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Mood Swings

Author: Suzzane Belle
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

She was so hurt by Rufus it was hard to breathe and his was so confused by his mood swings and herself for being so emotional. Why had he touched her face like that? Why had he gotten mad when she didn’t stay by his side? Was it because he was not only possessive but overly protective?

She’d bared her emotions alone in his penthouse and still felt horribly vulnerable—a state she’d spent countless therapy hours learning to avoid. She wanted nothing more than to be home, to be with her boys, freed from the pressure of acting like she was completely pulled together when she was anything but. You set yourself up for this, she reminded herself. Suck it up

Someone from his security, carried food he ordered before he had his way on her. Rufus was very careful, he only let his trusted men go near them and their kids. She focused on the variety of food in front of her.

She scoops a sizeable heap of sautéed chorizo and slow-cooked chicken in a chipotle a

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