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2022-09-23 13:01:19Mardichi led me up and into a chamber that was completely done in red. Red tapestries depicting great mounts on fire. One specifically which looked distinctly familiar.
I wandered to it and pointed. “Is this you?”
“Yes. A slave girl from Nightway stitched it for me from one of Lucien’s paintings.”
Lucien?
“Slave girl?”
“Not the same manner of slave as you.” He said off-handedly in a vague attempt at reassurance. “She did much mending and provided pleasant enough company. But she was far tinier than you. Like the Saxon women in the UpperLands.”
He shuddered. “I’d forever rend one of those. I’d much rather be with a woman that’s clearly a woman.”
I was strangely complimented and insulted at the same time.
He does have a way of doing that.
“How many slaves like me have you had?”
He looked back at the tapestry. “There are none like you.”
“You mean for the same purpose?”
He g
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