"Hey! Hey!" Kimberly called me from her desk. "Get over here now!"
"I know I'm late-"
"Okay..." I took a seat next to her.
"First of all, Mr. Beck is letting a few people go." She whispered.
There have been rumors that half of the people in this office will be let go. The Sunrise Time Tribune isn't doing well. Nothing dramatic ever happens in this town. Only the little insignificant repetitive things and sadly, such doesn't make for interesting news.
I sank deep into the seat with a sudden damp mood. "Oh dear."
What do they say when it's time to lay people off in companies and in this case newsrooms? Last one in, first one out?
I am among the newest employees. I am among the last batch Beck Hall hired. I have worked here for two years. The first year, I was everyone's intern. I carried out all the little tasks nobody wanted to do in the office. I have fought hard to be called a reporter even if all I do is break little stories. It's too soon for me to be shown the boot! I haven't made a name for myself!
"You better start looking for a new job!" She carried on in her usual insensitive way.
"Did you hear something? Am I on the list?"
"I'm just saying." Kimberly shrugged. "You are too new honey. The chances of your name being on the list are high."
I am not going to argue with that.
Feeling too upset to listen to anything else she has to say, I went back to my desk and sat there hopelessly staring at the blank little board in front of me. There are no story idea. There's nothing to show for the two years I have been here.
What will I do if I lose my job?
It is not like anyone is hiring! At least not at a magazine or newspaper! I just took out a loan after not qualifying for two years! I just bought a cute little VW bug to make my mornings a less sweaty affair! I was just thinking to myself that gone are the days of arriving to work sweaty because of chasing after buses and being late. What curse is this?
I looked around the office.
Everyone seems fine. No one looks as disturbed as I am. Have they gotten the word that half of us may not be here next month?
Next month!
It will be a cold winter!
I grabbed the calendar to count down the days. Fifteen days left. Fifteen and it's over. I am supposed to sign a new lease for that new place with a view by the lake! I have been eyeing one of those little houses since I was in high school. The plan was to move out of my mother's house! My face fell flat on the desk. I want to sink and disappear. Better yet, I want to press rewind and start my life over. Nothing is going as planned.
How will I get out of this?
I forced myself out of my frustrated and doomed state. I need a plan. I am looking at three possibilities. One, getting laid off without anything to fall back on. I already see the cons side of the sheet full of problems that can only be resolved by money. Two, getting laid off and possibly getting a second job. I will have to settle for something that possibly pays less and not in my area of expertise. Beggars are not choosers. The cons list is shrinking. Three, not getting laid off because I am valuable to the Tribune. Yes! I need to prove myself too valuable to be disposed of.
"Miss Nolan!" My boss called me from the entrance of his office.
I don't know why but I looked at Kimberly and she shook her head in a sad way. I trust that what she thinks is true. Every time Kimberly has news, there is at least 90% chance that it is true. This once, just this once, I hope its's not.
I got up from my chair and glanced at the door. If I run away, I won't have to listen to Beck Hall firing me. If I didn't hear it, it's not to take effect, right?
My treacherous legs made their way towards him. He stepped aside for me. When he closed the door, the ringing phones and chatter ceased. It is quiet in his office.
"Have a seat Clara."
"Why? Standing is comfortable."
The tall lanky man usually rides on short fuses. One look from him and I quickly sat down on the hard old chair facing his desk.
"There is no easy way for me to say this but I have sold the Tribune and the new owner is making changes that don't include half of the people outside this door." Kimberly was right.
"Why... why am I here?" I fought the violent thudding of my heart that is making me tremble.
"I'm sorry Clara. You won't have a place here come next year."
"But... I am a hard worker. I am useful. I adapt. You can't... You need me."
"I know you are a hard worker but the new owner doesn't care."
"Who wouldn't care about people? We are people with debts and bills to pay. It is unfair to be thrown out just like that!"
"Clara-"
"Who is the new owner?"
"That is not your concern. You will receive a severance check for the time you have worked. I am grateful for your services. You can go."
Even when he said I should leave, I could not move. It took me a moment before my mind screamed at me to get up. I did so fast, nearly tripping on the legs of the armchair near the door. I rushed out and I could not see anything but the path ahead of me.
I think Kimberly tried to call me but I did not stop to answer.
Just when I think I have it all together my life comes crushing down around me.
I took the stairs up to the roof. The Sunrise Tribune is in a three story building without much of a view. We are smack in the middle of the town with other short buildings without any ambition. There is a bakery across the street. I could use a sinfully delicious chocolate cake right about now.
