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The Badass & The Beta Chapter 10 "Burn"
Ashely P.O.V.Oh my god, Jayson is kissing me. Yeah, he kissed you before, remember? My inner voice said. I know, but I was the mystery girl before he kissed me, not me.What I was trying to say is. I mean his kissing me as Ashely, the girl he hates and bullies. That's what I meant. That was what I was going to say.Oh, okay. My inner voice said.I tried to get my mind around it that he was kissing me.But wow, I never thought he would kiss me as me.I can feel my body heating up. I wonder if he can feel my hot lips on his because I think about his lips on mine every night when I go to bed.I know it sounds crazy, but I can't help how I feel about him now. My body is on fire every time I am near him. I wonder if he can feel the heat coming off my body.My cheeks are so red thinking about him in a sexual way.Oh, God, I need to calm down; I felt my core throbbed between my thighs.I am so, turn on, but we need to stop this before he finds out who I am. So, I am not ready for him to
Last Updated : 2022-05-11The Badass & The Beta Chapter 11 "Desire"
Ashely P.O.V.I am sitting in the lunchroom; here comes Jayson and his buddies came over and sat with us at our table. Well, I knew Avery would want her mates to sit with her. But does Jayson have to go over here and sit right beside me?So, I tried to ignore him and eat my lunch. I am hungry. So, I picked up my pizza again. But I couldn't eat my pizza because of Jayson. He wouldn't leave me alone.I try to eat my pizza in peace when suddenly, Jayson places his hand on top of my leg. I didn't know what to do, but I froze with the pizza in the air in my hand. I felt my body shiver, and I didn't want to look over toward him because he would know I cared what he was doing to me.First, I felt him moving up under my skirt. Then, I felt him taking his fingers rubbing close in between my thigh. Oh, God, he does know it was me? Oh, my God, he does, I was asking myself. Maybe he doesn't. Perhaps he is just trying to get under my skin.Well, we just made out. That's when I remember we were
Last Updated : 2022-05-11The Badass & The Beta Chapter 12 "Clubhouse"
Ashely P.O.V.After a couple of minutes, we pulled up to this dirt road. I am trying to remember where he is taking me. I am looking around to see what I can memorize, so I know I can remember once my car stops and when he gets out of the vehicle. I would hurry up and climb over to the driver's seat, and then I start the car up and drive away. So, by the time he knows what's going on. I would be driving down the road before he had the idea I took off. So, I am just thinking to myself about the plan I have. But I do hope it works. But before, I had it all planned out of what I was going to do. He opened the front door and got out, and walked around the car, and he already got my door open and got me over his shoulders. That was when I realized I was too slow with my plan. Shoot, I had thought. But, now, I am not going to get out of this. So, now I am hanging over his shoulders, watching his ass and feet that he is walking away from my car. The only way I get out of this place. Right
Last Updated : 2022-05-12The Badass & The Beta Chapter 13 "Practice"
Jayson P.O.V.Fuck! I want more of her. I licked my lips, walking away from her. I had to come back here because my father called me to tell me my coach was looking for me.If I didn't come to today's practice, I could be sitting on the bench. But, I didn't want that to happen because I worked all my life getting this far to play for this football team to help me get into the University of Notre Dame, one of the top best football teams in America. But then again, I wanted to go back to her and bend her over the car, and well, if I finished the words in my head, I knew I would march back there and fuck her brains out. But I knew if I didn't calm down, I couldn't run around, and I could not go to practice with a fucking hard-on. A few Seconds Later...I made it in time for practice. So, I am getting dressed in my jersey, pants, and pads in the locker room. Next, I am putting on my cleats. Once I was done, I grabbed my helmet, and I was ready for a long hard practice. I know I will be
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Jayson P.O.V.Once they were gone, I thought it was nice to see my dad happy, and I hope she is the one for him. But I hope she doesn't break his heart. I don't want to go back there again when my mother destroyed my dad when she left. I shrugged my shoulder, and I walked away from the front door and turned and stopped by the stairs.So, I ran upstairs, jumped in the shower, got out, went to my room, dropped the towel, and got dressed. Then, I walked over to where my phone was plugged in and saw it was fully charged, and it was. So, I grabbed it and walked out my bedroom door and downstairs and out the front door, telling my dad I was going out, and I will be back later, and I love him. I didn't wait for him to reply. I was out the door and ran down the driveway towards my truck, and I opened it, hopped right in, and started it. I pulled out, and I was out driving down the road to Ashely's house.Once I pulled up to Ashely's house, I turned off the engine, and I sat there and watched
Last Updated : 2022-05-12The Badass & The Beta Chapter 15 "Why?"
