Kara's POV...
Diana stared closely at my face. I thought she had planned to bite off my nose. We had just returned from a long run in the woods, and since we returned, she has been smiling sheepishly. I shifted to the side, away from her silly self.
"What's that smug look on your face?" I asked, kicking at the grass.She shrugged, "Nothing. I just can't help but notice the extra glow you emit these days. Luscious must be doing a great job." She winked.I blushed hard, hiding my face. If only she knew Luscious had nothing to do with how I looked. Simon has kept his promise not to miss our nights together. The thought of our bodies merging together gives goosebumps to my arm. He is so good; I don't think I will ever be able to get over him. Lately, I have gotten bolder, and I no longer feel guilty when I see Selena. It's not my fault that Simon wants me and not her. I know I shouldn't be having such spiteful thoughts. I just can't help it. Seeing them together maSimon's POV...The office door opened abruptly, and an angry-looking Luscious walked in. "What's all of this about, Beta Simon?" He queried.I glanced up at him in confusion, "what do you mean?""I thought we were over these mean days of you punishing Kara for my sake. This is the highest show of pettiness. Did you need to throw your weight carelessly like that?"I slammed both palms on the table angrily. "Now listen, Luscious, if you won't talk to me calmly and accord me the respect I deserve, then get out of here!"He didn't move an inch and looked determined to take me down. "Why did you send Kara back to the field?"Squinting my eyes, I tilted my head. "What are you talking about?""You, tell me. I know you have a personal vendetta against our relationship, and Kara is the only one you take it out on. I already pleaded with the Alpha not to make her work on the field as a slave, and now she is back there. Something that would never happen if
Simon's POV...I looked dazed all through the time Doctor Eva announced Selena's pregnancy. She woke up not long after that and ate. Apparently, she stressed herself too much, which was what led to her unconscious state. I feel restless, and Kai has been unusually quiet. I am not sure about how I feel; I'm probably sad or disappointed. One thing is for sure, though: I am not exactly happy. If this news gets to Kara, she won't believe me anymore after professing my desire to her. It's really conflicting to understand."Honey." Selena cooed, rubbing my back gently as she rested her head on me. "I can't believe my wish has finally been heard. The goddess has indeed blessed us."I shifted a bit away from her. "Did you know about it?" She stayed silent. "Selena, I asked you a question."She cleared her throat in obvious discomfort. "I only noticed a few changes in my body recently. But I didn't pay much attention to avoid putting my hopes up.""But you noticed
Kara's POV..."Have you heard?" Diana came at me excitedly. She does this whenever there is some juicy gossip to share. Her attitude always amuses me.Exhaling, I stretched my tired body out on the bed, hoping Simon would do me the honors of visiting tonight and make me feel better. "What is it this time?"She clapped loudly, obviously thrilled by whatever she had to share. "Lady Selena is pregnant."It took me about three seconds for her words to sink in. I sat up hurriedly, "who?""Beta's Simon's lover, Lady Selena, is pregnant."I gasped in shock, gripping the bed sheet tightly. "How is that possible?"She scoffed, "What do you mean by that? Doesn't she have a lover? Everyone knows Beta Simon is the father. I won't be surprised if they get married soon."A loud noise howled in my ears, making me itch badly. There is no way Selena would be pregnant, not after the promises Simon made to me. I feel like a fool right now. What was I thinking?
Kara's POV...I didn't think it would be this hard for me to move on from Simon's betrayal. For two nights straight, I have been bawling my eyes out, and he has been standing by my door shamelessly, not caring about anyone catching him in such an awkward position. To make things worse, Luscious is becoming displeased with my resistance towards him whenever he initiates an intimate moment. I only got away when he was sent on a pack errand. I can't tell how long I have to live miserably like this.Seeing Selena saunter around the pack house happily because she has Simon's cub inside of her makes me harbor very bad thoughts that I wish wouldn't be there. For some reason, I feel like Simon would be happier with me. Or it's my delusion that is making me act out of place. I miss him so much. The tears lingered again as I struggled with the vegetables. I was put on kitchen duty this time around. If I had it my own way, I would love to leave the confines of this pack and never c
Simon's POV... Halfway into the woods, she struggled against my hold and eventually freed herself. Kara's beautiful eyes glared hard at me under the bright moonlight. Even though she tried to appear brave, fear was written all over her. And it had her wolf subdued."Who are you? Who sent you to kill me?" She questioned with a shaky voice while dragging herself to the back in a bid to escape."Calm down, it's me," I said, pulling off the cloth I used to disguise myself.Kara halted her movement, glaring at me in displeasure. "You? What the hell do you think you are doing?"That's the same question I have been asking myself as I made my way to her, all dressed up and running with her like some refugee. I heard gossip from the maids that she was locked in the usual detention cells underground for rude or disobedient maids. Guards aren't put there to watch over the place to help the erring person reflect on their actions. They can be left there for three to five days, depending on whatev
