I took the last sip and set the empty cup on the table. “If I take the job with the art dealer or the private gym, I’ll be staying, but I’m keeping all my options open. Our lease doesn’t end for another four months, so that gives me time to figure things out past graduation.” I paused as the waitress approached and ordered another round for us. “Be honest,” I said as she left, “is it strange to be hearing about this post-college-life stage? You’ve been established for so long. I imagine it’s been a while since you’ve thought about any of this.”There were times when Jenner looked at me, and I could tell what he was thinking. I could read the thoughts in his eyes; I felt his energy. And then there were times when I was lost, unable to decipher a single thought.That was where I was now—lost.“Admittedly, it’s been a while since I’ve been in your shoes, but it’s interesting to listen about your journey and compare it to mine.”My voice softened when I said, “Does it bother you?” I took
“How often do you find yourself in Florida?”I felt him breathe, the air warming my hair.“At least once a quarter. I have several clients here.”“Are all the trips planned far in advance or surprises like this one?”“Both.” He paused. “I’d have to look, but I don’t recall any more trips down here until the end of the year. That could always change though.” His arms tightened. “What about California? Do you ever make your way out there?”I filled my lungs several times, holding in the air after each inhale. “It’s actually where I’m from.”“No shit?”“Yeah … I grew up in LA.” I stilled, feeling the pounding in my heart. “I do go back—holidays, birthdays, special events, things like that. But now that graduation is coming up, I have too much to do, and I won’t get a chance to return. Plus, my parents will be coming, so there’s no reason to fly home to see them.”He turned my body to the side, so he could take in my face.There were so many things I wanted to say, but I couldn’t. They hu
I went to blow up the photo and accidentally liked it.Goddamn it.I moved on to the next picture of her in a long dress and a hat similar to the one she’d worn to the beach, and I realized I hadn’t seen this photograph.I’d followed her Instagram on the plane ride to Miami, but work had been keeping me so busy the last week that I guessed I hadn’t spent much time checking out her account.I had the time now.There were photos of her with friends, but most were solo shots. There were ones of her in a bikini at the beach, posing in dresses with sunsets in the background, at clubs and restaurants. My favorites were the ones where she was cozy in her apartment, the faraway look in her eyes telling me she was fantasizing.About me.No wonder I hadn’t checked her account before. It was dangerous as hell.Just as fucking dangerous as it was to text her, yet I found myself pulling up the last message we’d exchanged, my thumbs hitting the keys.Me: You’re so fucking hot.Jo: Sounds like someo
It wasn’t personal, the way I wanted her gift to be.So, I’d reached out to the store and had them contact an artist, who painted Jo’s name on the inside of the bag along with a small skyline of Vegas above it.I blew up the photo to get a better look. I knew nothing about purses, but the large red crocodile-looking-skin bag looked sexy as hell on her shoulder.Me: It looks stunning on you.“Who’s making you smile so hard?” Walter asked, returning from the restroom.I glanced up from my phone, shoving it back into my pocket. “A business deal that just closed.”“Bullshit.” He placed his napkin on his lap. “You’ve been in this business for far too long to get a hard-on over real estate. Plus, you’ve closed deals for me that have exceeded half a billion dollars, and I’ve never seen you smile like that. It’s a woman. Who is she?”I shook my head. “Nah …”“You think I don’t know what a man looks like when he’s in love? Come on, son. I’ve been around the block plenty of times in my old age.
“Good. Well, it was honestly the best surprise ever. My girls can’t stop gawking at it. Monica is dying of jealousy, but I’ve threatened her life. If she goes anywhere near it, she’s toast.”I opened the door and stepped outside, needing the breeze on my face. “I’m glad you love it. That makes me happy.”“We haven’t spoken since you left. Are things good? How’s work? And how was Seattle?” She giggled. “I assume all must be going well. You’re liquored up, and it’s not even noon.”I laughed. “How the hell do you know that?”“Really? Come on. I know you better than you think I do, Jenner. I can hear it in your voice.”Goddamn it.My dick turned hard at the sound of my name, at her incredibly sexy voice.But something else she had said really hit home.She knows me.“You’re not wrong,” I admitted. “It’s been a long-ass morning with a client who wanted to chase his breakfast with bottomless scotch.”“The only better way to start your day would be waking up in Miami.”I took a seat on one o
His tongue was whipping across me, his fingers thrusting, sending me so far off that edge that I was peaking, and all I had left was more screams. “Jenner!”“Fuck yes.” He switched to a horizontal pattern. “Tell me. Tell me how fucking good it feels.”His words were like air, bursting across my clit, bringing me higher with each syllable. “Your tongue … I can’t.” I tried to inhale, I tried to find the words to describe what was happening inside me, but I couldn’t.I was gone, overtaken with shudders and waves of ecstasy, and he didn’t let up, making sure I was riding this out.The moment I finally stilled, he gazed up at me from between my legs. “You have no idea how fucking hot that was.”I shoved my hand through his hair, pulling the strands to lead him up my body until his lips were within range, and I kissed him, holding his face with both hands.“Taste yourself,” he whispered.I already was, needing his mouth, his lips, his kiss to resonate this feeling.The seal made me feel eve
And I couldn’t stop anticipating what it was going to feel like to say good-bye to him again. This trip wasn’t supposed to happen; it’d seemed like it had taken some convincing.I feared what next time would be like.How intensely I would miss him.My heart needed to prepare for it.I cared for Jenner. I wanted a future with him. I wanted this feeling—this pulsing in my chest—to own me all the time, not just when I was physically with him.But is it impossible?I turned toward him, not at all surprised that his eyes were already on me.“Music looks gorgeous on you, Jo.”My lids shut for just a second. “It’s not the music.”As if he heard my thoughts, he brought his mouth to my temple, pressing his lips there, staying like that for the rest of the song.Monica danced like there was a spotlight shining on her. The crowd held up their phones, shining their flashlights at the stage.Jenner and I didn’t move.We stayed snug until the end of the show, our arms linked as we walked out of the
She smiled knowingly. “I make a blueberry cake. Some call it a doughnut; some refer to it as pie. I think of it as cake because it’s more savory than sweet.” She slid the glass aside just enough that she could slip her fingers inside the case. With a pair of tongs, she picked up a piece of the cake and set it on a plate, adding a fork. “See if you like it.”I cut off a small sliver of the corner. “Oh my God,” I said from behind my hand as I chewed, the flavors of the dense cake bursting on my tongue. “This is exceptional.”“I thought you’d like it.”She took out several more pieces and added them to a box, closing the lid. “And for you, my dear boy, I’m going to give you a half-moon cookie. I know you love the combination of flavors and some chocolate-coconut fudge.”“Coconut?” I asked, looking at Jenner, surprised that was his flavor of choice.“Trust me,” he said, “you’ve never had anything like it in your life.”She placed several squares of fudge along with a few cookies into a se