I was an only child to my parents and I was therefore spoiled. I got every kind of toy I wanted, every kind of clothing that I wanted and I was sure to throw tantrums whenever things didn't go my way.
I was in 9th grade the first time I met Junior Smith. Everything about him was perfect. He quickly became a jock and then became the quarterback, and I captured his attention during one of his football games and he pursued me for an entire year before I finally caved and let him in. It was the best decision I've ever made. We fell in love, and fast. We dated throughout high school and were even prom queen and king and voted most likely to get married in our yearbook.
We had to end our relationship after senior year because we struggled to keep up during the first year of college. We both attended colleges too far apart from each other, so as heartbroken as I was, I moved on over him. Or tried to, but my heart was only with him.
So I didn't date during my college years because I was waiting for us to get back together. We reunited three years later and it was like falling for him all over again, I love him more now than I did back in high school.
We started out our lives together. He was beside me and encouraging me to apply for a personal assistant position and miraculously, I got the job. He got his first accounting job at the same time that I got a job and everything was falling into place.
Work was really difficult to adjust to but we both had each other at the end of the day and everything was perfect. We dated for 5 years before he popped the question and now we're getting married in a few months and I can't wait to be Mrs Smith. I've been dreaming of this ever since I was in high school and it feels like a dream now that I'm actually marrying the man of my dreams.
I smiled at that thought, pulling my car into the parking lot with great speed and then rolled up the windows, "I'm going to leave for work now," I told my car. My car is my baby and my best friend. I worked hard to be able to afford and buy my green Porsche 911 Cabriolet. I sacrificed many months of take outs and fashionable clothing for this sexy thing.
I put on my sunglasses and my blue tooth and immediately going into work mode. I knew the second I stepped into his house, everything would be a mess especially since it's Sunday morning. I know he's probably hung over and has girls laying all over the place but he has a video conference in two hours and I need to get him ready.
I got out of my car, locking it as I strutted to his front door.
I smoothed the creases over my skirt, making sure that I was looking both ready for work and flawless as I walked up to the giant doors that led into the mansion that belonged to my boss, Lucas Elijah Miller II.
Let me tell you a bit about my boss. He's an egotistical cocky jerk who somehow gets his work done, all thanks to me. I could've gone my whole life not knowing this man but I'm stuck with him. He lives a very lavish lifestyle. He's a single, good looking gentleman with loads of money, running his father's business and owns mansions across the globe.
"Wow," I marvelled at his house as though I've never been here a million times before. "Alright," I stood in the middle of his foyer and called for his two security guards, "escort all of these girls out and make sure they don't take anything," I said strictly as I walked through the house, feeling sorry for the housekeeper because he had yet again made such a mess of the place. I walked up the spiral staircase, heading straight into the master bedroom.
I wasn't scared about walking in on anything. Even if I walked in on him getting a blow job or having sex with some girl (I'm quite used to it), I'll tell him that the time for that is long gone and he needs to get ready for work.
I slammed his doors open and I was pleasantly surprised to find him alone in his giant bed, "good morning, Mr Miller," I said, my voice business like and monotone as I walked to his curtains and opened them.
I heard him groan and cuss, "what the fuck are you doing?" he snapped at me and I just ignored his angry mood as I opened the windows, hating the smell of sweat and alcohol.
"You have a video conference in an hour," I lied so he'd get his ass moving quickly, "you need to get ready while I set up everything in your boardroom," I told him as I started cleaning up all the minor things around the room because I knew that the housekeeper would take care of the rest.
The only reason I do this job and have kept up with Lucas for so long is because of the amazing pay. The pay afforded me a house worth $700,000 and a pretty Porsche. He pays me well because I quote "you can't be coming to work looking like a church girl, go wear some Ralph Lauren".
Yeah, I wasn't always this fashionable. I'd wear long skirts and long sleeves, no skin showing, and flats. I stayed with my parents and drove my dad's beat down beetle. After I started working for Lucas, things changed for the better. I wear some designer clothes because let's be honest, designer clothes really aren't all that. I live a comfortable life and I'll be paying for my own wedding in cash and that was worth the headache that Lucas always gave me.
