"Why the hell are we out here, I'm freezing my balls off," Rocky grumbles. I scoff as he glances down at his pants, where his manhood seems to be retreating in protest. "Ari texted me, she said she wanted us to come outside. You came willingly, Rocky," Owen states matter-of-factly, his breath forming little clouds in front of his face. I shake my head in disbelief as I trudge along behind them. I couldn't care less if Satan himself had summoned us out here. Why on earth was I dragged into this freezing night with these fools? The bitter cold nips at my skin, making me regret not bundling up more. "If it's Ari, I can handle a little chill," Tim declares, wrapping an arm around my shoulder. I quickly shrug it off, not in the mood for his attempts at camaraderie in this miserable weather. We all skulked through the back exit of the dorms like a bunch of wannabe spies, trying to avoid the security guard who was most likely asleep on duty. Owen, Rocky, Ant, Tim, and me– the reluctant
"Wakey Wakey.” I groan, pulling the covers over my head to block out the cold. The room is chilly, making me shiver as I reluctantly open my eyes to see Ari standing there, her hair a tangled mess and a mischievous glint in her serene eyes. I glare at her, the exhaustion evident in my voice as I mutter, "Go away, Ari. I'm not in the mood for your perky morning routine." She rolls her eyes, a smirk playing on her lips as she teases, "Well, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Or should I say, didn't wake up at all?" It's Sunday, and of course, it's around seven in the evening. I didn't get a wink of sleep last night thanks to that jerk Warren. Did he seriously take a picture of me to jerk off to? It's creepy as hell, but for some reason, my brain just goes haywire every time I dwell on it. My heart is pounding in my chest like a trapped bird trying to break free. "Leia, earth to Leia." I've been in a bit of a dry spell when it comes to sexual thoughts lately – okay, who
I glance down at my phone, my eyebrows knitting together in a mixture of annoyance and confusion. She left me on read. I'd rather be left on delivered than have to deal with being left on read. It's like a slap to the face. I went to all that trouble to get her number, too. Sneaking into Coach Johnson's office like some kind of thug just to find a simple piece of paper. And what do I find? A whole list of player addresses and phone numbers, including Leia's. Even Ari's number was on there, which just adds insult to injury. I've been trying so hard to avoid her, to push her out of my mind. But no matter what I do, it's like she's always there, lurking in the back of my thoughts. It's frustrating as hell, like a constant battle between my head and my heart. And my heart is not making this easy for me. To top it all off, I haven't had sex in so long because it's a dick move to have sex with a girl, while thinking about another girl – Leia. The door swings open with a loud creak, I tu
I can't believe I'm stuck in this situation. Here I am, wedged between two hulking men who seem to have forgotten the concept of personal space. Warren, with his perfectly tailored tuxedo that shows off every muscle on his body, sits to my left. I can feel my heart fluttering every time I steal a glance at him. His eyes are fixed on the passing scenery outside, but every now and then, he looks over at me, his gaze lingering on my collarbone. And don't even get me started on his cologne – it's like a sweet, intoxicating cloud that surrounds me. Then there's Owen, sitting to my right. He's built like a brick house, all muscles and no sense of boundaries. I swear, he's practically squishing me into Warren just to make room for Ari, who's sitting next to him. I guess it's Fuck Leia.We decided to take an Uber to get to our destination, and by "we," I mean the three of them. I didn't really have a say in the matter, but who cares how we get there anyway? All I can think about is how I e
I refuse to touch a drop of alcohol, despite the fact that I stupidly bet on Owen's ability to outdrink a random stranger. As I sit at the crowded bar, I keep ordering plate after plate of the complimentary food being passed around. Not because I'm hungry, but because it's free and I know there won't be anything waiting for me back in the empty dorm room. I watch as Owen holds Ari's hair back for her while she takes another shot. We are surrounded by a crowd of rowdy onlookers. Ari's cheeks are flushed with the alcohol, her eyes hazy as she chirps, "How much is that?" The cheers of the people around us blend together into a cacophony of noise. I can't help but notice the little things Owen does that make me think he might like her. He's still holding her hand from when Leia put them together earlier. His eyes flicker to the drinks on the counter, a protective glint in them as he makes sure they aren't tampered with. And then there's the way he's holding Ari's hair back so she c
I heave my heavy duffle bag in the carrier on the side of the bus with the rest of the team, the weight of the upcoming game barely registering to me. Greeley is a three-hour drive from here, and we're all packed in for the long drive. Leia is here, of course, and then there's her redhead friend. I can't help but clench my jaw as I think back to last night. I know I shouldn't be mad at her, but fuck it, I am.All three kisses we've shared were her idea, her initiative. But last night, things got a little out of hand. She was drunk, and if I hadn't kept my self-control, who knows what might have happened. It's frustrating as shit. "Why the long face?" Owen's voice breaks through my thoughts, his arm slung casually over my shoulder as he yawns. "I'm just tired," I mutter, shaking off his arm as I watch Tim pestering Ant about some ridiculous plan to get a dog. Like we could even have one in the dorms. And Owen is really the one he should be asking.My eyelids are heavy, the weight o
