Terrified To The Bones

See, I’d lived a relatively safe life. Being born as an only child to loving parents. Getting the best of education, pursuing my dreams of becoming a lawyer. My life before now was bliss. But then Hollis happened. Even though I had been initially upset with everything that happened in the beginning.

Presently, I can't imagine myself living without him anymore. I was suddenly kicking myself for spending the last couple of months being pissy, distant and playing silly games when I really should have been spending it trying to get to know more about him and the Genovese Family that I was now a part of for a while.

Right now, there is a possibility of losing him to a gunfight out there, and I am super terrified.

'What if he doesn't come back for me'? 'What if I lose him to a gunfight'?

So many what if's running through my head. The fear of losing Hollis made me teary. All this while, he's been nothing but kind to me, and I've been pissy and irritable instead of reciprocating his