Jayson P.O.V.I opened my mouth, and my words left my mouth." Why did you hurt me?" I didn't mean to say it, but it slipped out. I licked my lips, waiting for her to say she was sorry or say it's none of your business like she always tells me. But no. She kept quiet and looked down at her lap, and I heard her sniff like she was trying not to cry. Oh, Great. I guess I am the bad guy again. I am making her feel sad, and she is going to cry. So, in a matter of time or about a couple of seconds.That when her tears will be falling like they always do. When I make her cry.Fuck! I am a stupid fucking dick and asshole.Way to go, Jayson? I heard Jaze say in the back of my mind with a growl.Then a couple of minutes go by..."Look! I shouldn't have asked you, and I just kept that in all their years about that day in the hallway." I told her again, trying to keep our peace since we were back to school.I saw her take her hand and rub her face." I am so sorry," I heard her speak, but I wa
Last Updated : 2022-05-12The Badass & The Beta Chapter 16 "Hurt"
Ashely P.O.VAfter I left out of Jayson's truck, I wanted to kick it, open the door again, and then slam it. I wanted to hurt him just like he just broke me. I can't believe he asked me to meet him and then he was rude to me when he thought I slept with Robert. I know for a fact I have not been around that asshole. I don't understand why he keeps saying about him and me? If he paid attention around him. He would know Robert not here anymore. He was the one who tried to hurt Avery because of Camilia. He was one of her follows/ bodyguards. I started walking up towards my house. I didn't want to look behind me. But, if I did, I don't know what I would do. Maybe flip the finger or pick up something and throw it at his truck or go back to him and drive somewhere we can finish what we did in the school parking lot.But I didn't do any of that. I just kept walking up my yard. Once I got to my front door. I jumped when I heard him gun it out of my driveway. I looked back, and he was dr
Last Updated : 2022-05-14The Badass & The Beta Chapter 17 "Knock, Knock"
Ashely P.O.V." I am Bitch!"I am Lover!"I am Child!"I am Mother!'I am Sinner, and I am Saint"I kept hearing my alarm going off on my phone. Finally, I open my tired eyes. I see I was in my bed. Thank God I thought I was with him. He got pissed off and told me to get out of his truck, what I remembered. Also, I walked inside my house, and I saw my dad drinking some brown liquid.But I knew what it was before seeing it because I could smell it. Brown and whiskey. He mixed it this time. So, yeah.My dad started heavy drinking since we all found out mom had cancer. It's been a scary journey and rough knowing my mom has this awful disease. It's a waiting game if she would do the surgery. We told her for a couple of weeks now to get the surgery done? But every time, she shook her head with a no!So, my dad and I would not give up asking her to do the surgery/operation.So, my dad stopped asking and started drinking. He would spend time with us after work all day and when my mom and I
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The Badass & The Beta Chapter 55 "One, Two and Three! You're Out!
