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Kylian's POV

I was in a weird place in my life. I knew that. I felt like I was standing at a fork in the road and I had no idea which path to take. A life with Yvonne promised so much. It was not something I had ever envisioned myself wanting. I still wasn’t sure I did want it, but I wasn’t completely against it either. That’s where things got tricky. I wanted Yvonne, but I didn’t think I was quite ready for life as a husband and father. Obviously, it was a little late to be getting cold feet, but when I had entered the marriage, it wasn’t the real thing. It was more of a job—a mission.

Yvonne wasn’t going to let me get away with a half-ass marriage. She had basically given me an ultimatum without actually saying the words. That was a good thing. I would have felt like I had to tell her to kiss my ass if she would have given me an ultimatum. There was something in my brain that refused to let myself be pushed into anything.

I headed into my home gym to try and get some perspective. I