Kara's POV...
The kiss melted my soul, and I leeched onto him like my life depended on it. I don't think I have ever been kissed so passionately in my entire life. A moan escaped my lips as he deepened it.
"Simon," I muttered in a whisper."Don't say a word." He huffed out.Guiding me slowly to the bed, I felt my back hit the soft spot. Holding my gaze, he carefully rid me of the clothes I had on. Throwing my underlinen out like it pricked his hands. He put off his trousers. His rough palm massaged my tired body, and I could feel myself squirt. Amaya shamelessly whined in pleasure. I had thought she would go against it. It appears I am not the only one craving for the forbidden fruit.I shouldn't let this happen; still, it's occurring right here and now, and I am letting it go on. It's more because I am enjoying every bit of it. His warm mouth wrapped around my nipples, and I squirted at the effect. He sucked on it so hard I arched my back pushing his head back dAuthor's POV... Luscious kept staring closely at Beta Simon. He has been extremely cold all morning with his nose up in the air like something got stuck up his ass. It would have been fair if he hadn't exactly thrown a fit around. But then Luscious appeared to be the guinea pig, and he kept throwing shade at the young man like they were at loggerheads before."Can I get to leave now?" He asked, sounding edgy.Simon kissed his teeth in irritation as he stared at Luscious. "I still doubt your ability to take my place as the Beta. What responsible official wants to be given free time at every hour?""It's past the normal time to leave, sir. I have been sitting here for close to an hour doing nothing. And it's worse that you haven't said a word to me until now. I have a friend waiting for me outside the packhouse, please. I am done with all my duties for the day."He gave him a once-over, "Are you sure you aren't going somewhere else?"Luscious felt the urge to gi
Kara's POV... At this point, I might have an actual breakdown and end up losing the rest of my sanity. Every sound sends me into a jolt, and I am worried that someone will come around to accuse me of sleeping with Simon. Or Selena herself coming for me. It's been three days since that passionate moment occurred, and I have tried my best to avoid Simon as much as possible. I don't know if he notices; I really don't care. I'm so concerned about washing this guilt I feel off my chest and moving on like nothing happened.My body and brain seem to have their own minds, making it hard to forget. I hardly reminisce on sex with anyone. But I find myself daydreaming about the one I had with Simon and touching myself while screaming out his name until I reach my peak. After the entire burst, shame is the only thing that envelopes me. Aside from Simon, I have been avoiding Luscious, too. We get to kiss a bit, and the next minute, I am giving excuses about how I have a lot of work to
Kara's POV... I was awakened from my sleep by the incessant knocking on the door. Stretching my tired body out, I sat up from the bed. The knock came again; this time, it sent fear running through my mind. The other night had been the same. I never should have opened the door. The only difference now is that it's morning, which put me at ease for a while. Lifting myself off the bed, I walked begrudgingly to the door. Opened it slowly to enable me to catch the figure behind it. My guard dropped when it turned out to be Luscious."Hey, baby." He said in his jovial voice. Except that there is an extra edge to it. "Sorry, I woke you up. I just couldn't hold back from telling you what I have on my mind.""Okay," I muttered, opening the door wider for him to come in. I straightened my ruffled hair. He patted the bed for me to come sit. I would have preferred the wooden chair in the room, but I accepted the offer all the same. "What's the big news you have?" I questioned, eve
Simon's POV... I panted heavily from the fierce running I had just had in the woods. My heart is in shambles. I haven't had a good night's sleep since that night with Kara. To make matters worse, I haven't seen her green light. She is doing a good job of avoiding me, and I am getting very tense as each day passes. Sweat trickled down my face, and feeling irritated, I made my way back to the room to get changed. I need to meet with Kara soon. Or I might be forced to do something stupid. Kai has also been restless; it appears we both want the same thing.Opening the door, I was shocked to find Selena on the floor, looking deflated. Rushing up to her, I knelt in front of her."What happened to you?" I asked, lifting her off the ground. No response came from her. Instead, she wept heavily. Worry crept in as I tried to think of anything I might have done wrong. Pouring her a glass of water, I handed it over to her. It took her a while to get a grip on herself. "how do you f
Kara's POV... Pacing the hallway back and forth, I bit down on my nail, trying hard to focus. I have been knocking on Luscious's door for minutes, but no response. The moment he knew I was the one behind the door, he refused to open up. I made up my mind to stay put in the hallway until he finally stepped out of the room. I had come here as early as possible to avoid being seen by others. As it stands, I don't care about anyone seeing me here. I need to speak to Luscious. I can't lose on both ends. It makes no sense; all of my resilience shouldn't go to waste.He hasn't spoken a word to me since that morning. Which is unlike him. Diana wouldn't hear of it and kept urging me to do right and beg him long enough until he took me back. I feel foolish, but this is a means of survival. The door creaked open, causing me to stand erect; I rushed towards him."Luscious," I called out, reaching for his hand.He moved a few feet away from me. "what do you want?""Can we tal
