After weeks of preparation and therapy to get me ready for me to live on my own my mother was still like a mother goose and wouldnt let me roll myself out of the room because she didnt want me to hurt myself. My father for once raised his voice to her when we reached the door way, "Rosa Madeline Franco! how is our daughter going to learn how to do this on her own if you wont allow her to do it herself?!" my mother looked at him shocked that he raised his voice to her for the first time and she wasnt able to respond with a whitty comeback for it, my mouth gaped open as i whitnessed the first day my mother was speechless for once and actually allowed me to do something on my own without pestering me every second for her to do it for me. It was such a freeing moment for me till my mother had to drive me to my new house, I was not too happy about that but till I was retaught how to drive without being able to use my legs I had no other choice. My father told me that he left me more than enough funds for me to use so that if I needed to get around I could or if they needed gas to take me anywhere I could help out with gas, I shrugged my shoulder and nod as I am being lifted out of the car by my father; my father was quite tall which made me question how he was able to ride around in my mothers vehicle without being squished into the seat. Being placed into my wheelchair my father told me they set up security cameras inside and outside my house to monitor it and make sure no one was going to harm me while living alone, which I was okay with because I wasn't too sure of the people who lived in the neighborhood and some of the male neighbors gave me the creeps because they always waved to me when I was going to school as if they knew what time I would leave the house with my mother. My father told me he also hired security to keep a close eye on me and to protect me throughout the time I would be learning how to get around without their help, my father was eager to know that I had potential of being able to walk again in the near future if I continued with my exrcises as I was used to doing in the hospital; my mother and father didnt however tell me that they got me a dog as a homecoming gift so it came as a shock to me to see such a well behaved pooch sitting near the kitchen as we came into the house. It came as a shock to me that the dog they got me was a self efficitent dog that was trained to use the bathroom inside the house in the toilet so i wouldnt have to take him outside, my father told me that he was there to be my extra security just incase the guard outside my house ever decided to try to hurt me in any way so the dog was a secret and was a complete suprise to anyone that would try to harm me.
I look around my new home and smile as I see my mother helped my father decorate the new house that was officially mine to keep, I was bit nervous to stay inside the new house alone so my parents stayed in the guest room in which would have a key that locked on the outside and wasnt able to be unlocked from the inside due to it be a code on the inside that could keep anyone out of it that was not welcomed, I questioned my father since I never really knew what his job description was as I grew up but of course he avoided the question and told me that if I needed him all I had to do was scream and he would come running. I sighed as I wheeled around my house for the first time and placed my new belongings inside the proper places they needed to be, I rolled myself into the bathroom and prepared the shower just like i did many times before only this time it was going to be a fight to get undressed this time, looking at my phone I get an unsettling feeling that someone was watching me so I called my father on the phone and asked if he would mind coming to the bathroom and sitting in it while I showered because I had an uneasy feeling of someone watching me through the window, my father practically almost falling on his face comes running into the bathroom; he looks at the well covered window and stands directly infront of it so I could get undressed to shower, i giggle as I get underessed and roll into the shower. Closing the dark doors so my father wouldnt see me naked I tell him that he can relax on the bench near the shower now that I was inside the shower and he could no longer see me; my father sighs and sits down and asks me how I was feeling after getting home, i stay silent for a moment then respond by saying that I was okay but that I didnt think living on my own for the first time in the current state I was in was going to bring mixed emotions that made me nervous to be alone, my father was silent for a moment and told me; " Esrath, you are smart and beautiful just like your mother and I know you are going to be okay, however my daughter I think it is time that you found you someone that could be here to help you with your everday life and protect you from anyone hurting you. I know you are not fond of having a boyfriend..or girlfriend but it is something you will eventually have to experience and something that will benift you in the future if you do decide to have someone in your life sweetie." I sigh as I look down at my legs that were no longer useful if I ever did decide to find someone that would want to love me since I couldnt even love myself with the way I was left from that accident, no one would ever want someone like me who cant even stand on her own two feet let alone shower alone. I respond to him adressing my concerns and my father scoffs as he crosses his arms and places his index finger and thumb in the bridge of his nose, "Esrath if that is your only concern is if they are gonna want you to do something on your own then maybe you should look for someone that is the same as you, you can not go through life refusing to accept that someone can love you for you and want to care for you no matter the state you are in." I sigh once more and agree with him only to make the current conversation end, once I was done rinsing off my father handed my a towel while I stuck my hand outside the dark door to grab it. My father then stood infront of the bathroom window as he did before at this point I laughed as I saw the man that raised me trying to look intimidating to whoever he thought was standing outside the window.
