Kara's POV...
Pacing the hallway back and forth, I bit down on my nail, trying hard to focus. I have been knocking on Luscious's door for minutes, but no response. The moment he knew I was the one behind the door, he refused to open up. I made up my mind to stay put in the hallway until he finally stepped out of the room. I had come here as early as possible to avoid being seen by others. As it stands, I don't care about anyone seeing me here. I need to speak to Luscious. I can't lose on both ends. It makes no sense; all of my resilience shouldn't go to waste.
He hasn't spoken a word to me since that morning. Which is unlike him. Diana wouldn't hear of it and kept urging me to do right and beg him long enough until he took me back. I feel foolish, but this is a means of survival. The door creaked open, causing me to stand erect; I rushed towards him."Luscious," I called out, reaching for his hand.He moved a few feet away from me. "what do you want?""Can we talSimon's POV... The side of my eyes twitched consistently. I can't believe Kara just agreed to spend the rest of her life with Luscious after everything we shared. Why did I ever think she has had a total change of heart? It's no wonder she has been avoiding me. I am tired of waiting for her to show up or give me some green light. I will barge in on her and demand answers to the questions burning inside me.Selena rushed to meet me with a bright smile on her face. I would have loved to compliment her. However, my mind isn't exactly in the right state. "Hey, you ""How are you, Selena?""I am great. I was just about to head to yours.""No, let's sleep apart tonight. I need some time alone." I mumbled.She looked up at me with solemn eyes, "Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?""Not at all; I just want to be alone."She nodded hesitantly, "alright. Goodnight then."As I watched her walk away, I tried to feel some type of guilt within me. But
Simon's POV...Kara pushed me hard with all of her strength, leaving me dazed. The kiss was heavenly. "You have no right to come at me like that. Shouldn't you be ashamed of yourself? For a man who easily throws judgment. You should stay far away from a person like me. But here you are, horny as ever, wanting to get a piece of me!"I wiped my lips, "you think I want to do this too? You don't think if I could control it, I would have? I would have never thought of you in this manner. For some reason, you got the best of me." I took a cautious step towards her, reaching for her hand. I caressed her cheeks, bringing my voice as low as I could. "I am sorry for sounding stupid. I am just so lost as to what to do. It's almost as if I am not myself whenever I am with you."Her body relaxed into my touch, prompting me to move closer. I tilted my head, initiating a kiss. She nudged forward, biting softly on my lower lips. I moaned at the warmth that her mouth emitted. My spr
Kara's POV... I shouldn't be smiling, but here I am, grinning from ear to ear like a loved-up fool. I just cheated on the one person who is ready to sacrifice himself for me and ignore my past for us to start on a new slate. It's believing now that I am probably not meant for one person. Still, that wouldn't stop me from leaning into whatever Luscious has to offer me. Simon is no doubt going to get tired of me eventually. Even though everything we shared last night felt so real, I needed to not lose my guard and let him bring me back to filth.Selena would definitely have me buried six feet under the ground. Many people didn't get the chance to take their revenge. After hearing this deal I have embarked on with the Beta, I can tell they would gladly love to lynch me alive. But how do I explain the tingling feeling running through my spine and thighs at the mere thought of Simon? Not even Logan or Luscious could make me feel this way. Although, I can't remember much of Log
Kara's POV... It's been a long while since I raged, and my wolf felt the same way as I stomped my way toward the field where the bastard was. I don't care what would become of me after all of this. What matters is protecting the honor of a friend who took me in despite my woes. I no longer want my past to keep me from doing the right thing. And as fate would have it, I am no longer a slave."Who is Robert?" I bellowed, letting Amaya onto the surface. Everyone working on the farm stopped what they were doing to have a look at me. I probably appear crazy to them. Straining my voice further, I roared. "Who the hell is Robert?""What business do you have with me?" The doomed individual yelled at me, coming forward.Without hesitating, I evoked every strength that I possessed and kicked him in the belly. I know I would get punished for violence, but I don't care at this moment. Taking the chance of his back being on the ground, I jumped on him and began to punch his stup
Kara's POV...I was about to defend myself and assure everyone whose eyes were on me that the case was different, but Selena answered on my behalf."She obviously feels no remorse for what she did. It's wrong for a maid to pull up an attack on a guard." Selena said.Logan cleared his throat. "I will take it from here, Selena. Is Robert strong enough to stand in front of me?"A whimper in the form of a response came from the door. I think I did a good job pummeling the idiot."Do you mind if he sits, Alpha? He isn't in a good shape." Simon requested.Logan nodded, "Sure. Diana and Kara should also come forward." He instructed. We did as told, and when my eyes met with Luscious, he didn't look too proud. Simon's eyes said something different, though, which was enough to keep my mind at ease. "I am going to ask each of you one question, and I need a direct response. Diana, what happened between you and Robert?"Diana glanced at me, and I nodded my h
