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Why Am I Forcing It?  

Author: Nora A
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-24 20:55:41

Lily’s POV

Sitting down alone in the room, I couldn't help but think and process everything from the way it happened, from how I fell into that deep pit. I was able to escape, then even come all the way to where Alpha Derek saw me. All those things are more than enough for me to believe and realize in myself that I have powers that I cannot speak of and powers that my mom had always told me about.

As I sat on the bed, I couldn't help but reminisce on all the things she told me. How she told me she was sure my powers were going to come back. And the fact that she gave me tips on how to take care of myself so that I can be able to use those powers very well. I can't believe I never actually believed her. And I never really did any of the things she wanted me to do. It made me a bit frustrated.

“Well, in any case I was glad.” Mostly I was glad that I listened to her and was patient. I guess all the patience is finally paying off. Now that I am finally seeing changes in me and seeing th
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