The Next Day...
"Suck, I listen to him. Finally, he demands me to do it sucks his finger. I remember licking my lips.
Yes, I told him. I pulled his fingers and opened my mouth, and slid his face inside my mouth.Oh, God, I want this. I wanted him so bad. I have been thinking about him touching me and having me on my knees and- What I am saying. This is Jayson Woods; we are talking about it! He doesn't care about anyone but himself.But I know it, Jayson. Yes, Jayson, I need you," I told him, and we started kissing. That when I saw him turn into Alanis Morissette singing You ought to know."Okay, that's strange; why did he turn into her- before I got to answer myself.I woke up when I heard the alarm go off.What the fucking hell! My fucking head is ponding.What time did I get in last night?Damn it, and I am having them dreams about him again last night.Damn it! I am not going to be able to sleep right again. I f I keep dreaming about dark sandy blonde hair with crystal blue- eyes, man.Oh, God, he is going to be the death of me. I started to move slowly, sitting up in my comfortable bed. But I knew today I had to face him in school.Damn, I wish the break wasn't over. I know I want to see my friends. I have not seen a lot of Avery since she has been lovey-dovey with her mates. Yes, that's suitable, mates. My best friend is mated with half of the horsemen but the four horsemen. Elijah Woods will be Jayson Woods's cousin. Then there was Jake Stone and Emilia Stone's brother; she was an old friend since childhood, but then we had a following out, but now we were friends again. Then also Andrew Bradford and not forget Matthew Steele. I know. I know what you're going to say. So, no, she is not a slut, and yes, it's true she had four mates.It started as a bet and a cruel joke that the guys did on Avery. So, know she forgives them, and she is with them now.I thought about how much everything changed over a couple of months.We start our senior year. Then Avery found out she got not one but four mates. They top it off. They were betting on her feelings.I kept running into Jayson Woods him pissing me off, and I had to beat him up. So, I thought with a smirk and a laugh.Then I did something so stupid. I gave my virginity to the biggest asshole, player, man-whore, Jayson Woods!!!What the hell was I thinking. I must be overworked with fighting in the rings. Or I hit my head too many times.No, I don't think so, my inner voice said."You know what was happening when you were with that big hunk of meat!" I heard Envy say."Oh no, this not the time, Envy, I told her."Fine! But I need to run soon; when are you going to let me out!" She said with a sass attitude."Okay, okay, I let you out after school." School!!!Oh, no school, I forgot we are having school today. I need to hurry up and get ready, or I will be late for school.I climbed out of my bed. I grabbed whatever was clean, ran out the door, and went to the bathroom.After about ten minutes of getting out of the shower and drying my body off with a towel in the bathroom, my mom would leave me.Oh, mom, I thought of her with tears in my eyes.Oh, momma, I thought with a smile on my face. She tough. I tell you. Three weeks ago... Then the call that changed our lives...We had to take mom to the hospital couple of days ago. She was getting tests done.The doctor told us he would call if they found anything.So, we got the call, and he wanted us to come to the office to talk to us about my mother's test results."Hello, Mr. and Mrs. Williams and Ashely." I heard Doctor Hooper say."Hello, my mother said back."So, Doctor Hooper, how did my test go?" She asked with a nervous smile.His smiles dropped, and I saw a worried and that when I knew this wasn't good by the look on his face.Oh, no, I thought. Something is wrong with my mom."Well, Mrs. Williams, I don't know how to tell you this. But I am just going out to say it. We find a large lump on your left breast. It's the size of a golf ball." So, the large lump could spread to the other side. We have to the surgery soon."How soon, Doctor Hooper?" She asked him while holding my father's hand. My parents are both sitting down. But I have to stand up. I can't sit down.I have been too nervous to sit down."So, what you mean, doctor? Are you telling me I got cancer?" My mom asked him with unbelief. "Yes and no, Mrs. Williams. But we did find it in time. That you can stop it spreading it all over your body." He tells her."Oh, Okay. What do I have to do?" She asked him in a calmer voice.Well, Mrs. Williams. You would have to have surgery and get the cancer lump out. So, it doesn't get worst." Doctor Hooper