The journey to Jake's house, my new home, was torture.
Sylvie had fallen asleep after a difficult day. Despite my best efforts, I found myself sneaking glances at Jake. Each time, longer than the previous. I couldn't help but admire how great he looked. I was bewitched. He knew some magic definitely.
Fuck! Our eyes met, and he smirked catching me in the act. My cheeks flamed with a fierce blush. I quickly turned my head to look out the window, pretending to be absorbed in the passing scenery. But it was already dark. My heart raced as I felt the weight of his gaze, a smirk almost palpable in the air.
Damn it all! The feelings were overwhelming. For the second time that day, my body was betraying me. My arousal was impossible to ignore. I was dripping wet, drowned in a pool of hormones. I pressed my legs together, desperate to suppress the wave of sensation threatening to consume me. The embarrassment was smothering.
The earlier kiss, that almost kiss, flashed through my mind. My insides stirred, my hands touching my lips. Why couldn’t I control these primal urges? Why was I so tempted? I was trapped in a cycle of desire and frustration. I had no control over anything anymore.
His home! Wait, his estate reminded me of the life I had once. The brilliance of the Blackmoon pack’s estate was breathtaking but nothing that got me excited. The daunting house was a monument to wealth and power, every inch meticulously designed to exude luxury and prestige. But I had expected no less from Jake, the powerful alpha of the most successful pack.
“Did you like what you see, mate?” Jake tapped my shoulder as I was searching for my bag. I looked around to find Sylvie. She was with Tyler organising our luggage.
I jumped, my heart leaping into my throat. I hadn’t realized when he came so close. His hands reached for me, steadying me as I stumbled. The devil smirked infuriating me. Was he referring to the house or something else entirely? The way he looked at me intensely made it clear was unsettling.
I tried to get away from his grasp. but my heart pounded, and every fiber in my body yearned for him.
“Your scent...” he sniffed, his voice laced with an unmistakable hint of satisfaction.
I couldn’t take it anymore. I shoved him away, my movements harsh and desperate. The internal battle was too much to handle. I needed space, distance from the man. He made me feel so exposed.
Inside, the grandeur of the house was even more breathtaking. The ceremonious hall was vast and imposing, Maybe I would have admired it more if it weren’t for Jake’s footsteps approaching. My need for a private space was more urgent.
“Where is my room? It’s an emergency,” I demanded, almost screaming.
“I’ll be back soon. Mr. Jones will show you your rooms,” he said, before retreating to his study. I didn't even know he was behind me! His sudden indifference stung. But it also brought a moment of relief. He had a life that didn’t revolve around me.
Mr. Jones, the butler, pointed me towards the stairs. I sprinted up, taking the steps two at a time. My new bedroom was vast, a stark contrast to the cozy familiarity of my old room. The modern decor was impressive, but it lacked the warmth that had made my previous space feel like home.
Overwhelmed by the emotions and desires swirling within me, I desperately needed a way to calm myself. The hot shower seemed like the perfect solution. I undressed quickly, leaving them on the floor. As the water cascaded over me, I tried to distract myself from the heat, but my mind betrayed me, conjuring images of Jake’s touch.
My hands instinctively moved between my legs, seeking release from the burning desire that had been building all day, soft moans escaping my lips as I fingered myself. I imagined Jake’s hands exploring my body, his voice calling my name with a seductive rasp. The pleasure was almost unbearable, a sweet agony that I couldn’t escape.
“Elsa!” I heard Jake’s voice again, this time sounding far away but still clear.
Panic surged through me. I quickly opened my eyes, realizing that my moans had been too loud. My heart raced as I looked for a towel to cover myself. Nothing. My clothes? Shit! I had left my clothes on the floor. I felt exposed and vulnerable. Why there is no fucking towel?
“What?” I called out, my voice cracking. I felt a wave of shame. He was outside the door, aware of my situation. He must have heard me.
“Your door was open. I assumed you would need a towel.” Jake’s voice came through, heavy with a tension that matched my own.
