ELOISE
"Who hurt him?" One of my coworkers mouthed, looking into the distance. Particularly at a man who I had served coffee six times. The question was directed at me and while a snarky replay would have sufficed. I didn't know the girl's name. I didn't care to. What was the point of it anyway? But she was right. The man seemed to be troubled. He had been in the Cafe all morning. The sky was dark. The time was almost 7 PM. We were supposed to be closed minutes before but I wanted to stay. The Cafe was my only escape from my adoptive parent's constant concern. I planned to work all the way till eight before leaving. They ate and slept early. I had a spare key. It was a win-win situation."None of my concern." I retorted. "As long as he keeps patronizing us, he can stay as late as he wants.""I see you are insensitive as always Eloise." The girl chuckled, wearing her bag. "Good night.""Good night," I whispered back and watched her leave. Now. It was just me and the handsome stranger someone believed was dying of a broken heart. I poured a hot cup of coffee into a pearly white cup and sauntered toward him. My goal was simple really. The coffee was an avenue to make money and strike a conversation. I didn't care about his life. Only to inform him that the Cafe was due to be closed and it was best he prepared to take his leave."Hey," I sent, sliding the steaming hot cup of black coffee his way. It was the only thing he had ordered all morning.The hot cup stroking his arms was what provoked his attention. "Sheesh," He winced, making eye contact. His eyes were like liquid gold. Maybe it was the lights but they were bewitching. I felt myself drawn to this stranger. So much that I didn't notice when a smile curved my mouth."Sorry," I apologized."It's alright." He said. "Thanks for the coffee.""You know what, Coffee is on the house.""That is actually very nice.""How long do you plan to stay?" I continued. "The Cafe will be closing for the night in the next thirty minutes.""Is that so?" The man mused, lifting the teaspoon in his coffee and pouring a strange powder into it. He was a junkie. That truly killed everything about him or so I thought. When he poured the powder into his coffee and whipped it away, I noticed a tattoo along his arm. It said Hijo de la luna which roughly translated to son of the moon. No one randomly had that tattooed to their body. I would have asked my wolf for some assistance regarding this mystery man since my human knowledge concerning all things werewolf was a bit rusty but my wolf had been deadly quiet since the night of the incident. At first, I had believed that the trauma of that night had been too great for it to bear and it died. Maybe that was true but I would never know. I was still able to shift when I willed. The only difference was the guiding voice in my head was lost and perhaps that was a good thing. I wanted nothing to do with that extension of myself."Cocaine?" I quizzed."No." He replied, taking a sip of the now polluted beverage. "Something stronger. You wouldn't know it?""Why? Is it something peculiar to only Alpha werewolves?"He almost snorted out his drink in surprise and in so doing implied that I was right about him."This is new." He mused again, his pearly white teeth having their red carpet moment when he smiled. "I didn't know you were a shifter. Do you mask your scent?"I had no idea what that meant or how to do it but I nodded. An Alpha werewolf in town. That meant a pack followed."Also, I am not an Alpha. I am a Beta.""But your arm...""This?" He pointed, turning in his sleeves. "It says Hijo de la luna. Son of the moon. If I were an Alpha, it would be Amado de la luna." He paused to gauge my reaction. A tiny smile made its way to his mouth when our eyes met. "How do you not know this?""Rusty memory." I lied, taking that question as a cue to leave before things got out of hand but he threw in another question before my brain could even make a move."I was not aware that Ashlake had werewolves. What is the brand of your pack?""I'm a lone wolf Mr...""Matthan." He finished."Thank you. I am a lone wolf, Mr. Matthan. I do not have a pack. Enjoy your coffee and the Cafe's scenery while you still can." I immediately turned to leave."You haven't told me your name?"I stopped in my tracks, fighting and failing the urge to ignore him and keep up my professional front. There was just something about him. Something alluring and enthralling. It was like you knew you were walking right into a trap yet didn't mind because it was worth it. But was it? Mingling with werewolves was not a thing Eloise Carter would have done. Werewolves came with trouble but on second thought, what big trouble could conversing with a Beta cause? I turned to face him."The name is Eloise Carter.""I am Matthan Gardenia Beta of the Gardenia pack but you can call me Matt for short."My snarky self came right in time. "I don't care Matt.""Good," Was his instant reply. "Can we talk?"I rolled my eyes. "I just said I didn't care. But creeps that come on to me like you usually call me a bitch and get on with their sorry and pathetic