"I hate you," Lucas groaned as I ripped the sheets off his body.
"You reek," I told him as I stood by his bedside, "get up and go shower," I instructed as I turned and strutted to the door, "I advise you to be done in fifteen minutes," I said this because I knew he was going to take an hour to be spiteful. I heard something thump behind me as I was walking out of his room and I knew he'd thrown a pillow at me. I rolled my eyes, man child.
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Gone was the man child the next time I saw Mr Miller. He was replaced with the stone cold businessman boss persona who got straight to work.
"Alright, sir," I paused as I walked up to him and handed him his cup of tea, and started adjusting and fixing his clip on tie because neither of us could do a tie, "would you like me to brief you about the business call?" I asked him as I stepped back, satisfied, and he walked by me just grunting in response to my question as he walked to his chair in the boardroom and sat down.
"It is the Board of Directors," I informed him, placing two thick folders in front of him simply for the video conference. It will look like he was doing work, research and actually cared about the business, "they want to know about what happened with the Steenhuiser account. If you remember correctly, you lost close to $20 million due to fraudulent activities, so they'll want to know the process of investigation."
He hummed, showing me that he was listening as he started flipping through the files and then closed them before he looked at me, "tell me about upcoming events," he said, "oh yes, my father's having his birthday in two weeks, slot it in and move around my meetings so that I'm free on that day."
I nodded, way ahead of him, "I already knew that sir, that's why you're having this meeting today. I've moved up all of your meetings," I paused and then reached into my pocket before I pulled out a single rolled up invitation before placing it on the table before him, "that's for you, sir."
He looked at me before he unrolled the scroll like invite and I saw him furrow his eyebrows, "what is this?" he asked me after he'd read the invite and I smiled.
"It's an invitation to my wedding, sir," I told him.
I saw his surprised expression, "you're engaged?" he asked, placing his cup of tea on the saucer and looking at me.
I hesitantly nodded, "yes sir," I held up my hand showing him my finger with the ring on it, "for two weeks now."
"You've been engaged for two weeks?" he asked slowly like he couldn't wrap his head around the news.
"Yes, I have been engaged for two weeks, sir. Anyways, my wedding's in 4 months. I gave you an invite in advance because I know you're always really busy and I'd like for you to be there for my big day."
He didn't answer me but I think he zoned out because he looked away from me and just stared at the page before him.
"Sir," I called softly, "you don't have to attend if you don't want to," I told him but he still didn't answer.
"Sir..."
He looked at me and then cleared his throat, "yes?"
"Are you ok?" I asked him as his eyes finally met mine and something in those orbs became unsettling and I felt uneasy.
I watched a dark smile come onto his handsome face, "I'm happy for you," he looked at the invite and held it up, "write me down on the guest list. I wouldn't miss it for the world."