I leaned on the railing keeping me away from the street below. What bad news so early in the morning!
I stared at my little purple bug parked downstairs in front of the entrance to the building. I have only had it for two days. I took it to see the city over the weekend. I met up with an old friend and we christened the back seat in a dark parking lot. Only three days of owning my first car and I may as well lose it. I can't keep it when I have bills to pay.
The sight of a swerving silver sports car suddenly caught my attention. Is the driver drunk? It swerved from one side of the street to the next. It hit a truck outside the barber shop before it sped off and took my side mirror with it.
"Hey! You bastard!" I screamed from the top of the building.
I hurried down using the fire escape that took me to the back of the building. The driver was long gone by then. I picked up the crashed mirror. I think this is just the beginning of my bad day.
I checked on my car. There is an ugly graze on the side. A streak of silver paint is left on the perfect paint job of a brand new car.
"Great!"
I crossed the street to the barber shop where Mr. McGregor is standing. "Did you see that maniac who was speeding?"
"I did." He doesn't seem as bothered as I am even if his car is more damaged.
"Can you offer a description of the car? He hit my car." I pointed at the purple bug.
"I would drop it if I were you. It's nothing a little paint and tape won't fix."
"How will tape fix this?" I waved the crashed side mirror. "You may not care about your old truck but I sure as hell care about my new car."
"Take it up with the Bancrofts." He informed me.
Sunrise Cove is a small town. When a big name like Bancroft is thrown around, people tend to pay attention. The people close by are in deed listening in. News of this will spread fast!
"Was the driver a Bancroft? Did you see the plate? Is it a Bancroft?"
"I don't have to see a plate to know that the only people who drive fast European cars are from that family."
I drive a European car but it's not like anyone is noticing.
"I don't know about you but I am getting paid for my broken mirror and scratched car." I stormed off in a fit.
It occurred to me that I am skipping work when I was speeding away to the Bancroft estate which sits at the end of town. "I'm getting fired anyway so it doesn't matter." I told myself.
"Many people say that Bancrofts are the founders of Sunrise cove and that they own most of the lands here. The Bancrofts and the Carmichaels are the oldest families in town. The latter only come to town in the winter. The rest of the year, they live in the city.
They are both private families. In a small town where we all know each other's businesses, they have managed to completely steer clear of bad press and scandals. If their name pops up,it's because they have done some 'benevolent' deed. But it is possible to live privately when your house is at the end of a town with nothing but water surrounding three sides of your compound. No one ever comes here unless they live here, are delivering something, are invited or is coming to demand compensation like me.
The house sitting on elevated ground boasts of presence. It's hard to ignore such dominance. People say that the Bancrofts raised the land so that their gothic mansion can be seen as far as the town center. I think it's true because the terrain in this town is relatively flat.
Show offs!
I stopped the car at the tall iron gates. I hooted twice before a guard took notice of me.
"How can I help you?"
"I am here to see the Bancroft who drives a silver Porsche."
"I am sorry but I can't confirm your statement. Is there someone in particular you're looking for?"
"The Bancroft who drives a silver Porsche." Can I possibly be more clear than that? It's the only silver Porsche in town!
"Ma'am, I'm afraid I can't assist you. Please leave. You're blocking the gate."
My heart picked up the pace as a black SUV neared the gate from the inside. It came to a stop and flashed it's light at me. I gripped the steering wheel tightly. I just got this car and I will damned if some reckless rich entitled ass damages it before I do!
The guard came back to the side of my car. He looks irritated and impatient. "Ma'am, move your car."
"Tell whoever drives a silver Porsche to come out and talk to me." I trembled with a mixture of fear and rage. "If not, no one is leaving!"
I rolled up my window and he had no choice but to go to the driver of the SUV. After a long conversation, he made a phone call. He better be calling the owner of the silver Porsche. I hope I am not mistaken that the perpetrator lives here because the outcome of this will be nothing short of thoroughly embarrassing.
It wasn't long before I heard police sirens. In a matter of moments, the sheriff's car pulled up behind me. This is a classic boot and ant technic. He knocked my window.
Disclaimer alert!
The Sheriff and I are not friends. It has a lot to do with him constantly bursting me in places I should not be and possibly turning him down when he professed love to me. Who suddenly says 'I love you' without a background story that involves dating and getting to know each other? It's darn right creepy! Need I mention that he is almost twice my age? Ew!
He tapped my window.
I lowered it just a little.
"Miss Nolan, what are you doing?"
"Demanding simple justice for my bug."