Ashely P.O.V.I had a one-track mind and that was what my mom said. "Get her sweetie," my mom repeated in my mind.I felt pride and proud that my parents were here and my friends were. I felt the love and warmth from them. I am blessed and I love them for being here for me."Ready ladies, this round two, I want a clean fight, no biting, scratching, and kicking in the face." Got it. He says.I nodded my head and I bit down on my mouthpiece that I put back in my mouth after I drank water.So when I heard the bell that when I kept moving my feet because I didn't want her to get a hit on me. So, Buddy told me to keep moving, kid! His words, not mine."Kid keep moving them damn feet!" I heard his voice inside my mind or is he yelling out.I watched her coming after me, but I was waiting for her to get close to me. Because I was going to get one good hit and knock her ass out!Come on, bitch! I am waiting for you, I told her with my eyes.She saw it and I saw her face turn red and that
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 54 " Get her sweetie,"
Ashely P.O.V. What is going on here?" I heard my dad say.That is when I looked behind me. Oh, shit, I am in deep shit."Ashley, what is going on here, and Bud, why are you letting our baby fight!" My dad asked him and me.That is when I opened up my mouth and started talking.Dad, Mom!" how did you know I was here?" I ask them.Don't change the subject. Answer our question why are you doing here underground legal fighting?" My dad asks me.I didn't know what to say, so I told them."Can we finish this later? I got to go back in and kick her ass!" I told them, hitting my gloves.So, I need to get back and fight!" I told them, staring at them. They were inside the ring now with Bud and me.When they remembered why they were there, they started to overlook me. I saw my mom's face frown when she saw her. So, yes, they weren't staring at me. So that meant the look on my mom's face she was staring over at Miss. Waters, I am going to fight. She is not happy staring at a grown-ass woma
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 53 " Fight!"
Ashely P.O.V.I was so lucky Jayson didn't see me today. But now I am getting ready for the fight tonight. I was getting ready to dress when suddenly I heard someone outside my door. Thank God I have clothes on. I just got to put on my mouthpiece and shoes."Ashely? You are here, and I heard the door open." I saw Avery, Natalie, Emilia, and Maria-Ann, whom Maxime's new girl likes to taunt. I hope she kicks his ass soon. Maybe he could stop this going back and forth like a little boy and tell her he wants her instead of taunting and bullying her.Hey, I am right here, girls," I told them when I bent down, putting on my shoes. I had my mouthpiece beside me. I was about to put them in before I heard my friends show up to support me. I never told them I was fighting, and I didn't want them to know. But I could tell from keeping this from them. I hurt our trust, and I don't think they will ever believe me again. But then they were here smiling and hugging me."What are you girls doing her
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 52 "Lust is not Love!"
Ashely P.O.V.I can't believe him! Why would he say that he knows very well he doesn't have feelings for me! Yeah! We mates don't mean he has any feelings for me except for hate. Lust is not the same as love.After the hurt, Jayson did it to me. I started walking away from him. I thought maybe he would come after me as he did before. But when I didn't hear his footsteps. I should feel happy, but instead, I felt disappointed. I went to the library and got some books. I didn't want to see him. I hate him.I hate him.But you miss him? I heard Envy say.Just maybe you missed understanding him. Did you think about that?" Come on now! You know he's not lying to you about what he told you; he has feelings and loves you." She told me to try to make myself see I have been a baby and to listen to my heart and not my stubborn head.Once I got out of the bookstore and went home. I pulled up, and I saw that Jayson was home.Huh, that's weird; he never homes before me, I thought."Wow, I though
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 51 "She Gone!"
Preview:I needed to stop her, but I didn't. I let her say piece, and then once she was done.And when she calms down, I tell her and kiss her and not let her think this is a joke.Because it's not.I tell her I have feelings for her and that I love her.But that didn't happen.Because I was still inside my thoughts at the time, I wanted to tell her how I felt.I looked, and there she was, nowhere to be seen.Jayson P.O.V.Jayson, why would you do this to me," I heard her say before she started walking away? I know I should stop her. But I could not move. I am just shocked how this event happened when I thought she would jump in my open arms, kiss me, and tell me she had feelings for me.But instead, that's not what happened. She went off on me. Telling me she hates me and how could I have been such a cruel, empty person who loves seeing her in pain, but I don't. I stand there with a shocked look on my face.That is not what I pictured would happen. Instead, in my mind, I saw her smil
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 50 "She finally said it!"
