KylieMy chest felt so heavy, and it was as if I was continuously stabbed right into my heart looking at him. Despite how badly he tries to convince me, I can see agony written all over Jacob's face, and yet he is still the one who is sorry.“I understand you,” he kept mumbling while nodding, making me feel ashamed.“But I meant everything I’ve said, Kylie. I really do love you, and no matter how badly I wanted this to work out with the first woman I’ve ever looked at this way, I don’t want to force you on anything.” Jacob licks his bottom lip, forcing a smile. “Because that is not what love is.”“I love you by my choice, and I will continue to even without receiving it back.”I remained standing in my place, unable to say or react to anything.“Do you hear me?” He began to reduce the distance between us, which he created a while ago. “Kylie, please say something. I don’t want you to hate me.” Jacob angled his head to catch a glimpse of my glance.Quietly exhaling, I forced my weak fe
KylieI quickly rushed to run after Bianca, and before she could even shut the door of the room she was currently staying in, I stuck my arms in between, not minding if I’d hurt myself.Having no other option, she pulled the door open.“Why? What’s that?” I asked, bitterly laughing as I stepped inside.“I’m sorry, Kylie. I didn’t mean to.” Bianca rigorously shook her head, looking troubled.“You saw us, didn’t you?” I glanced at her, only seeing a hint of concern on her face. “Bianca,” I called, hoping it would make her say anything, but it didn’t.She remained shut, looking at the floor.“You know that I can understand if you don’t want me for Jacob—”“No! Of course not, Kylie,” Bianca immediately spat, cutting me off.“Then why did you leave?”She took a deep breath before scratching her forehead once. “Because I wanted you to tell me about it whenever you’re ready. I don’t want you to tell me this just because you have no choice.”I nodded, getting from where she was coming from. B
KylieIt was because of wolfsbane. I knew it. There was definitely something else on his dagger that made me feel this kind of pain. Bianca’s cold-as-ice hands were the only thing that was keeping me conscious. I couldn't even open my eyes fully and my vision spinning so badly.“Just hold on, Kylie. I had already mind-linked Allan, help should be coming any minute now.”I reached for Bianca's left hand, gripping it, as my chest thumped with fear. This was the very first time I felt truly scared for my life. Not because of myself, but for my daughter.I couldn’t leave her behind this fast. I got to fight this for her.Shortly, I was relieved to hear footsteps approaching. Jacob was the first one to enter, followed by Allan and a few more men behind him.“Search the entire house and find a lead to whoever did this!” Jacob snarled before kneeling down in front of me.“Who the hell did this?!” Cupping my face with his rough hands, I felt safer than ever.Bianca shrugged with tears filling
KylieMy eyes lit up with surprise, yet I was certain I should be delighted to hear those words from him instead. I failed to respond right away, staring blankly at Jacob while he only warmly smiled at me. It would mean a lot to me, but I don’t want him to do that.“No, you don’t need to do that,” I muttered, shaking my head once.“I will and will be glad to do so. I’m serious about you, Kylie. I am ready to do what it takes.”“It takes nothing, Jacob. You don’t need—”“Don’t you want me to be Freya’s father?” he asked in return, cutting me off. “You even considered the name I suggested for her, so I don’t think you will need to answer it.”As a result, we both laughed.Indeed, Jacob was the one who gave me an idea of what to name my daughter. However, it wasn't supposed to imply that I would want him to be her father.The door creaks open and Lydia, one of the Omegas, enters.“Alpha,” she called, catching Jacob’s attention before walking up to him and getting Freya from him.Probably
LoganA loud banging noise from the door appeared in the middle of the night. Just before I could even stand up from my swivel chair to attend to it, the door pushed open, and Hanna barged in.“How dare you?!” she began, yelling, throwing a bunch of papers into my face. “You even have the guts to hide this from me?! Just so you forgot, Logan, your pack was still up and running because of our pack’s money! My pack’s money!”I didn’t have to get the papers scattered on the ground as I had already seen Kylie’s photo from some of them.“Where did you get all of these?” I calmly asked.Hating or even getting mad at this point wouldn’t be helpful. I’m fucked up by the time she finds out about this, I ain’t going to do anything to put myself in a worse situation.She scoffed, “Does that even matter?! What matters is that you’re still caring for that woman! Tell me, is she really your true mate, Logan?”I heavily shut my eyes together, leaning back onto my swivel chair. My shoulders felt so h
KylieMy heart was thumping in terror and fright at the same time. If anything bad happened to Freya, I don’t know if I could even forgive myself.Rushing upstairs, I went through each room I saw without minding anything. I had no idea where her room was yet, so I had to check every single one of them.My chest was pumping loudly and fast because every room I checked so far was empty. My flesh was trembling because of fear I had never felt in my life. It was as if it would be my death if I lost my daughter.Until I landed in the room beside Jacob’s. Pushing the door, I had no idea what to feel seeing her crib inside. Further walking inside, the relief I should already have had instantly vanished upon seeing her crib empty.“Freya?” it came out a whisper, which was followed by a loud worried call, “Freya! My daughter—”“Kylie?” Lydia’s voice from behind made me quickly shift my feet to turn on my back.Seeing her holding Freya in her arms, a sigh was automatically released.“Are you al