Simon's POV... The side of my eyes twitched consistently. I can't believe Kara just agreed to spend the rest of her life with Luscious after everything we shared. Why did I ever think she has had a total change of heart? It's no wonder she has been avoiding me. I am tired of waiting for her to show up or give me some green light. I will barge in on her and demand answers to the questions burning inside me.Selena rushed to meet me with a bright smile on her face. I would have loved to compliment her. However, my mind isn't exactly in the right state. "Hey, you ""How are you, Selena?""I am great. I was just about to head to yours.""No, let's sleep apart tonight. I need some time alone." I mumbled.She looked up at me with solemn eyes, "Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?""Not at all; I just want to be alone."She nodded hesitantly, "alright. Goodnight then."As I watched her walk away, I tried to feel some type of guilt within me. But
Simon's POV...Kara pushed me hard with all of her strength, leaving me dazed. The kiss was heavenly. "You have no right to come at me like that. Shouldn't you be ashamed of yourself? For a man who easily throws judgment. You should stay far away from a person like me. But here you are, horny as ever, wanting to get a piece of me!"I wiped my lips, "you think I want to do this too? You don't think if I could control it, I would have? I would have never thought of you in this manner. For some reason, you got the best of me." I took a cautious step towards her, reaching for her hand. I caressed her cheeks, bringing my voice as low as I could. "I am sorry for sounding stupid. I am just so lost as to what to do. It's almost as if I am not myself whenever I am with you."Her body relaxed into my touch, prompting me to move closer. I tilted my head, initiating a kiss. She nudged forward, biting softly on my lower lips. I moaned at the warmth that her mouth emitted. My spr
Kara's POV... I shouldn't be smiling, but here I am, grinning from ear to ear like a loved-up fool. I just cheated on the one person who is ready to sacrifice himself for me and ignore my past for us to start on a new slate. It's believing now that I am probably not meant for one person. Still, that wouldn't stop me from leaning into whatever Luscious has to offer me. Simon is no doubt going to get tired of me eventually. Even though everything we shared last night felt so real, I needed to not lose my guard and let him bring me back to filth.Selena would definitely have me buried six feet under the ground. Many people didn't get the chance to take their revenge. After hearing this deal I have embarked on with the Beta, I can tell they would gladly love to lynch me alive. But how do I explain the tingling feeling running through my spine and thighs at the mere thought of Simon? Not even Logan or Luscious could make me feel this way. Although, I can't remember much of Log
Kara's POVMy eyes stirred and I opened them to see where I am. The floor of the cold cell isn't this comfy, I thought to myself as I tried to remember what happened to me. I remember being dragged out of the cell, but I was too weak to know where they were taking me to. Carl probably had a rethink. I sat up and looked around again. This isn't the room that I stayed in at Carl's pack house. Neither is this Carl's room. It took me a moment to realize where I am. This can't be. How did I return to the Red Lotus pack? Did they bring me back to punish me? Just when I thought Carl's punishment will be the death of me. Here I am again, back to where I started from. Tears welled up in my eyes as fear enveloped me. If I knew I was going to get caught again this easily, I would have just stayed back to get punished appropriately and not have myself be humiliated by Carl. My hand caressed the spot where the vase scarred me. The wound has been attended to. I wonder what they all have going
Simon's POVI was ready to cause a lot of trouble the minute I arrived the Crescent Moon pack, just incase I am not allowed to enter. Keeping my raging nerves in check as I got led to meet Carl, I tried not to show my intentions on my face. I couldn't stop thinking of the condition Kara might be in. She has really lost her mind to think coming to Carl is the best option she has. I feel hurt and disappointed at the same time. But for now, I don't care about all that. All I need right now is for her to be safe. It will make me feel at peace the most. Carl had a snide smirk on his face the minute I stepped into his meeting hall. "To what do I owe this noncommittal visit, Beta Simon?" He inquired. "I am here for Kara." I stated"I am guessing you are the father of the bastard." He mumbled with an obvious disgust on his face. I stood my ground, unflinching at his intimidating glare. "Where is Kara, Alpha Carl? You know better to have sent her back to the Red Lotus pack when she cam
Kara's POVMy body felt like it would break into pieces. I finally got dressed after battling with drowsiness for so many hours. Carl returned yesterday and I have been prepped to become his concubine. For the past few days that I have been here, I have had the most conflicted string of thoughts. Many times I thought of swallowing my shame and return to the Red Lotus pack, most importantly to Simon. I miss him so much it hurts. But then, I had to consider my child's life. Becoming the talk of the pack because of something his or her mother did, will be an unfair life for such child. That had prompted me to maintain my resolve and endure whatever it is Carl died to me. It will all be worth it in the next few months. I might be able to really escape after gathering enough money to settle in a far away pack with my child. It won't be long. I hate that this is the only possible solution for me. What kind of mother am I? Truth be told, I have never thought of the life I would lead if