He stepped back to look at the scratch as well as the missing mirror. He came back to lean on the car. "Listen carefully missy. You are keeping some very important people from leaving their compound over something small. If you follow me to the garage, I will make sure your car is fixed, free of charge."
"Nothing is free with you. Instead of making me offers you should be in there apprehending the reckless driver who could have killed someone today. Hint, that person is a Bancroft and he or she drives a silver Porsche."
"Miss Nolan, move your car." He looks pissed.
"Tell whoever is in the back seat of that car to come out and tell me to move my car."
He clenched his jaw. "I will have to arrest you for obstruction."
"Arrest me? What about the speed demon driving the silver Porsche? I am the victim here!"
"They are the victims with you obstructing their gate!"
"You're just sucking up to them because they line your pockets with their dirty money!"
"That's it missy!" He left and came back with a craw bar. "Get out of the car or ill smash your window open!"
"Smash away Sherriff! You're just scared they will think you got overpowered by-" I screamed and covered my head when the crowbar smashed into the window. In a matter of seconds, he slammed me against the car and cuffed me. He shoved me into the arms of another officer and he moved my purple bug out of the way.
The SUV drove past me without slowing down. The dark tinted windows kept me from seeing the passenger but I hope they could read my lips as I cursed away at them.
Never did I think this day will play out like this. It was supposed to be the perfect day. I have... I had a brand new car. I was going to have a great day. Now I'm in the back seat of the Sherriff's car and my little bug will be impounded.
Today, I lose.
When my brother was incarcerated for armed robbery, I was only twelve and I saw how upset it made my parents. He was only seventeen and moving with the wrong crowd in the city. After a grueling court proceeding, he was sentenced. I promised myself I will never find myself in the back seat of a police car for anything.Have I kept this promise?No.I seriously did not see this day playing out like this. I was supposed to go to work, have a successful day and drive home in my bug content with a days hardwok. I'm a little disappointed in myself for getting arrested but not for confronting the Bancroft's even if I didn't get to do it face to face.The only thing separating me from a mugshot is the man looking at me like I'm the star of some sick fantasy happening in his head. He better not try to use my situation to leverage something out of me. After suddenly professing his love for me out o
Bad habits.Everyone has one, two or several. I have several but one of them that I am particularly struggling with is 3AM snacking. I made a resolution -the ones people swear by as they begin a new year- that I haven't stuck to. The plan was to lose 30lbs by summer. I even bought a little polka dot bikini but I don't think I will fit into it if I am stuffing my face with chocolate chip ice cream at 3AM in the morning.But first, I savor the delightfully delicious ice cream. I will regret it later, probably in a few hours when I am unable to climb the two flights of stairs at the tribune."Mm-mmm!" I moaned from the sweetness while quietly blessing the company that made this ice cream.I opened my eyes for another scoop and caught my mother's reflection on the glossy surface of the fridge."For a second there I was excited to burst you with a man." She spoke in her us
'Local girl, Clara Nolan to get hitched to Sunrise Cove's own billionaire, Lincoln Bancroft!' Story by Kimberly Lawrence. That is the headline of the rumor on the gossip column and it is selling newspapers like hot cakes. The picture she chose to use is not at all flattering. I made a face at the neighbor whose eyes are glued to me. Our neighbor never talks to us. She's one of those stuck up people who think they are better than everyone. I'm surprised she's even looking at me. I looked over my shoulder just to be sure. Yup! She's looking at me. She raised her hand and waved awkwardly. I almost waved back as a reflex action but when I saw the newspaper in her hand, I didn't. She wants a wedding invitation just like everyone else in town will want one and to get it, they will be super nice to me. Perhaps this is the day to get away with anything I want. Who will mess with a Bancr
Beck Hall's words are still ringing in my ears days after we spoke. I have till the end of the year to make myself valuable to the Tribune. It's a newspaper business. What do newspapers need? Big headlines!I accepted Linc's invitation to join in him on his trip with intent.The Bancrofts are a big deal to the town. Anything to do with them excited people. It's almost like the way the English love their Queen. If the Bancrofts were to stand in the balcony of their home and wave, the small town folk will gather to wave back. I just need something that is not the pointless rumour Kimberly Lawrence started.What kind of scandals are rich people likely to be involved in?Financial crimes, making people disappear, dirty pay offs, sex scandals... I glanced at the shirtless man at the deck. Linc is well put together. There are no red signs warning me to back away. He dived into the water and was under for a bit. I stood up to get closer to the window
4a.m Monday morning and I'm in a chopper carrying me across the stretch of woods that is close to home. It's my first time being this high up in the sky and I'm terrified out of my mind. The only thing keeping me from passing out from the anxiety is his hand holding mine with assurance that everything is going to be fine. I can see the lights in the city and they look like little sparkling gems. He wasn't kidding when he said we will make it. He had no intention of driving but flying. He left his car and said his chauffeur will pick it up later today. I glanced at the man wearing a grey beanie. He has closed his eyes. After our conversation that first night, I became fully aware of the need in his eyes everytime he looks at me. Even the most fleeting touch of his fingers isn't innocent anymore. He wants to get intimate, that much is clear to me. My knees are pressed tightly together. The thought o
I think that everyone reaches a moment in their lives when they ask themselves 'is this right?' This moral question is reserved for those with a conscience. The majority of the people that walk the streets of this town don't have this faculty called a conscience. They either bend to higher power without question or they assume things never happened. They are never self driven to truly look at a situation independent from influence. I fear that at this moment, I am part of the majority that don't have a conscience or possibly I'm lacking in ability to step away from this situation and see it clearly.I want this to mean what I want it to mean.I want a story so badly I can twist it into anything so that it is something to keep me at the Tribune.What I saw a few nights ago can have a decent explanation. But I don't want it to. I want it to mean something else. Something that can help me keep my job.