Simon's POV..."Sometimes I don't understand you, Simon. Who exactly are you supporting?" Selena's raving voice echoed in the room.Selena has been complaining incessantly since we returned to the room after resolving Kara's case with the guards. I don't seem to understand what the rant is about. I am more concerned with meeting Kara tonight.I huffed tiredly, "Why exactly are we having this conversation? It's almost like you find every chance to argue with me!"Tears rushed to her eyes instantly. "That is because you don't seem to care about me. You should have supported me when I complained about Kara beating up a guard.""Are you listening to yourself? The case doesn't even concern you. Is there something else you see that you're not telling? I don't understand this new obsession of yours, Selena. It's almost like you enjoy causing a rift between us!" I am getting really tired of Selena's childish act. I have tried to play nice since my discussion with
Kara's POV...His scent was the only thing left behind, reminding me of the night before. How Simon is able to take note of time and leave so early amazes me. He sure knows more about this sneaky deal than I do. Yawning a bit too loudly, I sighed in relief, feeling like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulder. I hoped Simon would show up last night, and when he did, I felt elated. I know it's wrong for me to crave him this much, but I wish I could help it.A light knock came from behind the door, and before I could decide on opening it or not. The intruder turned the knob, letting them in. I rolled my eyes, seeing Diana looking super excited."Hello there." She cooed, pulling me into a hug. "How are you doing, best friend?"I scoffed, "Really? Best friend? Is that what we are now? I thought you weren't too pleased with my decision yesterday. What changed now?"She sat back on the bed, resting on her arms, "hmmm, I had a rethink and said to myself. It
Simon's POV...My eyes lingered on the duo acting all loved up. I hate how much attention Kara gives to Luscious. I was just with her a few hours ago; what was the need to hang around someone else. I gritted my teeth hard, flaring my nose. I had been so reluctant to leave the bed this morning. When I was with Kara, I lost everything that had to do with self-control. I really wish I could stay glued to her side forever; most importantly, that would keep her away from her supposed lover.I felt a cold palm on my shoulder, causing me to stay frozen. "Relax, man. What has got you all worked up?" Logan's voice sifted into my ear.Mumbling some curse words, I loosened my facial muscles and turned to him. "nothing."He looked behind me, doubting my words. "are you sure? For a moment, it felt like you had plans to beat someone to a pulp."I laughed dryly, "That's not the case; I just got lost in thought.""Alright, that happens. What do you have planned for t
Kara's POVMy eyes stirred and I opened them to see where I am. The floor of the cold cell isn't this comfy, I thought to myself as I tried to remember what happened to me. I remember being dragged out of the cell, but I was too weak to know where they were taking me to. Carl probably had a rethink. I sat up and looked around again. This isn't the room that I stayed in at Carl's pack house. Neither is this Carl's room. It took me a moment to realize where I am. This can't be. How did I return to the Red Lotus pack? Did they bring me back to punish me? Just when I thought Carl's punishment will be the death of me. Here I am again, back to where I started from. Tears welled up in my eyes as fear enveloped me. If I knew I was going to get caught again this easily, I would have just stayed back to get punished appropriately and not have myself be humiliated by Carl. My hand caressed the spot where the vase scarred me. The wound has been attended to. I wonder what they all have going
Simon's POVI was ready to cause a lot of trouble the minute I arrived the Crescent Moon pack, just incase I am not allowed to enter. Keeping my raging nerves in check as I got led to meet Carl, I tried not to show my intentions on my face. I couldn't stop thinking of the condition Kara might be in. She has really lost her mind to think coming to Carl is the best option she has. I feel hurt and disappointed at the same time. But for now, I don't care about all that. All I need right now is for her to be safe. It will make me feel at peace the most. Carl had a snide smirk on his face the minute I stepped into his meeting hall. "To what do I owe this noncommittal visit, Beta Simon?" He inquired. "I am here for Kara." I stated"I am guessing you are the father of the bastard." He mumbled with an obvious disgust on his face. I stood my ground, unflinching at his intimidating glare. "Where is Kara, Alpha Carl? You know better to have sent her back to the Red Lotus pack when she cam
Kara's POVMy body felt like it would break into pieces. I finally got dressed after battling with drowsiness for so many hours. Carl returned yesterday and I have been prepped to become his concubine. For the past few days that I have been here, I have had the most conflicted string of thoughts. Many times I thought of swallowing my shame and return to the Red Lotus pack, most importantly to Simon. I miss him so much it hurts. But then, I had to consider my child's life. Becoming the talk of the pack because of something his or her mother did, will be an unfair life for such child. That had prompted me to maintain my resolve and endure whatever it is Carl died to me. It will all be worth it in the next few months. I might be able to really escape after gathering enough money to settle in a far away pack with my child. It won't be long. I hate that this is the only possible solution for me. What kind of mother am I? Truth be told, I have never thought of the life I would lead if