life after that sock burn.""Maybe." He reasoned. "But I am no creep and I simply want your audience. Someone who couldn't care less but would listen all the same."I remained where I was. I couldn't believe I was considering it. Was the gift of the Gardenia pack one of Siren's suggestion? "What makes you think I would even want to listen?""We are completely alone and I can smell the curiosity on you." He gave me another one of those dashing smiles as if you seal the deal and I hated to admit it hit I immediately caved. Heaving out a sigh, I walked to the door and flicked the open sign over then I joined Matt. "Well, spill.""I have been having a really shitty day." He began."Haven't we all?""I thought my life was perfectly aligned. My duties in the pack have been top notch. I finally got my own apartment and I found my fated mate. Those are the things of fairytales. My life was a fairytale.""I am yet to see where the shit comes in." I chipped in."My fated mate rejected me." He sighed. "A fated match is a rarity in our community. Though, I am sure you already knew that. She was someone I knew and already had a somewhat close relationship with. Nothing romantic of course. But I believed we could work. Only for her to immediately reject me in front of my pack. I keep trying to understand why. Why would she reject something set in the stars?"He was poisoning himself because some girl rejected him? I found it almost hilarious and in all honesty, I would have laughed if he didn't already look like he was going through an episode. I could easily tell the rejection took its toll on him. I grabbed his beverage out of reflex and took a sip. The liquid burned and stung the back of my throat as it made its way deep down. It tasted like alcohol. Like tonic that rotted the brain and switched off your prefrontal cortex. Except when it hit your bell, it felt different. It felt stronger. My parents wanted therapy. I wanted to get rid of the nightmares. Maybe this stranger was heaven-sent. The nightmares only started after John left Ashlake for college. My therapist would believe it was a result of repressed pain and she would have been right. I hadn't admitted it to my adoptive parents because I knew the step they would take next would involve money. Fortune we did not have in abundance. That was where Matt came into the picture. A high ranking werewolf whose pack was not in town and with that came a high possibility of never having to meet again. The opportunity. I took it of course. That and another large gulp of the poisoned coffee before speaking."Sometimes it isn't all you," I told him. "It might not be her rejecting fate like you think. Maybe she is just figuring things out. I have hurt a boy I liked in my past.""What did you do?" Matt inquired."I broke his heart because I was afraid of change. I did it because I didn't want to leave this town. I don't want to have to go to a bigger town where I know nothing and no one. It doesn't feel safe and I didn't appreciate that a part of the world wasn't going to be my oyster.""That sounds sad and depressing," Matt remarked."I know."He fetched his drug patch and nudged it my way. "You should take more of that." He urged. "It will help you relax." One look at the patch and I should have refused his generous offer. But I didn't. The words of his life were hypnotic. I opened the patch and sniffed it in. I stopped to look at Matt and found myself grinning. The effect was instant. I was getting high. I should have known that was a big mistake on my part.ELOISE The sun was what notified me that morning had come. The hot rays seeping through whatever cracks present made me turn to my side. The bed was strangely spacious and the sheet smelled different. It wasn't the sweat or the strange fluid that caught my nostrils. It was the soft sweet smell of strawberries. Cologne, I think. That was when my eyes shot open. I didn't use strawberry fragrances. I didn't use any for that matter. I had been right. The white sheets my body was pressed on were definitely not set by me. My eyes glanced around. The room in question was painted in black and gold. An odd choice but that wasn't the point. The question I needed to ask was where was I? Well, that question was answered when I looked to my left. Curved into a ball was the man from last night. He was naked and his hand was hooked around my hips. I...I was also naked. Usually, one would scream in this sort of situation but I couldn't risk waking the sleeping man. My memories were coming back. Ha
ELOISE "He is not our fated," I told my wolf out loud as I flagged a taxi down. One stopped and I hopped in. "Take me to Highwynne road," I told the driver."Highwynne road..." He mused. "Where is that?"The bout of the mental torture I was inflicting on myself as a result of the sudden arrival of the voice in my head stopped and I actually made some effort to look around me. The road looked different. Ashlake didn't have bad roads but there was just something more industrial to the road I was staring at. The houses around. They looked expensive and perfect. Nothing like the variety in Ashlake. It made me wonder–Scratch that, it made me fear I was in a different city. Surely Matthann was not sick enough to drive me to a different town just to get laid. "Where is this?" I asked the driver, reaching into my purse for my phone."Marblefay. Why do you ask?" Marblefay? The city I grew up in. The place of nightmares. I kept my cool and opened my device. Not sure why. Perhaps I hoped the