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use.Esrath's POVLoud noises came from the bathroom across the hall and a throbing sensation came through as the noise grew louder, I whine at the pain that struck my temples making me jolt right up to rub it and get it to stop aching, rubbing my temples with my fingers I sigh and try to open my eyes but the drowsy feeling I had made them shut more. I rub my eyes in hopes to wake them up and search with my hands for my wheelchair to get out of my bed and get ready for today, I call for my father and mother to say good morning only there was no response other than the noise coming from the bathroom across the hall, I yawn and call for Malvatoff to aid me in reaching my wheelchair all the while my eyelids were being so stubborn and sleep was pushing on my body as much as possible; flinging the covers off of me I adjust myself to the edge of my bed only to come to my senses tha
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use.36 hours....it has been 36 hours since I was able to lay down, I look around to see myself sitting in my wheelchair staring at the door to my room in the secured house... I hear my father coming to the room and my stomach starts to feel sickly as I hear my father laughing. My body starts to tremble as he unlocks the door, looking around for something to protect myself with but found nothing I go to move my hands to roll myself away from the center of the room when I notice that I was bolted down with chains that were bolted to the floor for stability; I could hear my father talking to someone outside the door saying that there wont be another chance like this once I was up and walking around, my eyes fill with tears as I tell myself that this is all a dream...the door opens and my father calls out to me almost taunting me "Hey kiddo someone is here to visit you for a whil
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use, sexual intercourse. Authors Note: Listen to Lover by Taylor Swift for realistic Feelings. Following him to the bed that was there I could feel butterflies in my stomach, my nerves made my body vibrate at the thought of being with such a gentleman. He pulls me close and kisses my jawline and caresses my back. José: “if you are nervous my love, we can wait till we are out of here.” I frown and know that there is no escape and tell him: Esrath: “No I want you now while I am able!” I could feel his heart drop at my words, he looked me in the eyes and placed his forehead on mine and kisses it. José: “I want you to want me baby, I don’t want you to want to do it with me because it is the only time you think you can have me. I promised you I was going to get you out of here so please promise to me that you will be truthful to me.” Esrath: “I promise, I do want you rig
I can feel my heart racing as we run through the jungle to escape from the man trying to kill us! How could this have happened to me??????? I looked around for an escape......' Esrath: "Wow her acting is so lame!" Mother: "It is not lame, its good and I am on the edge of my seat to see what will happen next! Now zip it and let me watch my movie!" I sigh and look at the movie she was watching then back at her to say something to her and see her wording each line, rolling my eyes I get off the bed as I head to the kitchen to get me a snack. José was at work and I go to text him but no answer, was he freaked out with what I told him that night? Man was I stupid 3 days ago; I sigh and look through the fridge to get a snack but nothing looked good so feeling defeated for the third time today I close the fridge door and turn to the living room when I see that José was already home but sleeping on the couch...my heart hurt to see that he was sleeping on the couch and not our bed. Esr
**Distant chatter coming from down the hall** Random girl #1:” God Esrath is such a dweeb; she thinks that we are friends and honestly if her parents weren't loaded, I would have hit her with my car; like ugh she is so ugly and annoying!” Random Girl #2: “I know and the way she dresses makes me want to hurl!” Macy: “I mean I am only friends with her because her parents paid me to be nice to her since I was 5, otherwise I wouldn’t even care to be around her. An extra 5k a month has been really good lately!” I could feel the tears burning my eyes, why was I remembering this now? And why is it that I can't feel my legs or arms? I look around and feel my chest was super tight and it was like if my body was trying to keep the air out of my lungs, before I knew it, I was under water being chocked by Macy who looked like she couldn’t breathe herself, I try to help her but before I could I was thrown to the house my father had me and my mother trapped in... I look around to see that it
My heart felt heavy and my body was shaking as my chest felt tight at the words that he said to me that night, I had not spoken to him since due to the information that was finally brought forward to my attention. I felt anger and betrayal from the man I chose to put my trust in; my trust was now dissipating from all the lies he had held behind my back, though I wanted to always be near him because I longed for his tough my heart and mind were at war constantly over whether or not I should trust him again. He called all the time to try to speak to me and I ended up turning my phone off to have some silence for one, I was so angry that he held so much information to himself and didn't bother to even tell me what was going on and why he was really there to help me escape. I felt nasty and betrayed and my heart that had held hatred for my father cried for him because I realized my father was trying to protect me from the guy I was escaping with; my mother remained silent after that inf