Author's POVLogan had an amused expression on his face when he entered the room to find a naked Alexa on the bed with her legs spread out waiting for him. He pulled at his shirt while holding her gaze. "Is there an occasion?" He inquired in a low tone. Alexa flipped her loose hair to the back as she crawled towards the edge of the bed. "I don't know, you tell me." She cooed seductively, wetting her lips. He gulped hard at the sight, it's been a while since he shared an intimate moment with her. They always get distracted by their new born. It's either that or Alexa feels too exhausted and he has to comply with her needs. Seeing her in her full glory after what he considers and excruciatingly long period of time. It makes his wolf very excited. "Come." She urged, motioning to him with her finger. Logan walked to the foot of the bed and stood still when she placed a palm on his bare chest to stop him. Alexa worked her way down to his trouser and pulled it down his dick spran
Author's POV Selena exhaled for the umpteenth time since she sat by the bath. Alexa had asked that she join her to bath her new born. Alexa knew she hadn't been herself for days and thought making her do something different will cheer her up. Instead, Selena has kept to herself and only smiling weakly at the baby from time to time. "You will end up looking too old for your age if you continue like this." Alexa threw a light joke. She hissed, "of what use is my youthful look when I can't get a man to love me." "Why are you sounding so dejected for crying out loud, Selena. I have told you time and time again that it's not your fault. And you aren't unfortunate just because this happened." "You say it like I really want to sulk all day. I can't get rid of the thoughts. It's always coming. I also want to break free from it, but I can't. I wish it didn't have to turn out like this. Probably if he had told me earlier, I would have gotten over it by
Kara's POV My life right now is the exact illustration for back to square one. I remember how I had walked in here sometime ago and stood in the same hall with Carl showing himself off like the unattractive pig that he is. I can only hope my mind portal isn't opened and all my thoughts are out. Carl wouldn't hesitate to have my head chopped off to prove a point. I swallowed hard, holding up his gaze while trying hard to put on a smile. Carl had a devilish grin on his face. "What do we have here? How long has it been again? A year or two? You look better than the last time I saw you. Have you been feeding on blood?" He mocked. I swallowed whatever little pride remaining in me. I have already been humbled by life, it's time to throw it all in. "Well, it's been an adventure. I returned to the Red Lotus pack...." "What?" He didn't let me finish before blurting out like the bloody moron he is. "How can you be so cruel? You just had to go back. So did you g
Kara's POV...This is the most dangerous decision I have ever attempted in my life. The safety that I am so keen on that I might not get at the Red Lotus pack. There is no assurance that I will get it at this supposed destination of mine. However, it felt like a good option an hour ago. It's been over a year since I returned to that packhouse that I have known all my life. In truth, it never felt like home until recently. I thought I had a place there, but I was wrong. I have cried so much that I don't have the strength to cry anymore.Thankfully I was able to get water to carry with me in my travel and some bread that I had sneaked in by Diana. She didn't know what I was planning to do at all. I had gone to the kitchen to tell her of my cravings. She appeared very delighted to give it to me. I hope she didn't get caught and be accused of stealing. I wish I had the luxury of time to thank her for being a shoulder to lean on when no one wanted to be associated with me. I
Simon's POV...I try not to think of anything negative and just consider that she might be in the garden or around the pack house somewhere. She can't possibly leave. Why would Kara leave?"What if she did?" Kai interjected.I swallowed hard, and just then, my eyes caught sight of the paper on the bed. My heart thumped crazily as I walked towards it with caution. I picked it up with shaky hands like I could already tell what was in it. Clearing my throat, I stared at the letters. Kara has fine penmanship, but that isn't what matters right now. She wrote;"Dear Simon, I know by the time you see this, I would have been long gone. That is, if you ever see it. I think I have caused more than enough trouble as it is. I promised myself when I returned to the pack house that I would do better as a person. However, it turns out life played me. Forget that anything happened between us. Please take care of Selena; she doesn't deserve to be treated this way. Guilt wouldn'
Simon's POV...My distorted state of mind didn't make me pay attention to what's in front of me. I unintentionally bumped into Luscious. I blinked rapidly at the sight of him. Apparently, Selena had been quite loud yesterday when she was raining curses on Kara. Everyone in the pack house knows now whose child Kara is carrying. It's not like it bothers me much. I just didn't expect that it would turn out this way. I squared my shoulder for what was to come and held Luscious's gaze. A punch, maybe, or a string of curses."Congratulations." He said to me with no hint of emotion in his eyes. I swallowed, not saying anything. "You know, I have always wondered why you were so against my relationship with her. You had your eyes on her and made sure to change her mind. Not only did you hurt her, you hurt Selena too. I should probably punch you in the face, but then that would be a waste of energy. I wanted to believe Kara had hurt me spitefully and lived up to her past reputatio