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With Happiness Comes Fear
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2022-01-25 19:32:25…Mekayla POV…
We have just received the most incredible news; as Xavien would say, that miracle that we were hoping for has now come true. I could never understand the blind faith that he has in something that I never could see and least of all believed. If it were not for him that kept on pushing me to my limits and even beyond that, we would not be sitting in this room and finding out that there is no blood clot at all. Xavien is that rock that I have leaned on all my life, and I can honestly say that I am grateful that he has not given up on me for even one day at all.I, along with Xavien, have not stopped crying since we have heard the news. Xavien is holding me tighter than I think he has ever done before. He is sobbing even louder than I am; there is some part of me that must fight the urge not to giggle back at him. But his cries are pure sounds of relief. All the pain and uncertainty are washing away with every single tear that falls down his cheek.Related chapters
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