MATTHAN I should have run after her. Heaven knows I wanted to. Why them did I stay back? I could lie to myself but the voice within told me it wasn't because I was afraid of being charged for public indecency. The feeling was odd. I wasn't one to stop chasing things or people that fascinated me but after Alice's rejection, I was starting to think in a more calculated manner. I hated it because it was unlike me. But I detested the thought of scaring her. Eloise. There was just something about her. Even when she has been dandy high on moonshine, I could recognize it. A spark that was calling on to me. There was no mate bond. Yet, my wolf lurched at the thought of her. I didn't think I would be able to get over Alice's rejection so fast but it was a pleasant surprise to know that I wouldn't be downing another lofty dose of moonshine or a good time at the Incubus brothel. I had to get back to the Cafe. I had to see her one more time. "Do we like her?" My wolf being the more rational ex
ELOISEI got home late in the afternoon. That was after I had been spam called and texted a hundred times by my adoptive parents. I did send them a message urging them not to involve the police and promising that I would be back very soon to explain things. I had switched off my device for their sakes soon after. The bus dropped me a few blocks away from my house and as I highlighted the vehicle, I observed our house. There was no blaring siren or ominous black car. Not a crowd in sight too. That had to mean good news. Placated, I walked briskly to the door and shoved my spare key into the keyhole. It didn't budge of course. Not when another key was already in. I swore under my breath as I slowly but inevitably knocked the door. I heard mom's voice first. "There is someone at the door!" She practically yelled. Her voice was apprehensive. A tell tale sign of the explanations I would have to provide soon enough. "Honey, go check."I heard loud footsteps. It took only a moment. The ke
ELOISE I couldn't speak. I doubt anyone could. Clay was puffing. His face was red. You could tell those words had been hidden in him for a very long time. There was a twinge of guilt on his demeanor as soon as he finished his statement even if that guilt was not enough for him to retract his statement. It wasn't like he was wrong. It made sense then. Clay hated me for valid reasons. I told his childhood and parents from him. Anybody who had to go through that deserved to be angry. Mrs. Carter looked at me. Her lips were trembling and the story her eyes told did the final crack on the camel's back. It was one of fear. I had seen it many times and I knew what followed. Before the words could even come from her, I crumbled. The tears I had been reining in came pouring in rounds. Mr. Carter walked up to his son Clay and grabbed him by the hand. He was rough with it too. "You are going apologize to your sister now!" Through the misty tears that half blinded me, I could see Clay's sneer
ELOISEThe hunger in my system vanished. I rushed towards the door and slammed it open, disrupting customers who had their own business to attend to. I barely cared what anyone thought of me at this point. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I demanded, slamming my hands into his table. The content of his coffee poured. Some of the dark creamy liquid dousing his shirt. "Are you stalking me or something?" "Eloise," He replied, lifting his cup to wipe the coffee residue off with a handkerchief. "You are making a scene.""And I don't intend to stop!" I retorted, sharp as a blade. "You shouldn't be here.""Why not? This is a public place. I am a customer who has done no wrong. You on the other hand..."I didn't want to hear it. He was right in a way. My yells were gathering the wrong kind of attention. Even my fellow employees were throwing looks and whispers. I drew in a deep breath to calm myself down. Not that it worked. Anger still boiled in my blood. The only difference now was tha
MATTHAN A bluff. That was what it was. But it worked. A little too well. My stomach twisted watching her face turn pale. I was ruining my chances long before they could even blossom. Not good. It was moments like this I asked my wolf for advice. But I could sense the cringe surge from deep within my soul. He also thought it was rash and stupid of me to pull such a trump card."You are bluffing," Eloise mumbled. I wasn't quite sure who she was trying to convince. But the way I saw it, the statement was directed more at herself. I let her play the scenario out in my head and if she needed the final push to take my offer. I was willing to give it. "You are bluffing." She repeated. This time around, her eyes were fixated on me like tiny chestnut brown daggers. I took from my chest pocket a pen and a card. I proceeded to write my number on the card before sliding it towards her. "Try me, Eloise Carter." She reluctantly took it. Mostly because her colleagues were whispering and she did no
