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40: I Want Us Official
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2022-02-18 10:16:49Gradually, my breathing calmed down. But I didn't open my eyes. Now that the heat has subsided, I remember what we did. I can feel how my face burned when I remembered how I pleaded for him to do it.
I feel, I am no different from the women he became. I was too desperate just for his touch. And I gave up myself just because of that
How foolish you are, Elena.
I closed my eyes even more because of the thought.
Moments later, I felt him shifted a bit. He caressed my waist and kissed my shoulder. Fortunately, I turned my back on him. He won't see how red surely my face was.
"I'll just cook for us. Rest first," he said.
Eventually, I felt him leave the bed. I pursed my lips firmly, eyes are still closed. I'm exhausted and embarrassed. Probably, Rage is now thinking how pathetic I am. I swore that I'll never link myself to a womanizer, especially to my brother's friends. Yet I gave in to him. I gave myself just like that. Worst, I even begged.
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