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60. SEEING YOUR WEAKNESS

Author: Elissa Devon
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
WITH WIDE EYES, I stepped backwards as soon as Callan leaned over towards me. His head rested on my shoulder for a few seconds but I was quick to move away from him and slapped his cheek with my right hand. It created a loud thud. My palm throbbed as it made contact with Callan’s skin and jaw.

We were both baffled by what I had just done. Staring at each other not knowing how to address the situation.

“I… I deserve that,” Callan said with the weight of regret, admitting his guilt for something he has done.

Callan’s cheek where my palm had landed with force turned slightly red. I was holding my breath, each second that passed as I was drowning by the loud erratic beats of my heart.

Did I really just slap Callan?

Oh my goodness!

Resurfacing emotions had removed all inhibitions left in me, I did not manage to pretend I was patient enough to tolerate more of Callan’s attempt or reconciliation as if every time he makes a mistake, it will all be pardoned because he is the ravij’s first so
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