said."I am going to die, doctor!" She asked with a straight face. I can see she is trying to put on a brave face. But I can see it; she was scared to death.So, she is trying to be positive and show us that she will be okay.Since that day, we found out my mom got breast cancer.Not just any cancer second stage breast cancer!We have been going back to the hospital three times a week. So, my mom can do some treatments and chemo that will try to kill the disease.He told her the following Monday she would have to do the surgery. She didn't like this, but she is getting it done. I told her. Mom, you're doing it!She didn't say anything, and pout and she told the doctor to take his clipboard up; well, you know where, lol. My mom can be a feisty woman when she wants to be. I didn't mean to let out a laugh." I don't need to think about the surgery; the answer is no!" So, I do the treatments and chemo but no surgery. I don't want to lose my boobs!''Good day doctor!" She grabbed her purse and walked out the door. Dad and I just stared at her with our mouths opened. We didn't follow her. We both knew she needed to cool off. So, the doctor was talking to my dad and me."Mr. Williams, you and your daughter here need to talk to your wife. She needs come in reason because she needs this surgery done." "Or I am afraid. - then, he stopped and sighed when he said."What is it, doctor?" My dad asked, concerned. "Or she will die." I am sorry. I know you're not normal. I know you and your family are werewolves. But this time, this won't heal her," I am sorry." Doctor Hooper said.We stared at the doctor. We are trying to see if he was telling the truth or some cruel joke. I wish it were a cruel joke; maybe my dad would beat the living shit out of someone that said it.But we both know it didn't happen that way. Because whatever the doctor said was true. She does have cancer.But my dad couldn't believe it. So, he was speaking to the doctor."No, doctor, please don't tell me this," I heard my dad get up and pace back and forth. I have never seen my father scared in his life or cried."Don't worry once we operate on her. We go in and out. It's that quick, and she will be cancer-free."But you heard my wife she not doing it!" My father said in a panic. How will we make her do the operation -my dad stopped talking because he was choked up."Yes, I know Mr. Williams, but if you and your daughter here try to talk her into it. Maybe we can save her once she has the surgery." I saw my dad stare at the door and look down. He had his hand in his hair. He does that when he is upset and worried."Okay, I am going to do all my power to try to save your wife and mother." Doctor Hooper says.I nodded my head at him. Then, I looked over at my dad, and he shook his hand."Okay, Doctor Hooper, I hope you save her." My dad said with so much love he has for my mom."I will, is all that the doctor says.Back home...Once we left the doctor's office, dad. No, one talked about it. I don't know why. I kept thinking that I would lose my mom if she didn't have the surgery.
I couldn't help it.Cancer.Cancer.My mother has second-stage breast cancer!!Now she has cancer.Freaking Cancer!!!" Or she will die, I am sorry. I know you're not normal. I know you and your family are werewolves. But this time, this won't heal her," I am sorry." Doctor Hooper.Damn it! I don't want to believe my mom has cancer. But I keep hearing the doctor repeating it over in my head. Hearing that my mother will die if she doesn't do this operation to help save her life.She is going to die.Present..."Hey sweetie, you are alright." So, you didn't touch your eggs and bacon?" I heard my mom, and she had a smile on her face.I blinked and answered her back.I looked down at my plate. I didn't eat my breakfast. 'Yes, I am just not that hungry." I told her."Oh, okay, do you want me to make you something else." She asked me."Oh, no, I am fine." I am going to get going before I am late for school." I speak."Oh okay, sweetie, have a good day," she tells me and goes back to clean up the kitchen.My mom is amazing. She has this disease that is killing her inside. But she is not letting it beat her down.I am so lucky to have a mom like her. She always took care of my dad and me.Now it's my and dad turn to take care of her.I got to talk to my trainer. To see when my next match is.The sooner I fight sooner my mom has her surgery. My father has been working late hours to raise the money for her big operation. But I hope soon because I need to raise funds with the money. My parent doesn't know I am fighting for money.And they are never going to find out. I will stop