Author's POVLogan had an amused expression on his face when he entered the room to find a naked Alexa on the bed with her legs spread out waiting for him. He pulled at his shirt while holding her gaze. "Is there an occasion?" He inquired in a low tone. Alexa flipped her loose hair to the back as she crawled towards the edge of the bed. "I don't know, you tell me." She cooed seductively, wetting her lips. He gulped hard at the sight, it's been a while since he shared an intimate moment with her. They always get distracted by their new born. It's either that or Alexa feels too exhausted and he has to comply with her needs. Seeing her in her full glory after what he considers and excruciatingly long period of time. It makes his wolf very excited. "Come." She urged, motioning to him with her finger. Logan walked to the foot of the bed and stood still when she placed a palm on his bare chest to stop him. Alexa worked her way down to his trouser and pulled it down his dick spran
Author's POV Selena exhaled for the umpteenth time since she sat by the bath. Alexa had asked that she join her to bath her new born. Alexa knew she hadn't been herself for days and thought making her do something different will cheer her up. Instead, Selena has kept to herself and only smiling weakly at the baby from time to time. "You will end up looking too old for your age if you continue like this." Alexa threw a light joke. She hissed, "of what use is my youthful look when I can't get a man to love me." "Why are you sounding so dejected for crying out loud, Selena. I have told you time and time again that it's not your fault. And you aren't unfortunate just because this happened." "You say it like I really want to sulk all day. I can't get rid of the thoughts. It's always coming. I also want to break free from it, but I can't. I wish it didn't have to turn out like this. Probably if he had told me earlier, I would have gotten over it by
Kara's POV My life right now is the exact illustration for back to square one. I remember how I had walked in here sometime ago and stood in the same hall with Carl showing himself off like the unattractive pig that he is. I can only hope my mind portal isn't opened and all my thoughts are out. Carl wouldn't hesitate to have my head chopped off to prove a point. I swallowed hard, holding up his gaze while trying hard to put on a smile. Carl had a devilish grin on his face. "What do we have here? How long has it been again? A year or two? You look better than the last time I saw you. Have you been feeding on blood?" He mocked. I swallowed whatever little pride remaining in me. I have already been humbled by life, it's time to throw it all in. "Well, it's been an adventure. I returned to the Red Lotus pack...." "What?" He didn't let me finish before blurting out like the bloody moron he is. "How can you be so cruel? You just had to go back. So did you g
Kara's POV...This is the most dangerous decision I have ever attempted in my life. The safety that I am so keen on that I might not get at the Red Lotus pack. There is no assurance that I will get it at this supposed destination of mine. However, it felt like a good option an hour ago. It's been over a year since I returned to that packhouse that I have known all my life. In truth, it never felt like home until recently. I thought I had a place there, but I was wrong. I have cried so much that I don't have the strength to cry anymore.Thankfully I was able to get water to carry with me in my travel and some bread that I had sneaked in by Diana. She didn't know what I was planning to do at all. I had gone to the kitchen to tell her of my cravings. She appeared very delighted to give it to me. I hope she didn't get caught and be accused of stealing. I wish I had the luxury of time to thank her for being a shoulder to lean on when no one wanted to be associated with me. I
Simon's POV...I try not to think of anything negative and just consider that she might be in the garden or around the pack house somewhere. She can't possibly leave. Why would Kara leave?"What if she did?" Kai interjected.I swallowed hard, and just then, my eyes caught sight of the paper on the bed. My heart thumped crazily as I walked towards it with caution. I picked it up with shaky hands like I could already tell what was in it. Clearing my throat, I stared at the letters. Kara has fine penmanship, but that isn't what matters right now. She wrote;"Dear Simon, I know by the time you see this, I would have been long gone. That is, if you ever see it. I think I have caused more than enough trouble as it is. I promised myself when I returned to the pack house that I would do better as a person. However, it turns out life played me. Forget that anything happened between us. Please take care of Selena; she doesn't deserve to be treated this way. Guilt wouldn'
Simon's POV...My distorted state of mind didn't make me pay attention to what's in front of me. I unintentionally bumped into Luscious. I blinked rapidly at the sight of him. Apparently, Selena had been quite loud yesterday when she was raining curses on Kara. Everyone in the pack house knows now whose child Kara is carrying. It's not like it bothers me much. I just didn't expect that it would turn out this way. I squared my shoulder for what was to come and held Luscious's gaze. A punch, maybe, or a string of curses."Congratulations." He said to me with no hint of emotion in his eyes. I swallowed, not saying anything. "You know, I have always wondered why you were so against my relationship with her. You had your eyes on her and made sure to change her mind. Not only did you hurt her, you hurt Selena too. I should probably punch you in the face, but then that would be a waste of energy. I wanted to believe Kara had hurt me spitefully and lived up to her past reputatio