Flashbacks

When Zerus realized Blessy's right shoulder was shot, he took a deep breath. He sent a man to see the woman, and his heart almost stopped pounding. He was on a building's rooftop, facing the woman's room, and he freely watched her sleep through the binoculars he was carrying.

He set aside the plan to depose Dr. Hayes first. Ramona is the first one he'll encounter, and Zerus knows exactly where to find her.

"The premises have been secured. Mr. Craige, you'll have a difficult time getting in. Every patient room has facial recognition technology. Dr. Hayes is doubling the building's security. Every corridor has CCTVs, and they are not ordinary CCTVs.”

In response to the man who reported to him today, he simply laughef. It's on the other end of the line, and its also a Doctor.

"Is she completely fine? Make certain that my pyscho sister cannot enter her room. "

"Noted."

He quickly removed the binoculars and placed them in the pocket of his jacket, which folded up and became the size of a small billiard ball.

He wondered how he could get around the hospital's security and see the woman in person; his mind won't stop working until he see her.

He is Zerus and nothing could stop him, he is the mess and twist in Hayes current situation. Yes, he could not enter the firewall that Hayes had set up in the database of every person who entered the Hospital, but he was able to sneak in. 

He immediately went to Hayes Group of Hospital. He didn't go through the entrance because he didn't need it. His plan took him through the back, where he began to wreak havoc. From the back of the Hospital, which was a little dark, he could quickly sneak in there because he can climb such a building without difficulty.

He is fully equipped, from the various gadgets he can use on his target to the shoes and gloves he would use for climbing effortlessly. He was wearing improvised gecko shoes and gloves, and he climbed such a building with ease.

No one noticed his agile demeanor, which made Zerus please, because the woman he was looking for was just lying in the hospital bed.

He'll just do it quickly; he'll go see the woman and then leave; he just wanted to make sure that what Blessy got from Ramona was truly far from her heart.

"She is... Stunning." When she raised the room's glass window, he was stunned for a moment.

Zerus just stared at the woman who was asleep, and his gaze landed on her shoulder, which caused his heart to ache when he noticed an arm sling hanging from her.

He entered the room like a gust of wind, and there was no CCTV in the room. Blessy was alone in bed, and she could see pain and sadness in her beautiful and innocent face.

As he approached, he gently murmured in his mind, "What makes you sad, Blessy?"

The woman is wearing a black veil and a ring on her hand, indicating that she will soon become a full-fledged nun, but Zerus thought that the ring he'll gave her would be more appropriate to wear on her hand when they were at the altar.

Damn! What am I thinking? She's a nun, and I'm a... criminal. He thought, dismissing the irrational feelings he was experiencing.

Zerus just fit to stare at Blessy, who was sound asleep, his fist clenched slightly, and he mentally exclaimed, He'll kill, Ramona! But there is a part of his mind that is relieved that Ramona did not shoot the heart of the woman he loves.

"F-fender..."

His brow furrowed as the woman called his name, her eyes are close.

"Please do not leave... Don't go with them!F-fender... I'm terrified..."

I'm here, Blessy... He wanted to say those words, but he insisted, 'don't do it,' and he just stood there staring at the woman.

"No, Fender!"

Nightmare. Zerus debated whether or not to wake her up. If he'll wakes her up and sees him, she will wonder, how and why he is in her room.  

"D-don't! Please, Fender... Don't go with them... Don't leave me... P-please, don't!" tears welled up in Blessy's beautiful eyes, and he could hear the pain in her voice.

He was affected, and his brain was debating whether to hug her or not. There was such a strong fist that punched his heart that he couldn't bear to look at her innocent face.

"Fender… promise... You'll contact me again..."

Blessy...

Zerus backed away and shook his head a few times, wondering why he was affected by the words that came out of the woman's mouth. He shook and took a deep breath before leaving her room, but before that, he approach her again and gently kissed the woman's forehead.

"Goodnight..." But when he left his room, it was as if his heart had been stabbed; he doesn't want to leave, but he can't stay long.

WHEN Zerus was in his new car, he couldn't be bothered because the words Blessy spoke repeatedly echoed in his head; he knew it was just a nightmare, but the nightmare was connected to past events, real things that happened to someone.

He stared at his own reflection in the rearview mirror for a long time, wondering, "Who am I really? Has I've forgotten any part of my life?" But if Zerus is to be questioned, he has forgotten nothing. He remembers every second since he awoke to the bitter motion of the world.