once I help my mother with surgery. Once that is done-no more underground cage flighting for me.I stand up out of my chair.I walked over to the trash can.I started throwing away my breakfast.I walked over to my mom.I put the dish in the sink.I was about to clean it. But my mom stops me.No, No, Ashely, I got it." You get to school, young lady." I heard her say, grabbing my plate out of my hand.I wanted to giggle.There she is. I smiled.My feisty and happy-go-loving mom." I love you, mom," I tell her with tears in my eyes.Aww, I love you too, my sweet Ashely." She says with tears in her eyes too.We hugged, and I walked out the door. Once I got to my car.I gasp, and I felt eyes on me. So that was when my heart started beating faster. I felt my cheeks turning bright red.That is when I look to my side. I saw...Jayson Woods is in his truck staring at me.I felt these tingles go over my body. The way he is looking at me.Oh, God. He's staring right at me. He had a smirk on his lips and something in his eyes.I don't know what it was. I was used to the tense and icy stare he had given me before. But now he is looking at me like ...No, Oh God no.There is no way he knew it me last night.I kept repeating it.What if he knew it was me last night?I have been careful not to bring home my bike. Instead, I left in a secret spot.That was when I realized I didn't drive it to my secret spot. So instead, I went it straight home.It's in my garage parked.So, I can't get my bike right now, or he will see it.So, I turn away from him. But I still feel his eyes on me.I got in my car. I started it up and pulled out my driveway.Heading to hell, I call the school.I need to start looking around for my surroundings, or someone will find out what I have been doing out of school.Ashely P.O.V.Once I pulled up at the school. I parked in the school parking lot. I turn off my car. But I was still shaking up what happened back there outside my house, where Jayson Woods was staring over at me.I can still feel his heated eyes on me. Today was different. He usually goes out of his way to make my day a living hell. But nothing happens.Oh, please don't fall for it, Ashely, my inner voice says.I heard her say in my head. I know it wasn't Envy. She has been ignoring me now.I am not!" I heard her say offended.I wanted to laugh. But instead. I pulled my keys out, and I started to grab my things in the front seat.Once I got everything ready. I opened the door, but I was starting to get out. I heard a slammed. Oh God, I jumped. Because before I place my feet outside the door. Someone slammed it shut.What the hell! I thought. So, I am looking around for the asshole that shut my door—and trying to hurt me. That was when I saw who did it. I heard laughter. So, childis
Jayson P.O.V.An hour ago...That was when I found my mate!The girl in the ring stood there, and then she jumped off the stage and ran away. So, I knew then and there. She knew who I was. But she didn't want to me. She ran away, so I could not grab her. But she had no choice. I am athletic; I play football.I am; they're running back. I am pretty fast.I knew her somewhere when I saw her in the ring. I remember Scottie was telling about how babes are flighting. I didn't want to go, but he begged me to come. So, me being a good guy and a friend. I went. But when I went there, my wolf Jaze was going nuts."Mate!""Mate!""Mate is in here," I heard him say inside my mind over and over again. So, I stopped looking around, and I kept walking more towards the stage where I saw two girls were in the middle of the ring. They were waiting to fight.So, before they would fight, they were standing there listening to the announcer. I kept watching the blonde with a mask on her face. I thought w
Jayson P.O.V.Fuck my head. I grabbed hold of it. It felt like it was on fire. Thump.Thump.Thump. FUCK! I wanted to scream and roll up in a ball and stay that way until my head stopped hurting.This fucking hurts.How much did I drink last night?All I remember was having a couple of shots of whisky with the boys and me and Scottie and his cousin James went out to watch hot chicks fight in a ring with tight-ass shorts and tight sports bras. That was when I remember seeing the blonde sexy girl I slept with a month ago. Then Jaze was going crazy, saying, find a mate! Over and over again in my head.Then I was looking for her when I stopped close to the ring. And the girl I slept with is my mate. I stared up at her. But she knew who I was. I saw her face even though she had a mask on. I looked into her eyes. That was all I needed to know. She knew. She freaking knew we were mates.I got up and started getting the sleep out of my eyes. Then, finally, I climbed out of bed.Damn, that
