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I Just Want His Sperm

Author: Quinta
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-27 17:40:15
Lillian's POV

The restaurant feels suddenly suffocating. The quiet clinking of dishes and low hum of voices fade as Catherine's words echo in my mind.

She couldn't mean it... could she?

"Aren't you going to guess?" Her voice is almost playful, teasing, as if this is some innocent game.

"It can't be..."

"Yes, Lillian. The man providing the sperm is Michael."

Inside, disbelief and anger are crashing like waves. Just then, Michael strides back to the table, his brow raised as he glances between us.

"What did I miss?" he asks.

"Michael, are you really planning on having a child with this woman?"

He shifts awkwardly, glancing at Catherine, who's watching him with a triumphant expression.

"Yes, Lillian. I was going to talk to you about it, but I was afraid you'd misunderstand."

"Misunderstand? How could I possibly misunderstand this?"

"Lillian, please," he says, trying to calm me.

"Catherine is a friend, and she wants to be a mother. I thought helping her would be... thoughtful. It's not what you think. The global birth rate is so low, and it's a good thing that an outstanding woman like her wants to have children. We should all support it."

The look he gives me is filled with disappointment, as if I'm the one in the wrong. Tears prick at my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall.

Not here, not with Catherine watching me like a hawk, waiting for my reaction.

"Michael, we've been married for two years. I wanted children, but you said it wasn't the right time. You told me you didn't want to be an absent father. And now.... suddenly it's the right time, but for her?"

"Oh, I just need his sperm, Lillian," Catherine says with a laugh, as if this is all perfectly reasonable. "Michael is still loyal to you. You're being too narrow-minded."

Narrow-minded? My hands clench.

I push back my chair, the loud scrape drawing glances from nearby tables.

"How can you do this to me?" My voice rising, trembling with hurt and rage. "You've been planning on having a baby with another woman and didn't even tell me?"

Micheal shoots me a warning look, glancing around. "Lillian, please," he hisses. "This is exactly why I didn't want to tell you—you always make everything a scene."

I gasp a laugh, the sound bitter. "So you were going to have a baby with another woman and not even tell me?"

"A scene?' I repeat, my voice filled with bitter disbelief.

I grab my glass of water, and without thinking, toss it at him. The water splashes over his face and shirt, leaving him shocked and silent.

I don't give him a chance to react; I turn on my heel and walk briskly out of the restaurant.

“What are you doing Lillian?!”I hear Catherine scolding me from behind.

"What a bitch!" I curse her in my heart.

I expect Miachael to run after me, to call my name and beg me to come back, but as I glance back, I see him still at the table, with Catherine calmly dabbing his face with a napkin, comforting him.

The cold night air hits me as I step onto the sidewalk, but it does nothing to soothe the anger burning in my chest.

My thoughts spin wildly, each step taking me farther from the restaurant and the betrayal I left behind.

We talked about children. It was something I dreamed of, imagined sharing with him. Every time I brought it up, he'd dismissed it, saying we weren't ready, that he wanted to be present, that it wasn't fair to me if he couldn't be there.

And I'd believed him. Why wouldn't I?

Now, as I walk aimlessly down the street, all I can think about is how easily he discarded those promises. He hadn't wanted a child with me, but for Catherine, it was "thoughtful."

The pain is overwhelming, a gnawing ache that i can't push down. I don't even know where I am. The streets are unfamiliar. This isn't America, this isn't my home.

Towering buildings loom over me, feeling colder and darker with each step.

My foot splashes into a puddle, soaking my shoes and ankle. I stop, staring down at the muddy water, feeling a surge of anger rise again.

Another ruined outfit, another indignity piled onto today.

I take a step forward, then another, irrationally stomping in the puddle. Water splashes up around me, drenching my legs.

Then a deep voice comes from behind me, starling me.

"Stop,don't do anything stupid!"

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