Jayson P.O.V.Part Two:After the cafeteria scene I ran out of the room, and I needed to talk to Ashely and tell her how I feel.She didn’t give me a chance to tell her how I feel." I heard her say and ran out the door. I didn't know what to think but I went after her. So, I didn't wait until my friends and others and her friends asked me questions. So, I got up off the bench and ran after my princess.I was out of the lunchroom when I saw her hair bouncing out the side door going towards the woods. Ahh, there you are?" I said out with a grin on my face.I was walking out the school doors. I saw her hair running into the woods. I should have known.“Hey! she was letting Envy out to run?” I heard what Jaze told me excitedly.“ Let me out !” He demanded that I switch with him. I rolled my eyes and I started running in the woods before I lost her.Hour of running in the woods. I stopped and I lifted my head and I breath the air trying to smell her scent. That's when I smelled her. She
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 49 "He always been mine!"
Ashely P.O.V.Once class was over. I got up off the seat. I thought Jayson did. I was in my thoughts when I heard my other half. I wanted to roll my eyes at her.Envy!“Seriously, could you not say anything nice to me today." I told her.“Yes, I can."“So, why don't you then?" I asked her.“Like I said I can, but I won't." She said laughing at me.I growl under my breath.I can't believe he took up for me in front of the whole class with the people who could see there was something going on with us.Well, if you have two eyes of course they could see what went down in science class in Mr. Smith classroom! Duh" I heard Envy.Now! could you not do this today. I don't need your lip today." I got too stressed to hear your smart-ass remarks and make fun of me!" I told her with hurt in my voice and pissed off tone.“Hey! Now, you don't have to get pissed off. I mean he just helped you in front of the classroom in front of your classmates." She tells me.She does have a point but you are sti
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 48"Maxime asshole!"
Ashely P.O.V."All right nice for you to tell us about your old friends!""Okay thank you both, go take your seats" I heard Mr. Smith says.I saw Maria-Ann trying to move but her feet were stuck on the ground. So, I stood up and went up there and helped her."Hey, come sit with us!" I told her with a friendly smile. I didn't want her to think I am one of those mean girls like that movie Regina. I don't remember her last name, but I got her first name right lol."Oh, thank you,'' she said with a sweet smile on her face.Once we started walking away, I didn't see Maxime, but he was staring at her with a predator eye. So, if she walks closer, I am afraid he will grab her and do whatever he can to her.I could feel Maria-Ann shaking when she was walking. I thought she would pass out but then we were walking toward her seat. That's when something happened.I remember hitting the ground. Ouch! I thought. But then I heard growl and I saw Jayson in Maxime's face and he shoved him into the wal
The Badass & The Beta Chapter 47 "New friend!"
Ashely P.O.V.I was sitting down right beside my friends when suddenly someone knocked on the door. I saw a dark curly hair light-skinned girl walking inside the classroom, and I saw that it was a pretty petite girl with crystal blue eyes and freckles on her face. I noticed she was a tiny fairy to me. I had a feeling she must be half veela and a half-werewolf. "Hello, welcome; I am Mr. Smith!" You must be Maria Ann Stevens," I heard him tell her with a kind smile.She blushed and looked away and spoke under her breath."Hello, yes I am." but I am sorry for being late, Mr. Smith," she told him in a sweet and small voice.She is a small girl, maybe five foot and a hundred pounds maybe less. She is a tiny thing. I know I am, and Emilia is the tallest in our friend group, but wow, she's like a little tinker bell."It's okay, Miss. Stevens before we start. How about coming up in front of the class and telling us who you are and where you're from?" Mr. Smith told her with a smile.She star
