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SIXTY-SIX | LOST

Author: Hazel Lowell
last update Last Updated: 2020-07-14 08:00:05
Hi, Samyak said. I went to respond vocally, but I then realised that he had not, in fact, spoken. He had mindlinked me.

Hey, I replied, my mouth stretching into a dopey, excited grin.

The feeling reminded me of being a child, of sending secret messages to my friends. The sort of joy that can come only from the sneaking feeling that you’re getting away with something; not a malicious kind of hiding, more an innocent, giggling state of being.

Samyak’s emotions were intensified through the bond, too. I could feel his glee as well as my own. The drizzle was becoming heavier, falling in fat droplets onto our skin, but we did not care nor move. We lay under the moonlight and explored one another, feeling out the parameters of our newly completed mate bond.

We stood, after a while, our backs sodden from the wet grass. Under the crystal light of the moon we danced, filled with such happiness that we had to move, to hold one another and twirl through the wildflowers. I leapt into Samyak’s arms,
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Aeryn Parker Moss
I hope he had a younger sister he couldn't save. it'll make sense that he didn't tell her before they bonded.
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Aeryn Parker Moss
it'll be like..."hey I love you but I'll always love someone else more. I couldn't tell you because I didn't trust that you wouldn't leave me and since you are my second chance, I wouldn't be able to take over as alpha if we didn't bond." yeah sounds like a real winner.
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Aeryn Parker Moss
that would be terrible on multiple levels. 1. even through she's perfect for him and he her, there was someone more perfect that he couldn't have. 2. he didn't tell her before they completed the bond. like how she told him about Jake. it would be a betrayal of trust.
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