Something about that was very chilling and I frowned, not sure what to say, "ok..." I tried off, a bit afraid, "that's great... "
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Junior Smith is my soulmate. He treats me like the queen that I am, he's kind, funny, handsome and he treats me with great respect. He's the perfect man for me and I can't say how excited I am to be taking this next step with him.At times I sit back and just admire him, because how the hell did I ever get so lucky?He was sitting next to me with his hand holding mine and tracing circles on it as we sat in his apartment, speaking to our wedding planner, who was a man named Jared. Jared was one of the most famous party planners in our city and Junior and I only wanted the best for our wedding."Alright," Jared said as he sat across from us, "as you know, I booked The Palace," he told us which was a beautiful old castle that looked like a dream, "I gave you the only invite we had made so far," Jared poi
"Jared," I paused as I turned and smiled at my wedding planner, "meet, my boss, Mr Miller."I could see the change in Jared's facial expression. The surprise was clear on his face and to be honest, I was just as surprised at Mr Miller's request but I didn't- couldn't say anything. I had to make the situation feel normal by reasoning with myself that he only wanted to come with me to go dress shopping? And there's nothing wrong with that. Jared quickly composed himself and smiled widely, "it's lovely to meet you, Mr Miller," Jared even went as far as winking at Mr Miller and my eyebrows raised in surprise at the gesture, but to be honest, it's not the first time anyone's ever flirted with Mr Miller.Mr Miller is an extremely good looking man and everyone falls victim to his good looks."Can we get started?" I asked Jared because I didn't want to waste Mr Miller's time. I was here during his time and I don&rsqu
Junior and I both live terribly busy lives. Whenever I’m free, he’s not and whenever he’s free, I’m not but we don't stop trying to make this relationship work. I work hard at my job and I make sure I know everything there is to know about my boss, Mr Miller. I have to be there at his beck and call even if it's midnight on a Saturday night and I'm lying in Junior’s arm. If my phone rings and it's Mr Miller, I have to be there.With Junior, he had to prove himself all the time even though he was more than perfect at his job. He had to fight his way to the top, or more like fight his way into being a permanent employee at his company. All of his struggles have paid off. He’s not all there but as much as I live a beautiful life, so does Junior. He has a stunning loft apartment, a BMW X6 and excellent credit.We both understand how much hard work goes into living so comfortably so we give each other the
"So," Mr Miller spoke up as though he couldn't sense the awkwardness surrounding us at this moment, "Mr Smith, why don't you tell me a bit about how the two of you met?" he asked as he looked at me, then his eyes moved to Junior briefly, before his eyes were on me again and I distracted myself with the pizza on the table and then poured myself some more red wine."We met in school," Junior said simply and I looked at Junior to see if he was feeling some type of way about Mr Miller and I gathered from his eyes that he wasn't too fond of Mr Miller.I placed my hand atop of his, calming him down. At the end of the day, this was my boss and I do as much sucking up as I need to do, to ensure that check, "we were high school sweethearts, Mr Miller," I smiled at him, and then looked at his date Yolanda who was watching me with an expressionless face, "he was a jock and I was the good girl who was his tutor. We dated from tenth grade until sen
The ride back home with Junior was silent. I tried to crack several funny jokes but it didn’t work and Junior didn’t even grace me with a scoff or huff, he just gave me the cold shoulder. I was dreading whatever we would have to talk about but I knew that a fight was coming. I parked my car into his extra assigned parking space and we both got out of the car. He threw his arm over my shoulder as we walked into his apartment building and made our way up into his loft apartment.I didn't want to go inside because I knew the moment we did, there would be an argument. I watched as he unlocked the door and opened it. I held my breath as I walked into his apartment and watched as he began taking off his jacket. He tossed his keys onto the kitchen counter and he finally faced me to give me a pissed off look."What the hell is going on between you and your boss?" he snapped at me and looked at me expectantly."
