Chapter 3

I awake in my bed with a slight headache it must be from all the crying.

I sit up and look at my surroundings everything here holds memories.

Memories with him I jump out of bed my wolf is pissed my claws extend and I began tearing pictures off the wall.

Extending my claws  I began shredding everything.

Clawing my walls ripping them to shreds as tears are pooling but they haven't felt. They refuse to fall.

My wolf howls in agony and my knees buckle in the living room.

I've shredded everything to pieces my knuckles are bloody and I'm breathing heavy.

 I hear a car door slam outside and footsteps quickly approaching.

There's a knock on the door.

I don't need to see who it is cause I smelled him as soon as he pulled up its no longer just his earthly sent which means they completed the mating process.

I stand to my feet and wipe my eyes, I open the door and there Anthony is standing with his head cast down.

I look behind him and I assume it to be his mate standing beside the car.

I step aside and allow him entry, not closing the door behind us.

I walk to the living room and take a seat on the couch Anthony looks around and I can see the sorrow in his eyes.

I look away he needs to feel this.

He collects all of his things and comes and stands before me.

I look up and with a shaky breath, I say Anthony Johnson I, Lynette Childs, from the Dakota Sunrise pack release you.

He looks startled at first like he had something he wants to say but when he starts talking I hold my hand up pausing him to let me finish.

I wish you happiness and good health I only ask you one thing in return, I say looking back up into his eyes.

What's that he looks at me with weary eyes and asks. 

Release me.

Let us go completely I can live alone happily if you just give me this.

He looks confused, you said release us who else do I need to release.

I grab my belly and reply I was waiting till after my party to announce the news but I'm pregnant.

I've known for about two weeks. I thought the night would be special for the both of us so I wanted to share the news there with you and all our close ones.

He looks at my hand cupping my little bump. Wolf's show a little faster cause we're only pregnant for about 4 months, and our pups grow much quicker than normal babies.

So your saying I can't have anything to do with our pup, correct.

I'm saying you are free to be happy and I will do this alone he/she won't know who you are and your new mate will never know of this either.

Pleading with my eyes. I need this so please just do it if I ever meant anything to you just let me go.