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use.Esrath POV This was too much for me to hold dear to my heart, tears began to rush down my face and chills ran through my body like waves of electricity as I began to try to steady my breathing, I can hear a soft voice talking to me. I look over to see my mother in her navy-blue cocktail dress as she is helping to fix my make up as my tears escape my eyes and a smile breaks out on her face as I look at her. My darling daughter you have made me so proud, I know how much we both have suffered to get to this point in our lives but we need to keep calm before we ruin our make up! Her eyes begin to water as she wafts air toward them and tilts her head upward so no tears escape her eyes, I look at myself in the mirror and see that my nose is a bright red from the crying I have done and my face was becoming puff as well while the makeup artist helps to reapply my perfectly a
After everything was said and done was I even able to accept that my mother had once had me violated to save her ass? Or did I need to see that my mother had not changed from that side of her because she was using me and Jose as shelter from those who were after her still while my father was left out in the open having to defend himself against the Mafia and the Boss of said Mafia's wrath that my mother unleashed by running away rather than paying them back to protect not only me but my father who was only trying to free me that night? Had I known the full truth I would have taken my father with me not my mother, I let out a deep sigh of much-needed relief as I rubbed my temples to control the migraine I just earned from overthinking everything, my brain was in need of some relaxation time and I intended to give it the food it desired. However, the maid was not given the memo of vacation leave to spend time with her family as I was no longer needing her services till my fiance would re
Jora's POV As I watched my son and daughter play in the living room I hear a knock on the door, I got up thinking of the time I set for the meeting with Jordan about the company building that I had been in a bidding war with and thought that he was rather early for the set time we agreed upon, opening the door I stopped in my tracks looking at the man in front of me, he was wearing a white suit that looked expensive as his beard was well maintained, his eyes were a deep Hazel and looked dangerous as he stared at me as if he was staring at a ghost, his hand was clasped on his wrist adjusting his watch as he began to speak. " I know that I was to show up around noon, but I have other business to attend to, so I was hoping..." his words fell when he looked at me and took a step forward to make sure he was not seeing things, then his hands gripped my hips as he attempted to pull me to him when we heard a small voice yelling at another small voice, I pushed him away from me and shut and
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment, violence, crime, and language use. The more I tried to process the words that were told to me by my mother, the tighter my chest felt as my mind began to hurt, was it true that my mother did that to me and ruined all hope I had for someone who was to be my best friend and who I thought shared my pain.....however I was wrong, before I could process anything further I had turned to the man who harmed my mother and wanted to tell him how angry I was but there was nothing to say at that moment because he was already gone from the expression that my face made you could tell that he understood what he did was wrong and that I would never forgive him for what he did to her, no amount of pain would be worth hers in return for we had agreed to never stoop so low in which he had. Though my heart hurt and I felt conflicted with all the lies that were told to me I looked helplessly at the ceiling still processing ev
Jose POV It had been days since I had seen Esrath after what I did to her mother, I vanished out of her sight because the look she gave me burned into the back of my head, there was nothing I could do to make things better, I was couch surfing from one friend to another till one friend was kind enough to let me stay. She told me that what I did was the right thing because that woman deserved to be killed for what she did to Esrath, to lighten the mood she suggested a drinking game and I denied it because I did not trust myself being alone with her while I was sober, let alone drunk. She assured me that it was not going to be just the two of us since she invited her friends over, we all participated in the drinking game however none of us discussed who was to remain sober so we were all tipsy by the third round, I was not sure what was to happen if I kept drinking but I figured we all were adults and knew to keep it PG even when drunk, what I did not expect was to sleep with my friend