I could feel Stanley's eyes on me as I stiffly sat in one of his chairs in his office. I had stormed in here, poured myself some of his strongest whiskey and gulped it down before I filled an entire glass and threw a whole tray of ice into it."Fuck!" I exclaimed, slamming my hand on his desk as I formed my left hand into a tight fist, unable to stop my angry outbursts. I've had one every single day, especially after I see her. Ever since I found out she was fucking engaged.Zara, engaged? Who the fuck did she think she is? Letting some man marry her."Well, did you find out anything about him?" I asked Stanley through gritted teeth, He was standing in the corner of the room with his hands in his pockets. Today, he was the calm one.It was always the other way
When Mr Miller calls, I come running because he is, after all, my boss. So when he called me at 10 pm just when I was all snuggled up in my bed, trying to sleep, I got up and threw on some decent clothes. Well if you think that a pair of yoga pants and one of Junior's hoodies and a pair of Adidas sneakers as decent, then I was decent as hell.I loved wearing Juniors clothes, they were so big and cosy on my 5'7" frame.I was at Mr Miller's mansion in less than an hour and I walked inside his house, already having keys to his home. Every night he sends all of his workers home including his house keeper and butler, the only security he has are the guys at his front gates leading up to the house.He gave me the keys to his house a year ago because he didn't want to keep answering the door."Mr Miller?" I called out as I walked through the foyer of his beautiful home and looked around for him. I won
When I started eating, he had already cleared his plate and I regret not eating while he had been eating because his undivided attention was on me now. I could feel his eyes because he stared with intensity that I felt the hairs on the back of neck rise while I tried to ignore him.I cleared my throat, trying to not choke on my words as I built up the courage to finally look at him and say something, "you're making me feel uncomfortable, Elijah," I told him but his face was blank and his eyes still held that intense stare.He didn't say anything, but he held my gaze. I bit the inside of my cheek, unsure about what to do next, "me simply looking at you, makes you uncomfortable, Zara?" he asked me, filling his glass with even more champagne and then refilling mine for me."I-it's more like...yes, it makes me uncomfortable," I tried to talk but I couldn't find the words because he was still looking at me and I saw the
"Oh, come on! You have to dance, Zara, it's Beyoncé!" Kelly exclaimed excitedly as she swayed with perfect rhythm to Beyoncé's Find Your Way Back and I just sat back in the seat of my private jet, smiling at her."I'm tired," I said honestly even though all that I wanted to do was join her in her dancing because this song moved my body.Kelly looked amazing as she danced in the middle of the cabin, moving with the beat and her Julien McDonald designer dress that we had bought when she and I had flown to Paris for a runway show. Her hair was short and the perfect perm, her face had matured and she was no longer the insecure young lady that she was before, "oh, not even for your own Godson?" Kelly asked me as she spun around and her son having heard him being mentioned didn't even ask twice, he just jumped in to aid his mother in giving me FOMO as I watched the pair
Like many females out there, I always pictured my wedding to be nothing short of a fairy tale; and by fairy tale I mean a horse and white carriage, the prettiest dress that money could buy, a castle-like venue with the perfect music playing as I walked down the aisle towards my prince charming.Life has a way of not working out the way that you thought and planned it would, it goes in a completely different direction from what you thought was perfect for you. But hell, it never crossed my mind that I would be wearing a pair of Elijah's sweatpants that I had tied tightly around my waist and then folded it on the waist so that it could stay on, and Elijah's plain hoodie with no bra underneath because I had moved in such a rush. My hair was still wet and in a low pony, wetting Elijah's hoodie and I could feel the slight cold on my back. I wasn't even wearing any shoes, the bottom of my feet were filthy, and my father was lying in a hospital bed, struggling to
What would I do if I lost my father? I realized that he would leave and never come back...I don't want to lose my father. I don't want to bury him.I couldn't stop the tears that flowed from my eyes as I stared anxiously at the fast road ahead of us as Elijah drove the Ferrari 458 Spider like his life depended on it and I was glad he was trying to get me there as soon as possible. "Elijah," I called for him, my voice barely over a whisper as I gripped onto his hand with a deathly grip and held onto him because he was my lifeline. I breathed in through my nose and out my mouth to calm down as I looked at the mostly empty streets as we drove towards the hospital.I saw the large building approaching us before Elijah pulled up in front of the doors and I jumped out. I couldn't even close the door behind me as I exited the car because all that I wanted to do was to get to my father as soon as possible.I ran passed the
"Oh, God! I can't," I panted out, trying to catch my breath as my legs lay shaking on the bed, calming down from my seventh orgasm of the night. Elijah was relentless and merciless. It had all started out sweet and loving, every gentle caress easing every worry and heartbreak I've suffered until the strokes became more forceful and he began to pound into me, letting out all of his sexual frustration.I didn't have the power to stop him as I felt him line up to my entrance yet again and I let out a low painful mewl, "haven't you had enough?" I asked him, my voice was raspy and hoarse because of all of my screaming.He leaned down and sucked on my neck, biting the sensitive skin that had been bitten close to a million times in the last few hours, "I could never have enough of you, my angel," he groaned into my ear before he suddenly thrusted into me.