KylieHis touches were soft and gentle, yet they managed to make my heart race. I stayed put in my place, feeling my body heating in desire.Empty mind and all I could think of was how it made me feel so good. I felt his rough palm caressing my left shoulder and with only one flick of his finger, the strap of my silk nightdress fell down.I shut my eyes once, pursing my lips together. But replaying the same scene the night I gave myself to my mate, Logan, my lips automatically let open.“Loga—” Hence, before I could moan his name, I forced my eyes to open immediately.Adrenaline began rushing through me and upon seeing Jacob on top of me, I had no idea what had gotten into me and I involuntarily pushed Jacob’s shoulders. It wasn't forceful enough, but he got what I meant, and he indeed moved a little.My heart was still racing, however, not because of pleasure and desire, but instead of fright and terror.“W…why?” Jacob's voice was hoarse, lifting his face to look up at me.“N-n-no,”
KylieSeeing a different kind of seriousness written on Jacob’s face, I hastily put Freya’s birth certificate back inside.I’m certain this matter could wait. I will have years to think about introducing her real father to her. But right now, a father like Jacob is what she needs.“Hmm? What is it that you brought me here then?”Moreover, it’s not like Jacob didn’t directly tell me he'd claim Freya as his daughter, so why would I even be surprised when he really did? I should have expected this.He was sitting at his table with his arms wide open to welcome me into a hug. With a bright smile, I walked up to him. He locked me tightly in his arms, making me sit on his lap.I was facing him sideways while he sat with his chin resting on my left shoulder. His minty breath brushed against my neck, yet I tried my real best to keep my focus on listening to whatever he was dealing with.Whatever it is he wants to tell me is definitely something important and badly bothers him.“What is it? Do
KylieI was stunned, staring blankly into his eyes, which turned softer in an instant. The soreness and brittleness of his voice kept on ringing into my mind.Did I just hear him ask me to choose him? He doesn’t seem to understand what he’s doing.A man like Logan was never used to rejection. But asking me to choose him while using our daughter as a threat is ridiculous. Logan’s eyes glistened with tears welling up in them. I waited for him to take back what he said, thinking it was just his wolf’s fault, but he added, “You heard me right.”And what about Hanna? She was the root of all of our chaos. Hanna was the reason why I was banished. Or is it because the arranged marriage would be over soon, just like what he promised me back then?The need to voice those thoughts was present, but the courage to do so was nowhere to be found.I’m afraid to ask for anything. I was afraid because I knew he was never there for me when I needed answers. Logan didn’t choose me before; why is he aski
KylieLogan's steps were quick and big, but I forced my legs to stride bigger to keep up with him. My eyes were fixed on his back, and I felt my chest pounding every second that passed. He entered Freya’s room and left the door ajar. It was as if he really wanted me to follow him.When my feet landed inside the room, I caught Logan already standing in front of the glass window.“What are you planning?” As soon as my shaky voice echoed inside the room, he was forced to look back at me with a devilish smirk on his lips.“You’re too fast,” he uttered, tilting his head to the left.Blazing yet dark, his eyes went up to my head and down to my toes. Logan clicked his tongue before he turned back to face the window behind him and threw his clenched fist at it. The glass window shattered into pieces.“Logan!” I squealed, afraid that Freya might get hurt by the tiny pieces of glass.He indeed looked back, which I immediately regretted as he began lowly growling. My feet automatically took a st
KylieThe other twenty warriors that were inside the training hall were commanded by Jacob to surround the packhouse. We didn’t get any answer from Hanna on how many members they brought. But we have no choice but to take our chances. We at least got to try.“Don’t hesitate to kill anyone you’ve come across. There were no exceptions. Not even their almighty Alpha,” Jacob had made it clear for the third time now.Allan and Bianca volunteered to lead the twenty warriors to the backdoors, which the Eclipse Pack couldn't have known. While Carlo, Larry, and the other two warriors who were keeping Hanna came with us.A piece of cloth was gagged into Hanna’s mouth to refrain her from making any sound as we made our way back to the Pack’s mansion.The silence that rang through the corners of the mansion made my thumping heart worse. We have no idea what awaits us inside.As soon as we all made it inside after stepping into the double doors, the light suddenly flicked open. Every light was tur