Simon's POV... I paused abruptly, feeling my heart pound loudly. Taking a deep breath, I turned to look at her in the dimly lit hallway. "Oh, Selena, it's you. Why are you out here?"She stared at me like she was trying to read me, or I was just overthinking it. "I came to find you. I didn't see you in the room when I woke up.""Oh, that." I chuckled dryly. "I went for a walk.""Okay, let's go back in." Selena smiled, pulling me along. I had to check her again to be sure this wasn't a trap. If she saw me with Kara, then I would have a lot of explaining to do, and I doubt if I am ready to indulge in that.To my relief, she only wanted me next to her so I didn't have to bother about whatever she must have seen. However, I couldn't sleep a wink; my thoughts were focused on what Kara might be thinking and how she was feeling alone in that dark place. I feel so stupid not planning well before going to her. It would just appear too suspicious if I questioned Selena's decision to have Kara
Kara's POV...Every breath I release seems to hurt my chest, even though I know I haven't spent beyond a whole day or two in here. It still feels like I have been here for ages. I wonder why I haven't heard from Luscious just yet. He should have returned by now and saved me from this hellhole. Resting my head against the wall, I scanned the enclosed space. I can't tell exactly how I feel; my body feels out of place. And for a brief second, I am delusional to think I am probably not alive.Tears rolled down my face at their own interest. My life doesn't feel worthy enough to live. Maybe I should have ended it a long time ago. When I look at it deeply, I am practically living among people who won't hesitate to hang my head on a tree if given the go-ahead. And another bitter truth is that I have nowhere to go. It's rare these days for the packs around here to take in a nonmember who is just willing to settle without being married to one of theirs.I wrapped my arms aro
Kara's POV..."Did you miss me?" Luscious smiled sweetly at me.I blinked rapidly, still trying to take it all in to be sure I was not hallucinating. Yes, I have been awaiting his return. I just didn't think he would come around as I thought. "Where is Diana?" I blurted unintentionally.His face fell a little. "she stepped out for a second. How are you doing? Why do you look so pale?"It took me a long while to get my thoughts together; I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him to myself. It feels so good to have someone to comfort you. "I missed you so much. You didn't write me at all." I pouted.Luscious chuckled, caressing my face. "I couldn't, and that's why I had to hurry back. Are you sure you have been okay? Your eyes seem very tired."I chuckled awkwardly, scratching my neck. "I'm fine. I assure you. Would you like to eat with me? Diana brought them for me." I said, pointing at the food tray.Sitting down, Luscious tilted his head to the
Kara's POVMy eyes stirred and I opened them to see where I am. The floor of the cold cell isn't this comfy, I thought to myself as I tried to remember what happened to me. I remember being dragged out of the cell, but I was too weak to know where they were taking me to. Carl probably had a rethink. I sat up and looked around again. This isn't the room that I stayed in at Carl's pack house. Neither is this Carl's room. It took me a moment to realize where I am. This can't be. How did I return to the Red Lotus pack? Did they bring me back to punish me? Just when I thought Carl's punishment will be the death of me. Here I am again, back to where I started from. Tears welled up in my eyes as fear enveloped me. If I knew I was going to get caught again this easily, I would have just stayed back to get punished appropriately and not have myself be humiliated by Carl. My hand caressed the spot where the vase scarred me. The wound has been attended to. I wonder what they all have going
Simon's POVI was ready to cause a lot of trouble the minute I arrived the Crescent Moon pack, just incase I am not allowed to enter. Keeping my raging nerves in check as I got led to meet Carl, I tried not to show my intentions on my face. I couldn't stop thinking of the condition Kara might be in. She has really lost her mind to think coming to Carl is the best option she has. I feel hurt and disappointed at the same time. But for now, I don't care about all that. All I need right now is for her to be safe. It will make me feel at peace the most. Carl had a snide smirk on his face the minute I stepped into his meeting hall. "To what do I owe this noncommittal visit, Beta Simon?" He inquired. "I am here for Kara." I stated"I am guessing you are the father of the bastard." He mumbled with an obvious disgust on his face. I stood my ground, unflinching at his intimidating glare. "Where is Kara, Alpha Carl? You know better to have sent her back to the Red Lotus pack when she cam
Kara's POVMy body felt like it would break into pieces. I finally got dressed after battling with drowsiness for so many hours. Carl returned yesterday and I have been prepped to become his concubine. For the past few days that I have been here, I have had the most conflicted string of thoughts. Many times I thought of swallowing my shame and return to the Red Lotus pack, most importantly to Simon. I miss him so much it hurts. But then, I had to consider my child's life. Becoming the talk of the pack because of something his or her mother did, will be an unfair life for such child. That had prompted me to maintain my resolve and endure whatever it is Carl died to me. It will all be worth it in the next few months. I might be able to really escape after gathering enough money to settle in a far away pack with my child. It won't be long. I hate that this is the only possible solution for me. What kind of mother am I? Truth be told, I have never thought of the life I would lead if