Ashely P.O.V.I was at my locker, trying to get it open and grab my first-period Math book for class. I knew who was behind me. I felt his eyes on me. So why can't he just leave me alone or treat me like a freaking human?I am tired of being treated like nothing and dirt from him. He needs to stop. My heart can't held it to anyone.I feel like I am dying since I find out I am his mate, and he has no idea it's me from the party and last night.I wonder if I told him I was the girl that night and last night outside in the parking lot?But I knew he would think I was lying or pull me off and put me down.So, I decided not to tell him or anyone else. I am going to just keep low and away from Jayson. I know it's going to be hard because he is my mate.Oh, I want to crawl in a hole and hide until this is all over. But I can't. I am not that same shy and quiet girl; everyone teases me.I am not going back there. No way. I worked too hard to be what I became. I was tired of being the weak gi
Ashely P.O.V.Once I was inside my first-period class. I was sitting down, minding my own business, when I felt someone hit the back of my chair.What the hell, I thought. I looked back behind me. I saw the devil. Damn him; why does he have to sit behind me? Hey crazy," I heard him say so close to my ear. I felt the heat, and I licked my lips to stop going into heat around him."Mate, we need mate," I heard Envy inside my mind saying.No! We can't let him know it's us," I told her back.But he's going to find out soon, Ashely," We can't hide our scent from him forever, you know." She tells me, annoyed.I know, okay, until then, I need to make sure he doesn't find it out us yet." I am not ready," I tell her.Oh, okay, I hope you know what you're doing," she tells me.Okay, we got that over; I need to go back in reality and class." I tell her.Sure, shrugs her head. She was saying okay."Hey, I am talking to you, darling," I heard his smug voice say again. But now he's closer. Why is h
(Preview)I heard someone walking closer towards me. I can't see who it is. But I already know who it is.Once I saw him step in the light from the tiny little window down in the old classroom where I like to go sometimes.There is never anyone down here. So, I like to come down here on my own time. So, I could paint and draw on my art pad.But as you can see now, I have company! I am so nervous because it's him."Leave! Now." I am not up for company," I told him."I don't think so, sweetheart," he said with a smug know-it-all with a smart-ass attitude.Well, I scream!" I told him."Don't come near me," I told him with force in my voice.I keep hearing him closer. I can't see him. Not until I felt his breath on my face. That when I heard him say made my body heat up. I know it was you that night at the party?" I heard him say. I gasped, and that was when I started to panic.Oh God, he knows! I wanted to run.Present:Ashely P.O.V.Oh, God.Oh no!I thought.Oh, God, he just told me
Jayson P.O.V.What the fuck is wrong with me. Why did I keep trying to get Ashely's attention? I don't want her, hell, I don't like her.Why am I still trying to talk to her? But still, I am sitting behind her in Math class. We are in Miss Holand's classroom. She is a beautiful woman in her mid 20's. Well, she and I had something for a little bit. But she was just a toy. Once I had her a couple of times. So,now, I am done, having my fun with her.Now, I am looking for better things. So, it's time to move on.So, I see Miss. Holand is staring over at me. I saw her lick her lips, trying to get me to pay attention to her. I rolled my eyes.Give me a break! I guess she didn't realize I didn't want her.I been there and done that. She is not a very pleasing lover. She didn't move, or you know the rest.She was trying to look sexy. But she's doesn't do anything for me anymore. I am a child on Christmas once I open up my presents. I don't want to play anymore. So, I kept my eyes on Ashely
Ashely P.O.V.Oh my god, Jayson is kissing me. Yeah, he kissed you before, remember? My inner voice said. I know, but I was the mystery girl before he kissed me, not me.What I was trying to say is. I mean his kissing me as Ashely, the girl he hates and bullies. That's what I meant. That was what I was going to say.Oh, okay. My inner voice said.I tried to get my mind around it that he was kissing me.But wow, I never thought he would kiss me as me.I can feel my body heating up. I wonder if he can feel my hot lips on his because I think about his lips on mine every night when I go to bed.I know it sounds crazy, but I can't help how I feel about him now. My body is on fire every time I am near him. I wonder if he can feel the heat coming off my body.My cheeks are so red thinking about him in a sexual way.Oh, God, I need to calm down; I felt my core throbbed between my thighs.I am so, turn on, but we need to stop this before he finds out who I am. So, I am not ready for him to