“Towel” I bit my lips, trying to sound calm despite the throbbing need still coursing through me.
“Hmm, mate,” Jake replied, his voice tinged with amusement. Mate! That word sent a pool of heat between my legs, spreading toward my heart and my entirety. What if he caught the scent of my arousal? Again!
“Keep it there and leave!” I whispered, gulping hard, my voice giving away my embarrassment and desperation. I needed him to leave so I could regain control.
There was no response. I waited, the silence stretching unbearably. When I finally was confident he had left, I mustered the courage to open the door a little. He had left! I saw the towel and my clothes neatly folded on the bed.
As I reached for the towel, I heard a soft, mocking laugh from outside my room. My relief was short-lived as I almost felt his presence with me here. My heart skipped a beat.
The tumultuous mixture of emotions made me question everything, leaving me in a state of confusion and longing for clarity. What were his intentions?
Do you like the pair? Do you think there is more to the crude alpha?
"You can do it!" I muttered under my breath, descending the staircase as stealthily as possible.It was a desperate mantra I kept repeating in my head to muster the courage to face Jake after what happened last night. Well, I was failing miserably at it.The kitchen was eerily quiet when I entered, and for a moment, I was overjoyed. I was hungry. I reached for the milk, hurrying to leave before I saw anyone. That was when I heard it—a familiar, disarming voice."That's not enough food, mate?" Jake’s voice was smooth, teasing.But his words managed to send a jolt through my entire body. And with that, the composure I had built shattered like glass. It was as though he had a direct line to my emotions, capable of triggering a storm with just a few words.Steadying myself, I let out a deep breath to face him. This was my reality now. Facing this devil day in and day out and hiding my feelings. How long can I keep up? My hands trembled slightly as I fumbled with the milk carton, struggling
Walking behind the alpha, my mind was a whirlpool of doubt and self-recrimination. I had hoped to project strength and independence—qualities that alphas supposedly admired in their partners. But the truth was, I felt anything but powerful. I had found myself in an embarrassing situation, a damsel in distress whom Jake had to rescue. It was a stark contrast to the image I wished to uphold.I couldn’t help but feel that I was failing at maintaining the façade of resilience. The reality was harsh and unyielding. Without Kathy's steadfast support, I would have been crushed under the weight of the judgmental stares and malicious whispers. I was weak, wolfless, and at the mercy of those who were more powerful. Day in and day out, I fought my own battles, and it was only thanks to my friends and aunt that I had managed to endure. Yet, here I was, cursing Jake—an ungratefulness that stung with each thought.Lost in my introspection, I nearly collided with the passing traffic. A brawny hand re
“Jake?” A voice from outside jolted me sharply, dragging me from a restless, tangled fantasy.I blinked, disoriented, trying to calm myself. But he was already out, greeting Sylvie with that same confident charm. Was I no different? I stared at him, my heart racing. Had I imagined everything? Was I losing my grip on reality?"Elsa, what are you doing here in the middle of the day?" Sylvie's voice cut through my confusion, her gaze landing on me with a mixture of concern and surprise."Why are you with her?" Her gaze shifted to Jake.What surprised me more was what was she doing at home during work hours. She even worked on weekends earlier. Things have changed since Jake came into her life.I didn't know what to answer. In a panic, I did what I do best. I fled from the scene to my room to avoid chaos. Since that day, my life has become a frantic series of evasions. I avoided Jake like the plague with a desperation that bordered on obsession. I missed meals, left school early in the ca