"Is there something I'm missing?" He grabbed her by the hair, puzzled.

He immediately started the car engine and drove away from that place full of questions in his mind. He went first to his sister Ramona, where she sat on the end of the sofa and gently sipped the cup of wine and on her other hand where her pet Aurora clung.

"Have you finished checking your sweet little nun?

"Stay away from her, Ramona," he said trying to calm.

"I would, if you could stay away from her," She sipped again, looking at him artfully.

"Stop being obnoxious."

"Oops! I don't mean to be intrusive, brother. I just don't like what I see," she laughed, looking at her pet snake Aurora.

He was in front of the girl and pointed his gun at her head without emotion; her pet Aurora calmed down immediately, but the woman did not.

"I'll fill your head with bullets the next time you intervene!" He immediately turned around and walked away, leaving it in a frenzy.

He wasn't joking this time; if she interferes with his plans and hurts Blessy again, he'll forget he has a crazy sister.

"She'll be your downfall!"

He shrugged and got into his car, saying he'd just do something for a while.

Zerus returns to Blessy's room after confronting Ramona; it was early in the morning, but he did not feel drowsy, and he was concerned, even if he said far from the heart what was accomplished correctly.

Blessy soundly sleeping, and next to her was the rosary and little book he had just noticed; it wasn't there when he entered earlier. Perhaps she awoke from the nightmare and got to pray. He stared for a long time at the rosary, which was obviously very old.

He approached it first and pick it up. He was shaken as he examined it; its old and almost ancient. He shrugged and his attention was diverted. He placed the rosary in the pocket of his leather jacket.

He turned to face the woman, a smile escape on his lips, "It's nice to watch her while sleeping. She's like an angel who can never be loved."

He sat slowly on the side of the bed, staring at her as if it were a good thing. He reached for the woman's smooth cheek and caressed it carefully. Zerus didn't smile inside. This is the last visit he will make. Whether he wants to or not, he can't risk her life, which is something he doesn't want to happen.

For goodness sake, he will force himself to forget her again! Enough of the moments they shared in Barrio Felopina. The love he feels for it her enough, even if it is forbidden.

"Blessy..." this word almost came out of his mouth, "I don't know why I feel this way. I know you will belong to your God and I respect that thing. I respect you. But... " he let out a deep sigh," Every time I see you, my defense weakens. Slowly the wall I put up crumbles. The demon in my person is slowly killing me. I don't know what's wrong with me… it's like something on me badly wanted you—"

"Fender..." Blessy took his hand.

He remained true to his position, casting a quick glance at the woman, who was now staring at him, unsure what to say now that she had seen him at three a.m.

"How are you?"

Blessy didn't respond, but Zerus didn't see her afraid of his presence. The sparks on her beautiful eyes were different.

"What are you doing here?" Wasn't a question.

He had no alibi to offer. He averted his gaze and aptly drew out his hand that she was holding, but the maiden's grip was firm.

"Fender, I recall... Everything is fresh in my mind..."

He's puzzled, unable to understand what the woman was saying. Tears welled up in her eyes, which immediately alerted him to, and he approached quickly and anxiously wiped away her tears.

"Shhh..." He gently stroked her cheek despite the fact that it was forbidden "Don't cry. I didn't mean to make you cry, so I'm here. ”

A sad smile formed on her lips and sadness fill in her eyes. "But you're late... It's only a few years and I'll be a full-fledged nun. I belong to Him," her voice began to growl.

Even though he couldn't understand a word she said, he remained silent and let the woman caress his cheek. Its something like a knife had pierced his heart, and he was hurt.

"Why is it only now? Why Fender? What took you so long, Fender? ”

He didn't say anything else. He couldn't understand her but something in his heart told him to let her speak.

"Blessy..."

Her eyes welled up with tears. The more he wipes with his fingers, the more persistently her tears drip. With each drop, he could feel the pain.

"W-why did you take so long to return? "Why—"

He gave her a tight hug, but it was tinged with trepidation. He didn't want to touch her wound.

The woman's cries grew louder, and Zerus was hurt at the thought of hurting her.

"Shhhh... Okay, I'm here. Nobody could ever hurt you. I'm here. I'm here, okay..." He kissed her eyes softly and it's more painful that he could taste the sadness in her tears.