Clara's POV"Is this is what an eventful night looks like to Mr Lincoln Bancroft?" I asked him after we found a quiet place away from the hyped club. He drank beer from his bottle with a strange expression on his face."Why does this sound like an interview that will be in tomorrow's paper?" He chuckled."It's not. I'm just curious.""I'm curious too." His gaze darkened.I don't think we are talking about the same thing. A light blush covered my face. I looked away for a second or two. I want to ask what he's curious about but I may end up naked in his arms as he demonstrates a response."A small town can feel cramped. The city is always better." He looked at the far distance. "It's always eventful not to be in Sunrise Cove."The roof of this building offers a great view of the city. It reminds me of that morning on
Clara's POVI studied Beck Hall as he read my article. I know the famous expression where he thinks an article presented to him is something. I spent all night on this and I never pull an all nighter! I gave it my all according to the limited information I had. He looked between me and the sheets of paper in his hand. He let out a deep uncertain sigh. The momentary confidence I felt suddenly faded."It's something, right?"He took off his glasses and looked at me. "I see what you're trying to do." I sense a dismissal coming on. "You're trying to keep your job. But I can't decide that. The new owners-""The story can be something. Kimberly gets to keep her job and she peddles gossip for a living. Mr Beck, the Bancrofts have dirty secrets. Everyone knows that and if you just give me a chance or at least let the new owners know I have potential, I can expose them.""Clara, there are things
On a cold winter morning, in the ballroom of the Bancroft Manor, Lincoln and I exchanged our vows in the presence of our families. We kept it small but meaningful.That was the idea, small and meaningful.But still, the town threw a party on our behalf and the Bancrofts gladly supplied food and drink and most importantly, cake. It was a big celebration.We chose not to honeymoon because of how close I was to my delivery date. Having the mansion all to ourselves when his family left to visit Vermont was a honeymoon on it's own.It was completely relaxed and I was well rested as well as loved and pampered like the queen he has made me out to be.Come early February, the cries of our son filled the usually silent Bancroft Manor. It was just after 8am when Victor James Bancroft was born. I was a mess of emotions when the doctor placed him in my arms surrounded by an e
Linc's POVToday is the day I plan to propose to Clara.When I woke up early this morning, I couldn't leave her side. I watched her sleep for quote some time before I got out of bed. When I was looking at her, I couldn't help but think of what we mean to each other. This will be my third attempt to ask a woman to spend the rest of her life with me. The first time I was rejected and moments later I was beating a man to death because I found him in my house with a woman I expected to be faithful to me. The second time, it was Clara. It wasn't a formal proposal but she still turned me down when I showed her the ring. The plan was to go back to Virginia and of I found her waiting for me I would have proposed. I went back to an Emory house instead. This is the third time and I seriously hope that I have been reading her right. It's the same diamond ring she rejected before. I left it with her but I be recently got it back.The
Clara's POVI have been silently looking at some baby clothes.It has never really crossed my mind to start buying some but now that I'm a mere fifteen weeks or so away, i might as well see a few. Maybe I'll ven buy something, the very first outfit.I'm spoilt for choice and probably confused. I'm not sure what to get. At time like this, I wish mom could be here. She would know what to pick. I went online looking through baby clothes and hoping to find some sort of manual on how to buy clothes.Linc and I just came from the doctor. We had a check up today and as usual he was very excited and had a million questions. He's more curious than the woman having the baby. He ran into an sold friend and I left them catching up as I grab something to eat. I have wandered into the clothing section. The idea was to find a bigger bra but now I'm looking at onesies, bibs and little hats.
