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Chapter 11
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I am not a shadow of your past.
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The wailing sound ringing on my ears was telling to just give up, to stop fighting.
The woman was taking her time dragging me by my two feet to the center of the arena. I was not giving her any fight, it was useless after all and a waste of time. I felt numb of all humanly emotions, pain was the only thing inside me.
I wanted to cry desperately but there were no tears to spare. How it could have been that way, it was far from how I thought it would be. I was supposed to win from her, she had a shitty weapon! Yet she was the one reigning on me. I was helpless and for the first time, I wanted to give up, to die, because suddenly everything was too much and there was no solution in sight. I had lost all the hope left within my being.
I welcomed the darkness that was slowly taking m
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