What is wrong with me? I can't help but wonder as I sit here, nursing my wounded pride. He's a playboy, that much I know. So why did I expect him to remember what I did last night? Stupid, I know. But somehow, it stings more than it should. I wasn't even drunk when I made my move. No, I did it because I finally came to terms with the fact that I like him. And because I wanted to see if he remembered, considering how wasted he was. He shut me down, claiming I was too intoxicated. But was that the real reason? Or was it simply because I'm not his type? The thought leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. "Are you okay?" Ari's concerned voice breaks through my thoughts. I force a smile, masking the turmoil inside me. No, I'm not okay."Whose coat is that?" Ari's question draws my attention to the soft black fabric draped around me. It smells like him. Warren. Despite everything, it's comforting. I don't even care that I'm wearing it. I just want to wrap myself in its warmth and forget abo
I've been running on fumes for the past two nights, surviving on caffeine and stress. I aced two tests today, much to my own surprise. Ari keeps telling me to relax and take it easy, but who has time for that when I'm juggling too much? I can't tell if Warren is intentionally avoiding me or if I've been so wrapped up in my own world that I haven't noticed him for the past week. He used to pester me constantly, but lately, it's like we're strangers. It's a strange feeling. As I wander aimlessly around the campus, trying to find my way back to my dorm, everything seems to blur together. I collapse by a small water fountain, my head spinning with exhaustion. I bury my face in my hands, trying to shake off the sleep that threatens to consume me. The late afternoon sun casts long shadows across the courtyard, creating a peaceful atmosphere that contradicts the chaos in my mind. I can hear the faint sound of laughter and chatter from other students, but it all feels distant and muffle
Leia WelshThree Years Later! I turn to the side, glancing at my reflection in the floor-length mirror. A soft smile spreads across my lips as I take in the sight of myself—four months in, and I'm showing so much already. My belly is swollen, round and firm, and my breasts feel heavier, straining against the thin material of my white dress. It's a simple dress, but it hugs me in all the right places, and for a moment, I feel beautiful. My gaze shifts to the ring on my finger, glimmering in the light. A warm feeling spreads through me, wrapping around my heart like a cozy blanket. The large emerald stone set in a delicate, floral band never fails to make me smile. It's more than just a ring; it's a promise, a beautiful reminder of how far we've come. I remember the first time Kohl kissed me—the way his lips felt soft and sweet against mine, his scent filling my senses like my favorite cologne. How is it possible that I never want to be without him? I've never been the kind of girl
Kohl WarrenTwo years later.I stand a few paces away, taking in the scene before me. The air is fresh, filled with the earthy scent of damp grass and the faint sweetness of blooming wildflowers. Leia sinks down onto her knees, the patchy wet grass squelching beneath her as the moisture seeps into her dark black leggings. She places her hands on her thighs, fingers splayed out like she's grounding herself, and closes her eyes, inhaling deeply.I can see her shoulders relax a little with each breath in, and I wish I could reach out and comfort her. But I know this moment is hers, a private conversation with the past, so I quietly stand by and watch. The sunlight bathes her in a golden glow, making her black hair shimmer like fresh ink. She had trimmed it months ago, but those soft curls still cascade down her back, brushing against her waist.When she finally opens her eyes, the sun catches in her emerald irises, making them sparkle with a mix of hope and sorrow."Hi, Mom," she whisper
I haven't really had a chance to talk to Leia much today, just some casual 'hey's' here and there, but it's driving me crazy. I can't stop thinking about why she didn't tell them how terrible that cup was. I wanted to be by her side when Reese hilariously shot gramps with a nerf gun bullet. I wanted to be close enough to catch a whiff of her scent and tell her how beautiful she looked. I hastily throw on my long gray winter coat and head downstairs, eager to get outside. Without anyone noticing, I slip through the doors and feel the cold air hit me. The snow is falling gently, but I pay no mind as I walk down the street, my thoughts consumed by Leia. Only her. And damn it, I completely forgot to give her the gift I have tucked away in my jean pockets. I had planned to give it to her on her birthday, but something held me back. Maybe it was the fear of having my heart broken. And then today, I couldn't give it to her, because she's going to break my heart. "Hey, slow down, you wa