"But, it's too late… it's really too late for you…"

He was briefly restrained by his head. There are some memories that come in. Memory of what really happened.

"Go now, leave me."

He was taken aback and looked at the woman. She lay down again and closed her eyes.

"Get out, there's no reason for you to be in my life again."

"No!"

"Forget what I said; all right, I need to rest," she said as she opened her eyes and looked at him without emotion.

Fuck!

And the next thing he did. Their lips touched. Something pushed his demon, saying kiss her and she did not resist. Blessy just let him go, but a sob escaped her throat.

"Blessy..." he said as he distance himself. As their lips parted, they both moaned and gasped for air.

She sat up, looked at him coldly, and shook her right shoulder, which had a gunshot wound.

"Please, just go..."

He stared at her. The rest of her was familiar to him. He admits he kissed her under the rain but this time, it seemed different. His heart and mind were crying out differently. He was intimately acquainted with the remnant of the woman who messed up his system.

"...I love you..."

They both fell silent as they uttered that forbidden word together. The emotion hidden in Zerus personality is completely opened.

Their lips met again and Zerus had no intention of releasing the lip that had kept him awake for several nights since he left Baryong Felopina, so he response the kiss she gave him and wrapped one of his hands around her neck.

"Blessy, I love you... I want you."

Zerus doesn't care what happens next. He loves the woman. He could have said it. He is ready to change, he is ready to change the person who has been used by the devil for a long time. He was ready to leave everything.

He slowly removed the veil that had been covering her head, revealing Blessy's shoulder-length, straight hair, and he was almost breathless at the beauty he saw.

He stroked her black and soft hair before kissing her again.

"Fender!" She gasped as his hand moved slowly to her neck, feeling the strange heat emanating from the woman's body.

His lip dropped to her neck, and he gave her a little kiss as his hand began to travel over the woman's body. Fuck! He was ready to pledge his soul again to the devil, just to claim her!

"I need you, Blessy..."

Blessy current state is not a hindrance; he could handle the situation without difficulty. Her cock is agitated and looking for someone to tame it.

"Fender, this is a sin in God's eyes, and I will be one—"

He stop her with a kiss. They were both gasping for air and their bodies were heating up. He carefully laid her on the hospital bed while he remained standing. That bed had little space for what would happen tonight.

Zerus quickly removed all of their clothing from their bodies, exposing the beautiful curve of the woman's body in front of him, and her cock saluted under her pants.

He immediately worshiped Blessy's breast with caution, avoiding her wound.

Zerus believes they have been doing this for a long time. They have a long past, and he owns this woman. Every moan, caress, and whisper in his name... He knows her very well.

"Ohhhh!"

She bit her lips and his hand purposefully touched her puss. Every caress he received from Blessy was very familiar to him, but he couldn't remember when.

"Ahhhh, Fender, oh!"

A loud moan escaped her throat, and his cock lost even more, becoming more aggressive in his desire to get out of jail.

She was exhausted and shouted at the taste of what he had done. Zerus doesn't care if anyone sees them now.

"F-fender! Please, stop. It's f-forbidden."

"Shhh... Let it go, Blessy."

She softly nodded, closed her eyes, and him her do whatever he wanted, as long as his tongue and hand never stopped worshiping her.

When his worldly tongue took the place of his hand in the woman's jewel, her body became even more emaciated, and Blessy's moan grew louder, and one of her hands became entangled on the end of the pillow.

For a few moments, he worshiped her femininity, and Zerus would admit that he was very familiar with the peach-flavored juice emanating from within the woman.

When he pressed the woman's lips again, he was full of love; her body was ready, and he was ready as well.

"I'm afraid I can't be gentle, Blessy."

When she opened her eyes, she nodded slowly, and he could see the emotion he had been feeling for the woman for a long time. He is big. 8 inches, and he wasn't sure if Blessy could handle his cock.

He drew both of her thighs up in front of him "Are you ready?"

Her soldier was enraged when he touched it and pointed at the mouth of Blessy's femininity, as if some kind of electricity had enveloped his being as he began to enter.

"Fender!"

"Blessy!"

They both moaned as he slowly inserted his manhood into her jewel. Zerus closed his eyes at the sensation, tightening his grip on Blessy's thigh. He knew he had hurt the woman, but he had heard no complaints from her.

"...Fender..."

"I love you, Blessy, I love you."

She opened her eyes and looked him in the eyes. "I love you as well."