KylieI remained shut, trying to figure out who the familiar voice was. But it didn’t last longer as I was forcibly twisted. Because her hand was gripping both my arms, it was a lot easier for her to control me.There was no hint of surprise on my face upon realizing it was Hanna.Although she had a twin sister, I didn’t need to think twice because only Hanna would have the means to come for me and do this.“Hey, Hanna,” I playfully mocked. “Did you make it as Logan’s Luna? I bet the Pack is yet to recover, hmm?” I leaned in closer to her, and spat, “Because you’re still by his side like a puppet.”Her teeth gritted and she held my arms tighter. It caused me pain, but I couldn’t pay any attention.She was the reason why I was banished in the first place. Logan and I were getting along until she came acting as if she was someone significant... Well, she is, because she's got everything Logan wanted his Luna to have; wealth, and title, which I don't.Aside from the fact that she’s nothi
KylieI took a step back as they stepped forward to reach me. My every move was quiet and light as I tried to maintain eye contact with the three of them, disregarding my racing heartbeats.“Who are you? What do you need?” I asked with the hope it would somewhat distract them. But like a hungry lion with his prey, their eyes were locked with mine.My unsteady knees were making it hard for me to continue to step away, but I kept going until I felt my hips hit against the kitchen counter. My hands scanned through the top of it, searching for anything to use against them.There were three muscular and tall men in front of me. No matter how skilled I am at fighting, I will end up losing.After my hands didn’t feel anything placed on the counter, my heart thumped harder.I just need something. Just something! I was shaking so badly as my hands traced down the handle of the drawer of the counter.Praying to the Moon Goddess was the only thing I had in mind or else I hoped miracles would hap
KylieI could hear my heartbeat ringing through both my ears, disallowing me to mind anything around me. It was as if everything shut down and the only thing I got my attention to was Dianna.Dianna was then muted after that, making the torment of my racing heart worse.“Wha..?” Suddenly, my voice was low as I failed to hide my nervousness by stuttering because of my hitching breath. Placing my trembling hands behind me, I licked my lower lip, which was cracking as my throat ran dry.Her lips were twitching widely into a grin and the need not to let her feel that her accusation was driving me nuts began to fill me. I completely had no idea whether she was bluffing or if she really knew the truth about me, but I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of seeing me moved.“What makes you think I’ll be rattled by that?” I forced myself not to stutter and conceal my fear with the hope she was lying just like me.Dianna’s brows came together into the middle, puzzled, seeing my calm demeanor. A
Kylie“I can’t join you,” Jacob said straightforwardly, making my heart cheer in glee.A smile appeared on my lips hearing his response, but before anyone could see it, I bowed my head down.“What?!” Dianna freaked out, slamming the table with her palm, causing the utensils on top of it to clank.“If you are thinking about the training for the warriors, I can take over it,” Larry chimed in.Jacob shook his head once. “No, Dad. Freya also had her follow-up check-up today,” he casually said, taking in a piece of bacon inside his mouth like he didn’t give a damn about the fact that Dianna’s veins were popping out of her temple in anger.“That Freya over our baby in my womb?” I overheard Dianna sharply murmuring.I could feel blood running out of my face as my entire body ran cold. I was suddenly scared of where this conversation would go. Everyone here knows the truth about Freya’s father and I wouldn’t ever want her to be compared to Jacob’s real child that’s in Dianna’s womb.“And? So
KylieJacob groaned heavily, “Who will be interrupting me early this morning.” I felt his lips on my neck one last time before he stood up, his shoulders slumped as he attended to the door.I sat down on the mattress, fixing myself, when just a minute after I heard the door creak open, it was then quickly shut. Jacob walked back to bed, his face wrinkled and his brows meeting each other in the middle.“Who is it?” I asked out of curiosity, seeing his face crumpled with annoyance.Just a second ago, his lips were widely stretched into a bright beam, then after attending to who was at the door, his face was suddenly long.Before Jacob could utter a word, another knock from the door rang, but at this time, a woman’s voice called for his name. Having this odd feeling building up in my mind, I stood before him and went to the door.Upon opening it, I wasn’t wrong to see who was behind it.“Oh,” she gasped, placing her palm over her mouth. “Good morning, Kylie.”“What do you need?” I strai
KyliePlacing both my hands up in the air, I shook my head as I kept a distance between us.“Of course, I don’t want to lose you. I love you too mu—”“That’s it!” I cut him off. “Your father was right. You’re not stupid, and you know that Dianna’s not lying, but you just can’t admit it because of me.”Jacob tried reaching for me, explaining. But I continuously pushed him away.“We’re done,” I weakly uttered, crossing my arms against my chest as if it would protect me from getting myself hurt by my own words and decisions.My own words cut through me, but I don’t want to hold him back from facing his responsibility with Dianna and the pup in her womb.“How can you say this so easily, Kylie?” Jacob asked in disbelief, looking at me with his crumpled face.Veins on his temples started to show up while he clenched his jaw.Believe it or not, I was as hurt as Jacob was, but I’m certain this is how things should be between us. Eventually, this is how this is going to end, and the least I co