ELOISE "Carter," The fashion savvy one addressed me. "You seemed awfully close with that customer. I did not think you have it in you.""I don't have time. The dude is a fucking creep.""I don't know." She continued, stir-frying some eggs. "He came in four hours ago. All flustered. The kind of shit that happens when you get addicted to the bite of the forbidden apple.""That's disgusting." I managed to choke out. It took me a minute to recover from what she had spoken. I felt disgusted for the most part because she was right. I swallowed and made my way deeper into the kitchen. I usually was the one behind the food or drink but since I was late and they were all willing to cut me some slack. I slinked to the sink to clean the dishes. My fingers turned the valve open, I added enough soap and let it soak. While it did, I took the time to acknowledge how fucked up my life had become. My wolf was back and some bastard was threatening my life and future if I didn't date him. I took my exh
ELOISE(A few days later)The full moon did come and when it did. Matthan decided it was time to perfect our bond. He took me somewhere. I wouldn't miss that narrow and crooked road. It was the same path we had taken when he lead me to the tree with a door. This time around, Matthan took another turn and we arrived at a clearing in the middle of the forest."We aren't using the tree door?" I asked getting down. "I thought the mating ritual was supposed to take place in the Gardenia pack house?"Matthan pocketed his car keys and joined me. "Yes. But I don't want us to have a sex orgy. This is special for me. Sacred. I want us to remember tonight sometime in the future."I smiled at him. "You are very romantic, Matthan Gardenia." I teased but my face fell when I saw how serious he looked. I quickly looked away, blushing.We stood facing each other, silent. Matthan looked down at me and then stepped closer until the two of us were touching. He gently placed his hand under my chin and rai
ELOISE"We are here today to honor..." I tried to listen to the priest as he droned on about his mother but I was distracted. My mind was elsewhere. The words of the priest barely registered as I focused on what lay ahead. It was hard for me to accept mom had died. In fact, it felt so unreal it scared me. I didn't want to let go. But it wasn't like I had any say in the matter. I couldn't bring back the dead. I played with my fingernails as the priest went on to list all the good deeds she did for the church and the people around her. It made it hard to even breathe. She was a good person. She didn't deserve what fate she got.Matthan squeezed my hand in comfort. A gesture I appreciated in ways he wouldn't even understand. He looked over at me and said in a gentle voice, "You ok?"I nodded but didn't feel much better. The only difference was I could stomach it better. Clay stepped out to give his speech. It was long. It was also difficult for him to go through it all without bursting i
ALICE Since I made the call, I hadn't known peace. It wasn't guilt. I very much knew what was going to happen to Eloise and her brother when I informed Judas Carnation about his daughter. The trouble that I faced was when I would hear some tragic news. Judas' main target was his daughter but there was a big fat chance that others would be caught in the crossfire. Some days later, the effort of my hard work came to fruition, the day strings of murders came ringing into the Gardenia house. Someone had murdered some individuals working in a diner at Ashlake. The supposed unfortunate news was followed by another mother. A woman with the surname Carter had been brutally murdered. This time she hadn't been killed with the typical weapon. The stories they spun made me remember who else had died like that. Fadia Carnation. Eloise's biological mother. Joy could not describe the feelings I experienced. My heart was wrung and I couldn't stop smiling throughout that day. An added bonus was Dec
ELOISEMatthan took my hand and led me out into the cool air and towards the woods behind the house where his car was. I looked back and watched as the fire swallowed the house, the last remnants of it fading into a cloud of red smoke. I couldn't help but smile seeing it burn to the ground. I truly hoped no one decided to make this double tragedy another social experiment. The horrors that had occurred in this ground deserved to remain just ash and cinders forevermore.I could hear faint sounds of a siren coming from town; someone must have called an ambulance, but I doubted they'd get here before it was too late. Matthan opened the car door and helped me in, then buckled me in. He sat down on the opposite side of the car, putting on his seatbelt. The moment he clicked in his keys and started up the engine, I looked at the house one last time. I had wanted to stay but Matthan had been against it. Even with many in high places acknowledging the existence of shifters, most still didn't
