Dillon had awesome parents. He loved them to pieces, and they loved him. This he knew and accepted as fact, but he still felt unaccepted and unloved by them at the same time. He couldn't get close to them. If they found out about his sickness, it would be disastrous. It may be that his fear of the consequences had affected his perception of reality. Whatever the reason, because he was afraid, he couldn't be himself around his parents. This caused him to distance himself from them, in the hopes that he'd minimize the risk of a slip-up. Dillon was sad that he had to keep them at a distance, but there would be a day when he would tell them everything.
It seemed that they had assumed that Dillon needed space to grow, so they didn't restrict him much in the way of where he could go. So long as he checked in, was back before ten o'clock, and didn't do anything dangerous or illegal. Otherwise, they stayed out of his way since he wasn't a troublemaker. No, only on the school bus was he anything close to a troublemaker. His mom was upset, however, when he started to refuse to go to church. Why attend when he didn't buy into it? God hadn't helped him through anything, but for some reason, expected loyalty, obedience, and worship? Screw that. Dillon tried to be respectful with his parents in terms of their different views. Besides, they didn't talk about it much anymore. Dillon thought about what he wanted to say, then started to type out his reply.
Dillon 2:07 PM: Hey ma, just wanted to let you know I'll be at Vinnie's, that autobody shop on Main. Remember the friend I made at tech school I told you about? He works there so we're gonna hang till he's done. Should be home before dinner, if not I'll text. Love you! Hope your day is going well! ^_^
He hit send, and refocused himself on the walk to the shop. It was quite a bit closer to the bus stop than his home was. On the way, he daydreamed about what they might do. What did 'chill' even mean? Not that it mattered to him. He wanted to learn about Tony as his friend, so setting didn't matter. Dillon was definitely curious about what he had done to the Subaru without side mirrors. It was fun to watch him work. One time he even let him help. Tony had him wet sand a couple door panels to smooth the primer coat so the paint stuck evenly. The smell of the shop combined with the feel of the metal underhand as he sanded calmed him. The more he learned about body work, the more interested he became in the industry.
Up the road he saw the shop, adjusted his clothes and backpack, and ran his hand through his short sandy blonde hair. Dillon was happy he was at the point that he didn't get nervous when he was around Tony now. His company was genuinely enjoyable. As per usual, when he walked up Tony's garage door was wide open. The Subaru was still in really bad shape, but at least had one side mirror partially reattached with duct tape. Tony loudly ground away at a patch of rust on the other detached side mirror with an air driven grinding wheel. He looked up at the ceiling of the shop and saw giant spools of hoses that hung from the rafters. The air tube above Tony's station was hooked up to the grinder he used. Dillon assumed that most of the shop's power tools ran on compressed air. It was a lot cheaper and renewable, which was an excellent choice for a city of smog like theirs.
As Dillon walked slowly up to Tony, he craned his neck to see up close what he was up to. He didn't wanna scare the shit out of him while he used a power tool, so he looked for a stool to pull up. The only one he could find was a ridiculously tacky Iron Man stool. Dillon was horrified. He visited the shop fairly regularly and he never noticed it before. Was this new? Why would Tony get this? 'Who the hell wants to park their ass on Iron Man's face?!' Dillon shivered and cringed inwardly.
Finally Tony took his hand off the trigger for the pressurized air, and the grinder hissed as it slowed to a stop. Dillon crossed his arms and stayed totally silent as Tony took off his goggles and gloves. He was covered in black dust, probably the metal and rust he had just grinded off. As he pulled a partially soiled shop towel out of his pocket, Dillon coughed, loud and dramatic. Tony started and whipped his head around.
"'Bout time! It's rude to keep guests waitin', fuckhead!" Dillon scoffed, nose in the air. Tony cracked a big smile.
"How long have you been there?!"
