Introducing, The Badass

QUINN’S POV

As I am approaching them, I can see the excitement all over their faces and that made me smirk. These girls are always proud and loud when it comes to supporting me with my insanity. When it comes to boys, leave everything to me. 

“How is it?” Ara asked when I am near them,

“serves him right!” Hailee added. 

“Let’s just wait for him” I said in a very devilish voice. This always excites them and I love seeing how victorious their faces are after being fooled by some dumdass! 

“Where is he?” I look at her and it annoys me seeing her. Her eyes are swollen and red while she looks f*cking tired from crying over a jerk! This is what I don’t understand with girls! Why would they cry over a guy who do shits on them?? I hate weak girls who keeps on romanticizing every guy’s hypocrisy! 

“Don’t talk to me like that. Fix yourself Jai, you look horrible” I told her in a straight and cold voice. I pity her and at the same time if affects me seeing her in that condition. I don’t want to be so soft to her because I want her to be a strong woman and not just anyone that a guy can peek on to. Among us, Jaira is the most demure and vulnerable while Ara and Hailee are both tough and feeble.

The guy upstairs is her freak ex-boyfriend who dumb her. After a four-year relationship with that guy and after he gets what he wanted, for which I assume the only reason that he asked Jai t be his girlfriend is her… virginity. Yesterday Jai was crying to us saying that they already broke up and told us that she already gave him her virginity, I was filled with so much anger that I wanted to break his f*cking face! Later that night, we accompany Jai in the bar so she could release and forget all the pain but surprisingly, the guy is flirting with a new girl. So, instead of making scene, this is what we planned to do for. I left him outside, without any garments on, and I locked the door so he wouldn’t get in anymore. 

“Girls! There he is” we are inside the car so he wouldn’t really see us. 

“F*ck I’m gonna record this one! This is hilarious!” Ara said while laughing so hard.  

“Me too” Hailee took her phone and they both video record the guy who panics to get inside his car but he doesn’t have any key and phone. Hialee and Ara are both dying to laugh and having fun but Jai is not even laughing but she’s paying attention in looking at her ex-boyfriend and I am sure that she pities him but I won’t let her. 

“Pity yourself more than you pity him” In a cold voice, I irritably told her. She’s such a soft and I hate her for being a cry baby.  

“YEAHHHHH! RUN BOY! HAHAHAHA, YOU LOOK STUPID!” Ara is really enjoying the show. 

“THAT’S WHAT HAPPEN TO GUY LIKE YOU! FREAK!” Hailee hypes in with the energy of Ara. These two are bold and I adore them for that but for once, they have been cheated on and I always did a way for revenge. 

“I don’t know how he’s going to go home” Hailee said while laughing, “With just his brief on? That is such a shame!” Ara added. 

“Let’s go” I told them and Ara start the engine. We left the area and surely tomorrow will be another day of GREAT news. 

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I am Quinn Amethyst Barclay, a Filipina, twenty and I’m… THE BADASS. First of all, I hate guys second, guys are a freak third, guys are the same. I mean, what’s new with that? Guys are guys and they are cheaters as f*ck! The reason why I became such a hater of guys and romance is because of my dad. He left us when I was fifteen, so basically, I already have senses and I understand what’s happening around me and with my family.

Within the duration before dad left, I witnessed how he keeps on cheating with mom. He would bring home random girls at the house when mom is at work while mom thought that dad is working hard to sustain the family. I would say that we are financially capable but the problem is that we have a toxic family. Dad would always tell me that those girls are his business partner and they will have a meeting or whatever sort of reasons that he would tell I couldn’t deeply recall but yeah, they would go into their room where mom and dad sleep in and later I would hear moans and loud voices inside.

I was so young that I don’t understand what’s happening so I would go back and play my toys. Mom found out all the nasty doings of my dad and they filed a divorced and dad left. It’s such a shame for him! And knowing that it was their room and he makes it as a sex room for random girls that he brought into the house was gross! I couldn’t imagine the audacity of dad to do that and in front of me! He was a jerk, I mean that. Every time that I would think about it, I have goosebumps and anger would roll over my nerves. I DON’T KNOW HIM ANYMORE AND I HATE HIM.

Aside from that, another reason is that, after dad left, I tried to prove myself that guy is different from my dad so, I entered into a relationship at the age of fifteen. A lot of things happen, so much history to tell, so many heartaches and broken memories that turned me to this. 

At fifteen I got into a relationship with a guy who’s aged seventeen. Funny how innocent I am before and I am overwhelmed with the feeling and the thought of being “loved” was obsessing. I am so drowned and over swayed with how fast everything happens and how satisfying it is. I was madly in love that I almost give it all but I discovered he’s cheating on me. I was broken hearted. I cried a lot and would even starve myself to death by staying inside the room for freaking long weeks. I cringe every time I recall it.

I didn’t stop getting into a relationship and I’ve been with several guys but it always did not last. My last relationship is at sixteen and it was the nightmare that totally turned me into a woman I am today. The guy is nineteen and years older than me. All of my relationships, all of the guys are older than me believing that they are much capable of holding a relationship because they are more mature. It was smooth and I told myself that he was the right one.

After few months, we’ve reached a year, which I also turned seventeen, he asked for it and I was like “No”. He threatened me that he will leave me and I, who was so in love with him, I was afraid that he will but I still didn’t. I would just get into a relationship and give them love they wanted but I would never surrender my femininity. He never asked for it anymore so I was so complacent that he respect my decision but… one night, we are on a date and he invited me into his condo unit as usual, he let me sip a drink with a pill on it. I don’t know what pill is that but I felt so dizzy that time and my body heats up like I was drunk. I couldn’t move exactly as I want my body to move and I tried to fight against that feeling but I felt weak to do that. The next thing I know, he’s kissing me, he strips off my clothes and touched all the sensitive parts of my body. I wanted to scream and shout for help but I couldn’t, I wanted to push him back to stop but I just couldn’t, I wanted to defend myself but I was too weak to do that. I do see him doing his cruelty in my body while I kept crying because I am too helpless that night.

I am so mad at myself for being so weak and foolish. I sued him after what happened but, in the end, no one believe me. FOR PETE’S SAKE I WAS RAPED! I AM THE VICTIM! They don’t need someone to testify because I AM THE VICTIM! My mom was so disappointed at me and that, I was a shame to her. We flew to Manila and start a new life and left Cebu for good. New life, new environment, new people, new me.

In this country where virginity is a big deal that defines woman’s decency and worth, I would asked, where do we belong? I became heartless and numb after that. This is the reason why I hate all the man out there. They are just the same and they are a F*CKING ASSHOLE!