Linc's POVIt's been really quiet between Mrs Nolan and I. We haven't said much since she asked me to stay for tea. I wonder what she's thinking. Her expression is bitter. She's upset. I told Clara I'll take the hits for her. I'll be the villain and make all the difficult decisions she doesn't want to make. I won't allow her relationship with her mother to suffer. I'll be the bad guy if necessary."You're right." She broke the silence. "There was a time I wanted it work between you and Clara. I was excited about it especially because she was dating that weird guy in the city. That DJ who had nothing to offer her. When you came into the picture, I felt it and I knew it would work. I was right. It has worked. But not the way I thought it would. Lincoln, my issues with you stem from the moment you abducted Clara. When you texted back and forth with me pretending to be her... I hate that I couldn't tell the difference. I just thought she had gotten more atten
Clara's POVWaking up in Linc's arms is something I haven't done in a long time. I can't help but smile to myself. It's a cold rainy morning. The sound of the rain drops pelting against the bay window with dark wood frames is even more comforting than the warmth in this comfortable bed.The gloomy weather is the perfect backdrop for this cozy morning. I snuggled closer to him enjoying the warmth his naked body has to offer.Last night was incredible. Being reminded of his love is just want I needed. It was expected when he insisted we will share a room. We talked for a while before we got comfortable and comfortable turned into love making. I can definitely do it all over again."Lincoln." He grumbled. "Are you awake?""Now I am." He whispered. He pulled me back against his body. We are skin to skin. "What's on your mind pretty?""I was wondering if you'r
Linc's POV"I lost to her mother." I caught my grandfather's attention with those simple words. He lowered his newspaper. "Clara isn't here because I lost to her mother.""Oh boy. The mother." He folded the newspaper closed. "Why don't you have a seat Lincoln. You are setting a dangerous precedent.""What do you mean?""A woman belongs to her mother when she's single and especially not pregnant. Clara is neither of those things. Her mother has no business holding on to her and if you allow her to take the driver's seat now, I promise you, you will be inched out if the picture until you become a distant thought. It will start with her not informing you of doctor's appointments. She will claim it slipped her mind. She will progress to not including you in the health decisions about Clara and the baby. Then she will purposely forget to let you know when the baby is due. Befo
Clara's POVMy mother has always fussed about grandchildren. She also fussed about me getting married. But if these two ambitions were to be ranked, I would put the grandchild above the husband and son would she. Based on how she's behaving now, she has decided that Linc is irrelevant to the picture. It's going to be the two of us and the baby, no father.She believes herself capable of raising children without a man. I know she can be strongly independent and heavily opinionated about things when she's especially motivated. Her current motivation is Linc not being good for me. He has a list of offenses that boost his standing with my mother. Thanks to Mikey, mom knows how things between Linc and I transpired. I had no plans of telling her because deep down, I was avoiding the part of the script where she turns against my baby's father.But the script is going her way. I gave in to her arguement. I love Virginia and I love
Linc's POVI have given Clara's mother the chance to go in first and see her daughter.I can concede to her not liking me but she can't separate me from my child. As long as the baby is part of Clara, I want them with me. After the baby is born we will all agree to a way to share but for now It's best if Clara and the baby are with me.I never thought I'll be a father.I didn't want to be a father.From early on I told my father that I will not contribute to the Bancroft bloodline. I was hell bent on it never happening. Now that she is expecting it changes things. It has changed my outlook. I'm beginning to warm up to the idea of fatherhood.I have wandered into the unit of the hospital where they keep babies. I'm standing outside the glass looking at the newborns. I can't help but smile."Which one is yours?" A woman asked me.
Clara's POVG.G is acting strange. The confidence she was strutting around with slowly fading. In its place are constant glares, strange silence and a lot of pacing. Something tells me that Linc has no plans to confess anything.I'm feeling ambivalent about his decision to not comply with G.G. It's a good thing because I believe Linc has been through enough. Being born into a crazy family is hard enough. Losing your mother at a young age and being a witness to it isn't easier. Being threatened to silence by the very people who should be protecting you is just horrible. Then came the girlfriend he gave the world to and she cheated on him. And then the one who befriended him with intent and then left him hurt after he took another risk to love another. He's been through enough. But what about me and the baby? If he won't comply, aren't we in trouble? G.G is crazy! If she does something, we could die or I could lose the b