"We will discuss this at length, mate." He walked away, leaving me in a whirlwind of confusion and unanswered questions.My fingers traced my lips, the lingering feeling of our first kiss still intact. A deep blush spread across my cheeks. Inside, I was overjoyed, the happiness almost too overwhelming to contain.Why hadn’t I stopped him? Why hadn’t I clarified what it meant?The thrill of our kiss was still fresh, but now I needed to understand what it meant for us. I decided I would find a moment to talk to him when Sylvie was out for work. Until then, I tried to focus on the fleeting joy of the kiss.Giddy with anticipation, I bounded down the stairs, a playful smile lighting up my face. I had taken extra time with my makeup and wasn’t planning to skip dinner. I planned to persuade Jake to join me for a shopping spree or maybe a movie—just us. The idea of us sharing a quiet corner seat in a dark theater made my heart race with excitement. We will discuss us at length!I tiptoed into
Breathing heavily, panting, and gasping, I trudged along the untrodden path barefoot, lost in both direction and thought. The sky rumbled above, mirroring the turmoil within me. A drizzle fell on my face, prompting me to look up. It was a pitiful night, indeed.I didn’t mind the thunder, nor the rain, nor the surrounding coldness. I was scantily dressed, the night’s weather acting against me. The harsh elements seemed almost fitting, a cruel reflection of my inner despair.“Ouch!” I winced as a thorn pierced the thin skin of my toe, the sharp pain jolting me momentarily from my sorrow. The night only seemed to get worse. Perhaps the moon goddess had heard my silent plea. I was about to vanish in this desolate place, disappearing without a trace from everyone’s lives. Such grace! A faint, sarcastic smile spread across my face as I pulled out the thorn, watching more blood ooze from the fresh wound. Maybe my long-standing wish to die naturally was about to be granted. Yes, you are right!
When I woke up, everything was simply too white for my tired eyes. I gulped hard. Was I dead and in heaven? Truthfully, I wasn't entirely disappointed. Maybe I could finally meet my parents. But then a dark figure appeared in front of me, blocking the bright light in my eyes.Using all my strength, I raised my hand to get a better look. My heart skipped a beat. The most handsome man on earth stood before me, a wide smile on his perfect face despite looking tired with bags under his eyes, a brisk beard compared to his usual clean-shaven look, and his once authoritative shoulders now slumped with exhaustion.I realized I had survived that fateful night. My last fading memory was correct. My savior was Jake. I don't know how he found me, but I was glad to be alive. Dead men tell no tales. With this third chance at life, I promised to do better."Jake?" I whispered, immediately followed by a cough. It was then I realized how weak I was."Here, take some water," my aunt offered. She looked
"Here, take the medicine," He fed me, caressing the back of my head as I gulped down the bitter liquid.Nursing me back to my health, in the absence of my aunt, Jake stuck to me for the next three days religiously. The only time he left was for personal hygiene and to discuss matters with Tyler in his study. He still had a pack and business to run.I don't know how he managed that, despite being an alpha and a business tycoon. But he did. I would be lying if I said his dedication did not sway me. Not once did he make me feel I was bothering him or he had to take care of me forcibly.He was there. Always around! Out of choice. Honestly, we seemed more like a couple than Sylvie and he ever looked.Initially, I pretended to ignore him, but his determination and care won me over. I settled my thoughts. What was I supposed to do? We were a decade apart. And that was not the only problem. I couldn't possibly ask him to break up with my aunt and start a relationship with me. What kind of pe
"Tell me your story?" I asked, yawning at the football match. He wanted me to watch a series, but I would rather watch him. He didn't reply, but I could feel him tense. I rolled my eyes, thinking of another way to approach again. "Well, was it love at first sight or a slow-burn romance?" I asked again after something like five seconds. He still pretended not to hear me. But this time, his grip around the wine glass tightened. Next, he gulped down his liquor in one go. "I want some too." My hands stretched towards the wine bottle. "Ouch!" I cried. "Why would you hit my hands like that!" "You are not supposed to drink." "Whatever! I am going to sleep. This is all boring. So damn boring!" "Sit. We can watch some coming-of-age series." I could clearly see the fear in his eyes. He is into action or sports. The mushy things I watched were clearly out of his capabilities. Yet he was enduring it for some time. It was cute, honestly! "No! I want to talk or sleep." I left the choice to