A date, that's what he said he was taking me on. We all know how extra Elijah is, so he definitely made the announcement special, well, special to me at least. I awoke to a little red not and rose petals surrounding me, informing me of our date. He had a glam team ready to prepare me for the day and I enjoyed being pampered and not having to lift a single finger.I didn't know where I was going but if it was with Elijah, I'm certain it won't be anything short of magical and fun. He brought out the best and wild in me.I thought I would find him waiting for me at the bottom of the massive staircase but he was nowhere in sight. I walked all the way to the awaiting Rolls Royce and slid into the car. When the door closed behind me, I noticed the big bouquet of different coloured and sized flowers. A smile spread on my face as I picked it up and put it to my nose, immediately
The sun had set long ago and I quickly ran a hand over my clothing, smoothing it down as I paid the cab driver and got out of the cab. I fixed a smile onto my face as I walked up the stairs into Elijah's mansion. I smiled at the guard who opened the door for me before I stepped into the house. I was heading straight for my bedroom, my eyes zoned in on the staircase that would lead me to the upper level of the home until I was interrupted by Elijah who called out my name.I turned around and smiled widely at him, "good evening, Elijah," I sang lightly before I giggled a bit. I wasn't drunk, just feeling terrible but I wouldn't let it show to anyone else."Where were you, Zara?" he asked me, as he straightened up and opened his legs a bit. He was wearing a suit and I knew that he had just come back from work. He put his hands in his pockets as he looked at me expectantly."I was with Kelly, or did you forget that?" I
"Good morning, sleepy head," I said with a smile as I looked at my reflection in the mirror, looking over the outfit that I was wearing, as well as meeting Elijah's eyes through the mirror, "thank God you opened your eyes, I thought you died," I said jokingly as I adjusted the white belt around my waist that completed my outfit."Uh, wha..." Elijah's voice was still full of sleep as he furrowed his eyebrows and squinted his eyes, "what's...what time is it?" he finally managed to let out."It is exactly 12 o'clock. How do I look?" I asked him as I applied more lip gloss to my lips to make them shine before I reached for one of the Prada purses that Elijah had bought for me. I had an entirely new wardrobe ever since I've been here. The walk in closet in my bedroom had different kinds of clothes and shoes and accessories a girl could ever need and everything was exactly my size and to my recently acquired new taste."
We got back three hours ago and not a single word has been said between all of us. We wordlessly got onto the plane after Stanley discharged himself from the hospital, we sat in silence, eating peanuts and chips as Stanley sternly told the air hostess to turn off the music. When we landed, everyone just wordlessly went their separate ways. Kelly got into a Bentley and was driven back home, Stanley was led to a heavily guarded Range Rover and Elijah and I walked to the limo waiting for us and went home.We went our separate ways when we entered the house, both of us going to take separate showers and baths.I walked into one of his living rooms before I walked to the automatic voice activated sound system, "play Life is Good by Drake and Future," I said out loud as I massaged the back of my neck and when the music started, I bopped my head a bit, getting into the rhythm.Even though I wasn't feeling too well, I trie
"Well, last night was so crazy, I had to pinch myself a thousand times to make sure that I wasn’t losing my mind. To put it simply, you were having the time of your life. You were drinking a lot and you took a few pills. You were twerking on the dance floor and at some point you started flashing your titties for the whole club to see and everyone started to cheer you on, and after that, almost all the girls in the club started flashing. Anyways, things started to get really crazy when Drake suddenly walked in. And you went apeshit," Kelly paused as she watched me try to wash off the blood that was all over my leg. I really needed her to continue the story so that she could tell me how I got blood on my leg, "you and a random group of people in the club, hopped off on drugs and alcohol, tried to jump Drake so you all got kicked out of the club.""I got kicked out of a club?" I asked in shock and she nodded, a pout on her