I dropped my Gucci bag into the nearest chair, holding the hard, sturdy wooden back. “Not at first.”His teeth ground together. “When did it dawn on you?”My eyes burned from trying to hold back the tears, my throat on fire as I swallowed. “Lawyer, LA, Jenner—I put it together.”“So, you fucking knew …”“Jenner—”“You lied to me.”“No.” I shook my head. “I just didn’t tell you, but I wanted to—”“What the fuck is the difference?”My heart was beating so fast that I was having a hard time talking, but I needed to get the words out, and I needed to get my shit together. Now more than ever.I took a deep breath and said, “Please listen to me. Let me explain myself.”I didn’t know how much longer my knees were going to support me, so I walked over to the large bed and sat on the edge, gripping the blanket between both hands.“My father has spoken about you before, brief mentions where he would discuss projects you two were completing together, but that’s it, nothing more. You have a memor
I sucked in a mouthful of air. “Do you think that would happen if he found out about us? That he would … fire you?”He chuckled. “You’re kidding, right?” He was looking at me like I was an alien. “Jo, do you not understand how this works? You don’t fuck your client’s daughter, especially when she’s only twenty-two years old and still in college. I make decisions regarding your father’s business, his investments, his wealth. I have access to his confidential records, things only he and I know. If he found out what I did—what we did—the trust would be gone.”“I’ll make this right—”“You can’t. It’s not even an option. You’re just going to report to his LA office as planned and never tell him what happened between us, and we’re just going to move on as though nothing ever did.”My hand returned to the bed. “That’s it?” My stomach flipped, threatening to empty. “That’s the end of us? You’re just going to cut things off like I never mattered?”“That’s not fair.”“Neither is this.” Tears we
“What?”I took a deep breath, staring at the mountains around me. “I have something I need to tell you …”Not even Monica knew the truth.The only person who did was Gloria. I’d confessed everything to her when I returned to her shop the day Dad had offered me the job. I needed advice, guidance, and she had given it to me.But before I told my best girl, I’d needed to tell Jenner first.And now that he knew, it was time to relive it all over again.“Jenner is my father’s attorney,” I said into the phone. “I figured that out shortly after I met him in Vegas … before we slept together … and I didn’t tell him.”“Wait a second. I need to process.” She paused. “So, you knew him this whole time?” She gasped. “And he just pieced it all together, didn’t he? Because he’s in Utah with your father and you showed up and—oh my God.”I wiped the tears off my chin. “Yep.”“Did it go as badly as I think it did?”“Worse.”“Babe …”I swallowed the acid down my throat. “Don’t hate me, Mon. I know I shou
Dominick popped in, leaning against the doorframe. “What’s happening? What did I miss?”“We’re going out,” Ford told him, and then he looked at me. “Because I need a fucking drink.”“Why didn’t you just say that in the first place?” I asked.“Jesus fucking Christ,” Ford groaned. “Dominick, either meet us at Jenner’s or we’ll see you at the bar.”I checked the time at the top of my monitor.I had three hours.Except I needed that drink now.Ford left, and I looked at Dominick. “Any reason we should wait until eight to start drinking?”He came into my office and took a seat in front of my desk. “Hell no.”“Perfect answer.”I walked to the wet bar in the back of the room—one of the first things I’d had built when I took over this space. Fresh out of law school, I’d told my parents that clients would be impressed by it. In all actuality, it was for circumstances like this.“Cheers,” I said, handing him a glass as I returned to my seat.“Sounds like you’re over this day?”I nodded. “Not ju
The server returned with Ford’s drink and a basket of bread that I immediately reached for.“This is delicious.” I moaned, chewing the sourdough. “What club are we going to?”“Why?” Ford asked. “Is someone eager to hook up?”Mid-bite, I replied, “Fuck no.”“No?” He took a piece of bread and handed the basket to Dominick. “Why? Suddenly feeling … taken?”“Ahhh.” I tossed my napkin at him. “I see where this is going.”“Do you?”“Fuck, don’t you start with me too.” I got up from my chair, holding the wooden frame, and said, “I’m going to the head. When I return, no more Jo talk. Understood?”I flipped them off when they laughed and stumbled toward the back of the restaurant in search of the restroom. Once I got inside, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I took it out, the screen showing a notification from Instagram that Jo had posted a new photo.At some point, I’d set those up.And I never stopped them.Why the fuck did I do that to myself?The alcohol flowing through my body caused
Her stare reached places far deeper than my chest. “California is going to be the start of something wonderful for you.”“I hope so.”She returned to the glass she had been sitting behind and reached inside once it was open. “He cares about you—you do know that, don’t you?”“I do.”“Jenner just needs time to work this through his brain. You caught him off guard—not what happened per se, I mean, you, in general. Love is an uncharted territory for him.”“Is there anything I can do?” I glanced down at my gel polish that my nerves had caused me to slowly pick off. “You know, to speed the process up?”Monica had told me to be patient. My mother, who had dated sporadically since she and my father had divorced, had told me to be persistent.“I’ve apologized,” I told her even though I was sure she felt that. “I’ve offered solutions. I’ve told him I care about him. Nothing has changed. He still won’t budge.”She pulled out a piece of fudge that was white and blue and set it on a plate. She cut
“I can’t either,” she finally whispered. “I saw Manhattan. I saw thick, billowy clouds of steam coming up from the ground and chewy, hot bagels smothered in veggie cream cheese, and those incredible boho-chic boutiques in SoHo. I didn’t see LA.”I leaned against her shoulder. “Are you disappointed?”“No, babe, this is so much better.”I sighed, kicking my feet onto our new coffee table. “How about I order us a boat of sushi and we open a bottle of wine and put on Housewives of any city?”“I love you.”I giggled. “I thought you’d dig that plan.”“It’s perfect.”And it was.But what would be even better was if I heard from Jenner. He lived so close; I could be at his house in eight minutes if I hit every green light.I wouldn’t do that.I wasn’t going to call him either.I was going to make him reach out to me.“I feel like this is our last moment of freedom,” Monica said. “Come Monday, you’re all business, traveling to Utah soon and deep into the trenches of your new job. I have three
“I have a meeting with your father.”She finally glanced at me again, the sensation in my chest pounding even harder now. “I know you’re not here to see me.”And then she looked away, leaving me with a fucking ache as the elevator began to rise.The emergency button was only inches from my hand. Pulling it would stop the elevator from moving.I was so fucking tempted.To back her up against the wall and punish her with my tongue.Ravage her.To show her how much I missed her.But I didn’t.I stared at the numbers as we climbed, each floor lighting up as we passed it. And seconds before we reached hers, I couldn’t avoid her any longer. I took in that beautiful profile, feeling my breath leave my body as I exhaled, wishing that air was hitting her skin while my nose grazed across her.I could almost taste her.I could certainly smell her, that fall scent wrapping around me in this small space.Part of me expected for her to be looking at me, for her eyes to be so fixed on mine, pleading