He told me he loved me, and I couldn't bring myself to say it back. It's not that I don't love him too, but the words just couldn't come out. My heart was pounding all night, and I couldn't sleep a wink. I kept wondering if I should sneak into his room and tell him, but my body wouldn't let me. I'm awful. I hear a gentle knock on the door, and in walks Margret, looking stylish with her one-sided braid and black loose dress. She sits on the bed, concern written all over her face. "Did you two have a fight? Kohl was so quiet last night," she asks, making me feel guilty as I sit up because I'm the reason why he was so quiet, I'm the problem."He told me he loved me," I confess in a whisper as the words just come out of my mouth without thinking. Margret lights up with joy, then her expression shifts to worry when she sees my lack of enthusiasm. "You don't feel the same way?" she questions. I feel safe opening up to her, even though it's strange considering she's Warren's mom. She t
"That's not fair," Reese pouts as I slyly move the cone to make it harder for her to score a goal on me. "Life's not fair, kid," I chuckle, enjoying the competitive edge in her ten-year-old glare. "I say kick him!" Leia shouts from the porch, making Reese burst into laughter. Leia walks over to Reese, looking effortlessly gorgeous, and I can't help but admire her beauty. "Wow, you're so pretty," Reese says, her eyes sparkling as Leia kneels down to her level. "Not as pretty as you," Leia replies, causing Reese to blush and hide behind her hair, showcasing her cute freckles. I can't help but grin as Reese focuses on the soccer ball and kicks it, sending it directly into my groin. I drop to the ground, clutching my balls in agony. "Oh, I'm sorry uncle Kohl," Reese says apologetically as she rushes over to me, attempting to perform CPR while Leia stands by, laughing uncontrollably. I shoot her a glare, but she just keeps on laughing. "Score before he's back on his feet!" Leia sho
As we pull up the driveway of Warren's childhood home, I can't help but notice how extravagant it looks. I have no idea what his mother does for a living, but it must pay well. The three-story house is painted in a classy beige and white color scheme, with windows that give it an almost regal appearance. The driveway is packed with cars, six in total, and not a single one looks cheap. Even Warren's black G-wagon takes up a lot of space, but there's still room for two more cars. It's basically an eight-car garage, and I can't help but feel a little out of place next to all this luxury. "Don't worry, everyone here is pretty chill, except for the potential showdown between my aunt and mom," Warren says nonchalantly, causing me to raise an eyebrow. He grabs my suitcase from the trunk of his car, and I follow him up the cement path lined with bushes towards the large modern black door. The sound of laughter seeps out from inside, making me a bit nervous. But as if sensing my anxiety, W
"Are you sure they don't mind me crashing their Christmas party?" Leia questions, her eyes scanning the campus from the window as I struggle to stuff her oversized suitcase into the cramped trunk. "They're totally cool with it, trust me." I assure her, flashing a cocky grin before sliding into the driver's seat. Despite my confident words, Leia fidgets nervously in the passenger seat, smoothing out the wrinkles in the red flowery dress she borrowed from Ari. I reach over and give her hand a reassuring squeeze, trying to ease her jitters. Her smile, tinged with a hint of uncertainty, lights up her face, causing my chest to tighten in a way that is both exhilarating and terrifying. I start the car, the engine roaring to life as we start our journey to Kansas City for my mom's annual Christmas bash. The radio blares Miley Cyrus's "Wrecking Ball" as we speed down the highway, Leia tapping her foot along to the beat while I mutter comments about the song's questionable lyrics. I haven'
It's been a fabulous week with Warren after he won the finals. He's been crashing in my dorm every night since Ari hasn't been around a lot and because Athena jetted off to some third world country for a small vacation, yes, she took a vacation during the middle of the school year. How she manages to do that is beyond me, but hey, when your family's rolling in dough, perks like that come with the territory. Warren is still a raging horndog. His stay here has left me feeling like I've been hit by a bus, but I can't say I didn't enjoy every minute of it. Tim and Rocky on the other hand have been popping in and out for snacks, leaving me high and dry in the snack department. No more midnight munchies for me. Today, we're all heading to Martha's Diner for a change of scenery. I've picked out the perfect dress for the occasion, but with my body feeling like it's been through a marathon, I'm not sure if I should risk wearing it. Warren's wandering hands might just make a grand entrance
The arena is massive, even for someone like me who used to play hockey professionally. The stands stretch out, almost reaching to the point of filling thousands of people. Well, maybe not thousands, but there's definitely a good amount. Close to the high hundreds, at least. "Wow," Ari gasps in amazement as Athena passes her a cherry slushy. I can't believe it – there's even a food court here. My jaw practically hits the floor. "I didn't get you one because I figured you'd be in the penalty box, and I didn't think you'd want one," Athena explains as she sips on her blueberry slushie, which matches her vibrant hair. I nod in understanding. "True, but I'll snag one once we win," I declare with a nonchalant shrug. "So, uh, where are we supposed to sit?" Athena inquires, her eyes scanning the vast expanse of the arena. "Wherever the hell you want," I reply with a smirk. "Just steer clear of the enemy's turf." Athena's devilish grin fades at my words as she groans. Leaving them to