ELOISE Judas seemed to become smaller in my eyes. My bones cracked and twisted. I expected pain. True undiluted pain but there was nothing. Only rage. There was something else too. The shock in his eyes was almost liberating. As if on instinct, I grabbed him by the throat and threw him against the wall. He dropped like a broken toy. The air felt strangely stale around us. I felt different. The air I was taking in didn't feel like fire anymore. The choking had stopped and even though the fire that now engulfed the room singed my body, I was strangely unaffected. My attention wasn't focused on the burning wood that collapsed here and there or the exploding window frames. I had my eyes only on the cowering man."You will never hurt anyone again," I told him. "Tonight will be the last day you terrorize my life and all those innocent people."Judas must have seen an opportunity because the color of his eyes shifted into gold and claws grew from his hands and feet. His skin became grey, cov
ELOISEMy body hurt all over. He had broken something. The sting surging to my brain like a radio signal was a dead giveaway. I also could barely move. I wanted to run. I just couldn't do it. No matter what I did, I couldn't move a single muscle. It felt as if someone had stuck needles into all my muscles with a blunt object and twisted them around until they were stretched tightly and painful beyond description."Let's go back to your mother's room," Judas said, seizing me by the hair and dragging me up the stairs. I cried out in pain but it didn't make him stop. As we ascended the steps, I screamed at him, and tried kicking him but nothing worked. I couldn't fight him because every movement sent pain shooting across my body. "Do not be difficult Eloise. I do not want to hurt you now." He didn't stop until I was back in the room. I obeyed him. I stopped being difficult. Not because he had asked and it definitely wasn't because of the pain that assaulted my body with every movement tha
ELOISE I walked through the streets of Marblefay with nothing but questions in my head. I wondered if Judas would even be there considering I might now have the upper hand with the help of teleportation. I could also be wrong. Maybe Judas wasn't working alone. Maybe he had people on his side who were just as sick as him. A man like him couldn't have survived all by himself, right? When I left Matthan's house, the sun was out. When I reached the house I was born in, the house my father burned to the ground, the sun had become a pretty orange hue, and the birds sang. I could smell flowers blooming in the gardens of the home I grew up at, hear cars passing by on the highway, and feel the wind that brushed against me. This was not how it happened. The house I stood in front of looked exactly the same, though. That renovator kept to her word. The house looked nothing like it should be. It looked beautiful. I stayed outside, wondering if people had already moved in. A quick g****e search to
ELOISELike clockwork, the door unlocked and out of it appeared Matthan. It was a strange thing to admit but seeing him made things a bit easier."Your place or my place?" He asked."No one will be barging your place anytime soon," I replied. At least, that wasn't a lie.True." Matthan took my hand and led me towards the door. I looked back at my room one last time. There was a possibility this was the last time I was going to see it. I had been afraid of telling myself that since I had made the Carter home my home but now that it was happening, I wasn't so scared anymore. I looked forward, trying not to think about what could go wrong. We both walked through the door and I shut it. Now wasn't the time to think. I needed to act. I knew Matt would ask questions. Many I wouldn't want to answer and the last thing I wanted was to recruit him to die along with me so before those questions could leave his pretty mouth, I grabbed him by the shirt and kissed him hard on the lips.He was taken
ELOISEI don't think I was able to cry. The numbness overpowered all my other senses. It was like an out-of-body experience where you could see it all happening but there wasn't much you could do about it. I dreaded what was to come. I dreaded passing by the sign welcome to Ashlake and eventually getting home. By the time we arrived, I could already hear the wails of sirens and the chatters of passersby. No miracle was happening. I looked outside the car window and that was when the numb feeling exploded into something I knew like the back of my hand. Men dressed like paramedics carried a big black bag from the house as they loaded the body inside the ambulance."It's not real," I told myself, and how I wished that were true. What I would have done to let that be my truth."Miss, there is–" I didn't even let the butler finish before I opened the car door and stepped outside."Tell Orla that I am grateful for everything she has done for me." I managed to say while holding my tears. Tha