"Like five minutes. You were intent on your grindin' and I didn't feel like scarin' you while you had a power tool. Yer welcome." Dillon gave him two thumbs up and got up to shake his hand. "Oh, and what the absolute fuck is this?" He turned and pointed to the Iron Man stool.
"That's my Iron Man stool, dipshit. Hahaha! You like, yes? Or are you a hater?" Tony narrowed his eyes.
"I-I mean Marvel is a'ight, I guess? Only hero I ever liked was DC's Batman, though. But dude, why do you have this abomination of a stool?" Dillon furrowed his brow and grinned slightly.
"I'll give you that. Batman is a good choice, but not as good a choice as Iron Man, bitch. He's modern day Batman. Gotham's in another universe too. Don't diss my stool, you snot!" Tony pointed at him with two fingers.
"It's sooo tacky, man. I don't want Iron Man eatin' my ass out everytime I sit." He cringed.
"Hey, I needed a higher stool to use under the lifts, ok? I saw this godly Iron Man stool at a thrift store and couldn't resist! Look at it! It's hand painted! That's talent!" Tony insisted.
"Yea, I'll begrudgingly admit whoever painted it was talented, but that doesn't invalidate the fact that Iron Man's lips are on my hole! Hehehehahaha!" He laughed at Tony's shocked expression.
"Whatever, you millennials don't know the classics or the finer things. Y'all just wanna be sucked into Facebook n' shit." He grumbled.
"Oh, yer right about that. Farmville is very addicting. It's a problem for me. I've missed my bus playin' it."
"Damn it, I'll admit I'm into Restaurant City myself..."
"Yooo, me too! Add me later! Friend me, too. At Dillon Vera. Spam-gift me eggs, please! I always seem to be out of 'em."
"Haha, sure you scratch my back I'll scratch yers." Tony winked.
Every time Tony winked at him he felt his stomach twist weirdly and his face heat up a couple degrees. He needed to be careful to keep and eye on his body language and where he rested his gaze. Dillon knew that people could feel when someone looked at them while their back was turned. At least, he thought he read that somewhere. Regardless, he should be careful just in case.
While his nerves got better and better the more time they spent together, he made sure to keep himself 'satisfied' in that way. It was necessary so his frustration didn't leak out. Tony was his friend, and that made him beyond happy. However, at times Dillon would get frustrated with the strain the friendship took on his mental state and libido. He would get over the frustration in a day or two, but it always came back.
Tony had eventually gotten back to work so he could finish up and go. He looked tired, which made sense because he typically started super early. Not to mention, the fact that he was here on a Saturday meant he likely had work to catch up on. To be a mechanic seemed tough, with high physical demands, just like a chef. He had seen in-shape baseball players not have the stamina or agility to keep up in a busy, crowded, insanely hot, and messy kitchen. Explosive, instantaneous strength wasn't always helpful in either industry.
Dillon felt Tony's pain and sore muscles after a long day's work like that. He kept Tony company while he finished up various things he had to grind and fill. They talked about this and that, and would have companionable silences when Tony had to focus on something. While Tony started to organize his work bench and clean up, Dillon remembered he wanted to ask him something.
"Hey Tony, I wanted to ask you somethin'""Yea kid, shoot." Tony replied as he continued his cleanup.
Every single time, Dillon thought with an eye roll, Kat had him figured out. Of course she would always and forever read him like an open book. He felt a pang of affection for Kat. She really did
Dillon whipped his head around and saw his mom outside with a smile. She waved to Tony. It drove him nuts when his mom would do this. The few times he made a new friend, his mom accosted them with questions about their life's story when she met
July 8th, 2010: Thursday
He set the blue suitcase at the top of the basement steps, he climbed back down and snapped up his duffel and Phillies bag and brought them up, too. There was one thing he could not forget. Dillon ran back downstairs and entered his room again, then said goodbye to and petted each of his animals individually. The critters were his friends too, and he treated them as
A little over an hour later, they were almost at the Atlantic City Expressway, which they would follow for an hour at least. Dillon had Marilyn Manson's 'Tainted Love' at nearly max volume in his ear and just watched the world pass by. He vowed to himself that by the time they got there, he would be over
That exhausted him. He needed this trip. There was nothing that would stop him from his desire to make good memories to get him through all of this.
