered my car which was left parked outside.Inside my car, the steering wheel almost broke because of my repeated hitting and punching.The next day I met a woman. her name was Sammantha, I lost my sanity because I immediately made her my girlfriend but after I took advantage of her and Calista moved away from me, I also broke up with her.Nothing happened between Sammantha and me.I want to hurt Calista so that she herself will stay away from me. I can't stay away from him."Lazarus. There are ten more sacks of rice outside, please bring them inside," said my old lady boss who owns a small rice shop."Is there anything else?" I asked even though my clothes were soaked with my own sweat. "I still want to work.""Don't worry, son. I'll increase your salary in two," he said before going inside.I worked. Scrape to save your own money. also one of the reasons why I don't have to work out anymore.My bod
Chapter 107"Come in," I ordered firmly without thinking and pushed him to the front seat, I opened the door for him myself but he didn't come in and his soft hand accidentally caught my tight slacks. "Come on in!"the softness and smoothness of his skin when I first touched his arm.I want to experience what happens to us in my dreams. I want to see her innocent face wince in pleasure and pain.It was amazing when he followed my wishes without complaining.My body grew hotter as if it had a mind of its own and knew that the woman I was fantasizing about was very close.I took her to the condo because it is illegal to let women into the dorm. the condo that belongs to my father but I will make sure that next time I will take him to my own condo."Lie down," my eyes lit up as I let him into the room and pointed to my bed.the bed was just behind him and he just felt like I wanted to push him begging and he looked at me innocently.Those innocent eyes. I want those eyes to look at me fu
Chapter 106special chapter...Claimed"Lazarus, son. I can see the potential in you. Business is business."I was in his study. I was standing in front of his study table while he was sitting in his chair and wearing reading glasses. Reading some files and reports.what comes out of the contour of his tongue is not funny. I think he still has plans to control my future.I have no dreams. I don't know what course I will take in college."Dad, why not Laki? O Kuya Law, he's the eldest. he should be the next one to run the company," my voice was full of fake respect. I tried to respect him.I know none of my siblings are interested in running our family business.Money could fuck our lives up."Laki don't take business seriously and Law wants to proceed law after graduating a four year course in college," he reasoned, pushing me more and forcing me to follow his footsteps."How about Kry?""She's too young... and stubborn," he shook his head slightly as he continued to read the reports
Chapter 105He's just getting started. I don't know what he can do if we stay here longer.I couldn't close my thighs because of his head.He used his sharp tongue again, slowly, teasing me. I don't know but even though it's cold here, I'm getting too hot.After a few minutes, I could feel his tongue becoming violent and angry. He was licking and sucking it as if my juice was coming out like a condense.My lips parted and I didn't realize I was moaning, calling his name.I gripped the sack of rice beneath me when I felt his tongue had found its way to get inside. My back was bent because of what he was doing.His tongue was a punisher.I gripped his soft and strong hair like how I grip the sack of rice beneath me with my other hand. I was almost there and he kept thrusting his tongue in and out of me.I felt my whole body tremble when he took me out and only used his tongue.My whole body was still sweating, panting and shaking when he climbed onto the sacks of rice that served as our
Chapter 104I saw Senyor Saturnino's expression darken. "I won't allow Laki's child to become my grandchild," he groaned.Perhaps he knew that Laki's children would be even more troublesome than Lazarus' if ever that rascal had kids. If Luzon had a delicate way of pronouncing the letter r, baby Praise had a slang way.Almost all the dishes of pork and chicken were already served on the large table in the grand dining room of the hacienda."Grandpa, can't we really do it?" I heard Lazarus ask beside me.He'd been asking about something I had no clue about since earlier. Maybe it was something only he and Senyor Saturnino knew."No, my dear," Senyor Saturnino promptly replied before taking a sip of water. "It's not allowed here in the hacienda or in your room."I have no idea what they're talking about so I just focused my attention to baby Praise, wiping some oatmeal off her pinkish chubby cheeks.Luzon was noisy and kept on calling Nayda to prepare his fried chicken for later. Was fri
Chapter 103EpilogueHeavenA white wall and ceiling, a cacophony of screams, and the smell of medicines filled the air of the mental hospital.I followed closely behind the nurse, who was leading me to a room to visit someone.I wanted to visit her. She, she's the reason why all of those bad and painful things happened to me. She's also the reason why I was where I was.Kiana had told me last week about her condition and informed me of everything she knew, including the location and name of the mental hospital where Samantha's mental health was being monitored safely.I wanted to face her now because this afternoon, Lazarus and my children and I will be leaving for Compostela Valley, to his Grandpa's hacienda.I left the three of them in our house, instructed them to pack our things, and told Lazarus where I was going. As a Cavanaugh, he insisted on coming with me, but I rejected his offer.Who knows what Samantha might do if she sees Lazarus' disturbed face. I doubt she's forgotten
Chapter 102"Call me 'tita' for now. Just tell me if my asshole, pussy, fucked up, moron husband tries to blackmail you."Unbelievable, but she treated me the same as before. Very straightforward. Initially, I had a different impression of her based on some words she said.The words a person uses can define them, but it's not always true.It reminded me of the people I encounter on the streets. Just because they're angry and not in a good mood, it doesn't mean they're bad people.I should have gotten to know them first. When I did, I wouldn't judge them based on what they seemed to be.Never judge a person without knowing the story of their past.We talked for half an hour. I fervently prayed that baby Praise wouldn't say any bad words, but unfortunately, she did. In front of Tita Ysa.I thought she might get angry and scold me for allowing my child to say those things, but no, she laughed and looked surprised instead. She even asked baby Praise to say it again. She's impossible.She