Ashely P.O.V.I had a one-track mind and that was what my mom said. "Get her sweetie," my mom repeated in my mind.I felt pride and proud that my parents were here and my friends were. I felt the love and warmth from them. I am blessed and I love them for being here for me."Ready ladies, this round two, I want a clean fight, no biting, scratching, and kicking in the face." Got it. He says.I nodded my head and I bit down on my mouthpiece that I put back in my mouth after I drank water.So when I heard the bell that when I kept moving my feet because I didn't want her to get a hit on me. So, Buddy told me to keep moving, kid! His words, not mine."Kid keep moving them damn feet!" I heard his voice inside my mind or is he yelling out.I watched her coming after me, but I was waiting for her to get close to me. Because I was going to get one good hit and knock her ass out!Come on, bitch! I am waiting for you, I told her with my eyes.She saw it and I saw her face turn red and that
Ashely P.O.V. What is going on here?" I heard my dad say.That is when I looked behind me. Oh, shit, I am in deep shit."Ashley, what is going on here, and Bud, why are you letting our baby fight!" My dad asked him and me.That is when I opened up my mouth and started talking.Dad, Mom!" how did you know I was here?" I ask them.Don't change the subject. Answer our question why are you doing here underground legal fighting?" My dad asks me.I didn't know what to say, so I told them."Can we finish this later? I got to go back in and kick her ass!" I told them, hitting my gloves.So, I need to get back and fight!" I told them, staring at them. They were inside the ring now with Bud and me.When they remembered why they were there, they started to overlook me. I saw my mom's face frown when she saw her. So, yes, they weren't staring at me. So that meant the look on my mom's face she was staring over at Miss. Waters, I am going to fight. She is not happy staring at a grown-ass woma
Ashely P.O.V.I was so lucky Jayson didn't see me today. But now I am getting ready for the fight tonight. I was getting ready to dress when suddenly I heard someone outside my door. Thank God I have clothes on. I just got to put on my mouthpiece and shoes."Ashely? You are here, and I heard the door open." I saw Avery, Natalie, Emilia, and Maria-Ann, whom Maxime's new girl likes to taunt. I hope she kicks his ass soon. Maybe he could stop this going back and forth like a little boy and tell her he wants her instead of taunting and bullying her.Hey, I am right here, girls," I told them when I bent down, putting on my shoes. I had my mouthpiece beside me. I was about to put them in before I heard my friends show up to support me. I never told them I was fighting, and I didn't want them to know. But I could tell from keeping this from them. I hurt our trust, and I don't think they will ever believe me again. But then they were here smiling and hugging me."What are you girls doing her
Ashely P.O.V.I can't believe him! Why would he say that he knows very well he doesn't have feelings for me! Yeah! We mates don't mean he has any feelings for me except for hate. Lust is not the same as love.After the hurt, Jayson did it to me. I started walking away from him. I thought maybe he would come after me as he did before. But when I didn't hear his footsteps. I should feel happy, but instead, I felt disappointed. I went to the library and got some books. I didn't want to see him. I hate him.I hate him.But you miss him? I heard Envy say.Just maybe you missed understanding him. Did you think about that?" Come on now! You know he's not lying to you about what he told you; he has feelings and loves you." She told me to try to make myself see I have been a baby and to listen to my heart and not my stubborn head.Once I got out of the bookstore and went home. I pulled up, and I saw that Jayson was home.Huh, that's weird; he never homes before me, I thought."Wow, I though