After everything was said and done was I even able to accept that my mother had once had me violated to save her ass? Or did I need to see that my mother had not changed from that side of her because she was using me and Jose as shelter from those who were after her still while my father was left out in the open having to defend himself against the Mafia and the Boss of said Mafia's wrath that my mother unleashed by running away rather than paying them back to protect not only me but my father who was only trying to free me that night? Had I known the full truth I would have taken my father with me not my mother, I let out a deep sigh of much-needed relief as I rubbed my temples to control the migraine I just earned from overthinking everything, my brain was in need of some relaxation time and I intended to give it the food it desired. However, the maid was not given the memo of vacation leave to spend time with her family as I was no longer needing her services till my fiance would re
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use.Esrath POV This was too much for me to hold dear to my heart, tears began to rush down my face and chills ran through my body like waves of electricity as I began to try to steady my breathing, I can hear a soft voice talking to me. I look over to see my mother in her navy-blue cocktail dress as she is helping to fix my make up as my tears escape my eyes and a smile breaks out on her face as I look at her. My darling daughter you have made me so proud, I know how much we both have suffered to get to this point in our lives but we need to keep calm before we ruin our make up! Her eyes begin to water as she wafts air toward them and tilts her head upward so no tears escape her eyes, I look at myself in the mirror and see that my nose is a bright red from the crying I have done and my face was becoming puff as well while the makeup artist helps to reapply my perfectly a
My heart felt heavy and my body was shaking as my chest felt tight at the words that he said to me that night, I had not spoken to him since due to the information that was finally brought forward to my attention. I felt anger and betrayal from the man I chose to put my trust in; my trust was now dissipating from all the lies he had held behind my back, though I wanted to always be near him because I longed for his tough my heart and mind were at war constantly over whether or not I should trust him again. He called all the time to try to speak to me and I ended up turning my phone off to have some silence for one, I was so angry that he held so much information to himself and didn't bother to even tell me what was going on and why he was really there to help me escape. I felt nasty and betrayed and my heart that had held hatred for my father cried for him because I realized my father was trying to protect me from the guy I was escaping with; my mother remained silent after that inf
**Distant chatter coming from down the hall** Random girl #1:” God Esrath is such a dweeb; she thinks that we are friends and honestly if her parents weren't loaded, I would have hit her with my car; like ugh she is so ugly and annoying!” Random Girl #2: “I know and the way she dresses makes me want to hurl!” Macy: “I mean I am only friends with her because her parents paid me to be nice to her since I was 5, otherwise I wouldn’t even care to be around her. An extra 5k a month has been really good lately!” I could feel the tears burning my eyes, why was I remembering this now? And why is it that I can't feel my legs or arms? I look around and feel my chest was super tight and it was like if my body was trying to keep the air out of my lungs, before I knew it, I was under water being chocked by Macy who looked like she couldn’t breathe herself, I try to help her but before I could I was thrown to the house my father had me and my mother trapped in... I look around to see that it
I can feel my heart racing as we run through the jungle to escape from the man trying to kill us! How could this have happened to me??????? I looked around for an escape......' Esrath: "Wow her acting is so lame!" Mother: "It is not lame, its good and I am on the edge of my seat to see what will happen next! Now zip it and let me watch my movie!" I sigh and look at the movie she was watching then back at her to say something to her and see her wording each line, rolling my eyes I get off the bed as I head to the kitchen to get me a snack. José was at work and I go to text him but no answer, was he freaked out with what I told him that night? Man was I stupid 3 days ago; I sigh and look through the fridge to get a snack but nothing looked good so feeling defeated for the third time today I close the fridge door and turn to the living room when I see that José was already home but sleeping on the couch...my heart hurt to see that he was sleeping on the couch and not our bed. Esr
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use, sexual intercourse. Authors Note: Listen to Lover by Taylor Swift for realistic Feelings. Following him to the bed that was there I could feel butterflies in my stomach, my nerves made my body vibrate at the thought of being with such a gentleman. He pulls me close and kisses my jawline and caresses my back. José: “if you are nervous my love, we can wait till we are out of here.” I frown and know that there is no escape and tell him: Esrath: “No I want you now while I am able!” I could feel his heart drop at my words, he looked me in the eyes and placed his forehead on mine and kisses it. José: “I want you to want me baby, I don’t want you to want to do it with me because it is the only time you think you can have me. I promised you I was going to get you out of here so please promise to me that you will be truthful to me.” Esrath: “I promise, I do want you rig