Author's POVLogan had an amused expression on his face when he entered the room to find a naked Alexa on the bed with her legs spread out waiting for him. He pulled at his shirt while holding her gaze. "Is there an occasion?" He inquired in a low tone. Alexa flipped her loose hair to the back as she crawled towards the edge of the bed. "I don't know, you tell me." She cooed seductively, wetting her lips. He gulped hard at the sight, it's been a while since he shared an intimate moment with her. They always get distracted by their new born. It's either that or Alexa feels too exhausted and he has to comply with her needs. Seeing her in her full glory after what he considers and excruciatingly long period of time. It makes his wolf very excited. "Come." She urged, motioning to him with her finger. Logan walked to the foot of the bed and stood still when she placed a palm on his bare chest to stop him. Alexa worked her way down to his trouser and pulled it down his dick spran
Author's POV Selena exhaled for the umpteenth time since she sat by the bath. Alexa had asked that she join her to bath her new born. Alexa knew she hadn't been herself for days and thought making her do something different will cheer her up. Instead, Selena has kept to herself and only smiling weakly at the baby from time to time. "You will end up looking too old for your age if you continue like this." Alexa threw a light joke. She hissed, "of what use is my youthful look when I can't get a man to love me." "Why are you sounding so dejected for crying out loud, Selena. I have told you time and time again that it's not your fault. And you aren't unfortunate just because this happened." "You say it like I really want to sulk all day. I can't get rid of the thoughts. It's always coming. I also want to break free from it, but I can't. I wish it didn't have to turn out like this. Probably if he had told me earlier, I would have gotten over it by
Kara's POV My life right now is the exact illustration for back to square one. I remember how I had walked in here sometime ago and stood in the same hall with Carl showing himself off like the unattractive pig that he is. I can only hope my mind portal isn't opened and all my thoughts are out. Carl wouldn't hesitate to have my head chopped off to prove a point. I swallowed hard, holding up his gaze while trying hard to put on a smile. Carl had a devilish grin on his face. "What do we have here? How long has it been again? A year or two? You look better than the last time I saw you. Have you been feeding on blood?" He mocked. I swallowed whatever little pride remaining in me. I have already been humbled by life, it's time to throw it all in. "Well, it's been an adventure. I returned to the Red Lotus pack...." "What?" He didn't let me finish before blurting out like the bloody moron he is. "How can you be so cruel? You just had to go back. So did you g
Kara's POV...This is the most dangerous decision I have ever attempted in my life. The safety that I am so keen on that I might not get at the Red Lotus pack. There is no assurance that I will get it at this supposed destination of mine. However, it felt like a good option an hour ago. It's been over a year since I returned to that packhouse that I have known all my life. In truth, it never felt like home until recently. I thought I had a place there, but I was wrong. I have cried so much that I don't have the strength to cry anymore.Thankfully I was able to get water to carry with me in my travel and some bread that I had sneaked in by Diana. She didn't know what I was planning to do at all. I had gone to the kitchen to tell her of my cravings. She appeared very delighted to give it to me. I hope she didn't get caught and be accused of stealing. I wish I had the luxury of time to thank her for being a shoulder to lean on when no one wanted to be associated with me. I
Simon's POV...I try not to think of anything negative and just consider that she might be in the garden or around the pack house somewhere. She can't possibly leave. Why would Kara leave?"What if she did?" Kai interjected.I swallowed hard, and just then, my eyes caught sight of the paper on the bed. My heart thumped crazily as I walked towards it with caution. I picked it up with shaky hands like I could already tell what was in it. Clearing my throat, I stared at the letters. Kara has fine penmanship, but that isn't what matters right now. She wrote;"Dear Simon, I know by the time you see this, I would have been long gone. That is, if you ever see it. I think I have caused more than enough trouble as it is. I promised myself when I returned to the pack house that I would do better as a person. However, it turns out life played me. Forget that anything happened between us. Please take care of Selena; she doesn't deserve to be treated this way. Guilt wouldn'
Simon's POV...My distorted state of mind didn't make me pay attention to what's in front of me. I unintentionally bumped into Luscious. I blinked rapidly at the sight of him. Apparently, Selena had been quite loud yesterday when she was raining curses on Kara. Everyone in the pack house knows now whose child Kara is carrying. It's not like it bothers me much. I just didn't expect that it would turn out this way. I squared my shoulder for what was to come and held Luscious's gaze. A punch, maybe, or a string of curses."Congratulations." He said to me with no hint of emotion in his eyes. I swallowed, not saying anything. "You know, I have always wondered why you were so against my relationship with her. You had your eyes on her and made sure to change her mind. Not only did you hurt her, you hurt Selena too. I should probably punch you in the face, but then that would be a waste of energy. I wanted to believe Kara had hurt me spitefully and lived up to her past reputatio