Preview:I needed to stop her, but I didn't. I let her say piece, and then once she was done.And when she calms down, I tell her and kiss her and not let her think this is a joke.Because it's not.I tell her I have feelings for her and that I love her.But that didn't happen.Because I was still inside my thoughts at the time, I wanted to tell her how I felt.I looked, and there she was, nowhere to be seen.Jayson P.O.V.Jayson, why would you do this to me," I heard her say before she started walking away? I know I should stop her. But I could not move. I am just shocked how this event happened when I thought she would jump in my open arms, kiss me, and tell me she had feelings for me.But instead, that's not what happened. She went off on me. Telling me she hates me and how could I have been such a cruel, empty person who loves seeing her in pain, but I don't. I stand there with a shocked look on my face.That is not what I pictured would happen. Instead, in my mind, I saw her smil
Jayson P.O.V.Part Two:After the cafeteria scene I ran out of the room, and I needed to talk to Ashely and tell her how I feel.She didn’t give me a chance to tell her how I feel." I heard her say and ran out the door. I didn't know what to think but I went after her. So, I didn't wait until my friends and others and her friends asked me questions. So, I got up off the bench and ran after my princess.I was out of the lunchroom when I saw her hair bouncing out the side door going towards the woods. Ahh, there you are?" I said out with a grin on my face.I was walking out the school doors. I saw her hair running into the woods. I should have known.“Hey! she was letting Envy out to run?” I heard what Jaze told me excitedly.“ Let me out !” He demanded that I switch with him. I rolled my eyes and I started running in the woods before I lost her.Hour of running in the woods. I stopped and I lifted my head and I breath the air trying to smell her scent. That's when I smelled her. She
Ashely P.O.V.Once class was over. I got up off the seat. I thought Jayson did. I was in my thoughts when I heard my other half. I wanted to roll my eyes at her.Envy!“Seriously, could you not say anything nice to me today." I told her.“Yes, I can."“So, why don't you then?" I asked her.“Like I said I can, but I won't." She said laughing at me.I growl under my breath.I can't believe he took up for me in front of the whole class with the people who could see there was something going on with us.Well, if you have two eyes of course they could see what went down in science class in Mr. Smith classroom! Duh" I heard Envy.Now! could you not do this today. I don't need your lip today." I got too stressed to hear your smart-ass remarks and make fun of me!" I told her with hurt in my voice and pissed off tone.“Hey! Now, you don't have to get pissed off. I mean he just helped you in front of the classroom in front of your classmates." She tells me.She does have a point but you are sti
Ashely P.O.V."All right nice for you to tell us about your old friends!""Okay thank you both, go take your seats" I heard Mr. Smith says.I saw Maria-Ann trying to move but her feet were stuck on the ground. So, I stood up and went up there and helped her."Hey, come sit with us!" I told her with a friendly smile. I didn't want her to think I am one of those mean girls like that movie Regina. I don't remember her last name, but I got her first name right lol."Oh, thank you,'' she said with a sweet smile on her face.Once we started walking away, I didn't see Maxime, but he was staring at her with a predator eye. So, if she walks closer, I am afraid he will grab her and do whatever he can to her.I could feel Maria-Ann shaking when she was walking. I thought she would pass out but then we were walking toward her seat. That's when something happened.I remember hitting the ground. Ouch! I thought. But then I heard growl and I saw Jayson in Maxime's face and he shoved him into the wal
Ashely P.O.V.I was sitting down right beside my friends when suddenly someone knocked on the door. I saw a dark curly hair light-skinned girl walking inside the classroom, and I saw that it was a pretty petite girl with crystal blue eyes and freckles on her face. I noticed she was a tiny fairy to me. I had a feeling she must be half veela and a half-werewolf. "Hello, welcome; I am Mr. Smith!" You must be Maria Ann Stevens," I heard him tell her with a kind smile.She blushed and looked away and spoke under her breath."Hello, yes I am." but I am sorry for being late, Mr. Smith," she told him in a sweet and small voice.She is a small girl, maybe five foot and a hundred pounds maybe less. She is a tiny thing. I know I am, and Emilia is the tallest in our friend group, but wow, she's like a little tinker bell."It's okay, Miss. Stevens before we start. How about coming up in front of the class and telling us who you are and where you're from?" Mr. Smith told her with a smile.She star