Tony was a fairly intelligent person, if he did say so himself. He wasn't a genius or anything, but he's competent enough to know basic body language. Dillon was almost imperceptibly hunched over and looked tense. There was a split second when Tony caught an expression he couldn't identify. It was very well hidden, but he picked up on it. Leave it to a teenager to hide the crazy shit that went on in their head. Tony understood; he was the same way. Still was
Once the two of them had all their stuff, they got out and made their way up to the apartment. Tony was beyond content to see Dillon constantly look back at his new baby girl. There was no need for Mrs. Vera or himself to worry. The kid adored the car enough to be careful and rational in her care. Hopefully he adored it, anyway. He actually hadn't given a definitive judgment on what he thought yet.The very second Dillon unlocked his door with his new apartment key and closed it behind him, he assaulted Tony with a huge hug. The kid's jaw hit the floor when he handed that k
Tremors ran through Dillon's body as he shook with adrenaline. Air was worth more than gold as he struggled to keep up with his Sir. It was almost impossible and Dillon almost pinched his leg to tap out, but he refused. This was for Tony, and he
While they might have made up from their combined overreaction earlier, Tony's blood was hot to teach Dillon's rude mouth a lesson. Hopefully Dillon knew it wasn't for real and that it just fit perfectly into the act. The heat that he could see in Dillon's gaze when he grabbed him by the hair told him he needed him. He wanted to make it up to Tony and he
Dillon needed to clear his head. He didn't even want to look at Tony, but he couldn't go home either. The bastard didn't need to know that a night with him was too precious to give up. No, Dillon just needed to think and take some time to himself. He was terrified. Even more people knew, which meant many more points of weakness. That area of town was pretty close knit, and it wasn't impossible that it could leak to his family. Besides, that shop is where his dad took the cars for any non mechanical issue. Fuck, and all
There was no easy way to tell Dillon that half the shop knew about their relationship. The thing was, he couldn't not tell him. If he found out through one of them somehow, his reaction would be a thousand times worse because Tony didn't tell him first. For a couple beats Tony hesitated, with what felt to him like a worried expression on his face. What if Dillon hate
The bus squealed and jerked forward like the ghetto-mobile it is. The sliding door got stock three quarters of the way, which made it difficult to get his jacket and backpack through. Well regardless, he made it, and like usual, he much looked forward to a night with his guy. He didn't tell him he got the green light from his folks to stay over. Once in a while, they'd reward him with a weekday sleepover at Kat's or Tony's, so long as his chores got done and his grades were good. Which they almost always were.After he adjusted his bag and looked forward, he saw Tony on the
Tony's mind was much more at peace. Time to forge on ahead and at least fill and sand the panels for the El Camino. If he could get that done and maybe replace the headlights, taillights, and interior lights with LEDs that the owner requested, he could leave at a reasonable time. Good choice. They had gone with his recommendation to go with LEDs that appeared incande
February 14th, 2011: Monday
That concludes our walkthrough of my err- Dillon's life for the year of 2010. It had been quite the year for him, hadn't it? It was a long, arduous one for him to endure. He faced many scary moments, but stumbled upon an equal amount of wonderful moments as well. The greatest moment of which was when Tony became his. The lessons of this year will come in handy this upcoming year as well. They will definitely be needed for 2011. The challenges for Dillon will be great and unlike any he's faced ever before. Now Dillon's found the piece of himself he'd been missing at the beginning of the story in the form of Tony. That's what will make this round of challenges different from the last. New and intimidating things are often new and intimidating enough to stop people from exploring them. Dillon, as we have seen, for the most part never struggles with new things for long. He tackles them head on, as seen when he and Tony were together physically for the first time. It might have been to