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46 - The Pain

Author: R. Lee
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LUCY'S POV:

Trish and I stayed up into the wee hours of the morning talking.

She showed me how to connect to my Fae magic, but I still had a lot of work left to do.

Masking my scent was actually really easy. She explained a lot of our power is connected to our emotions, so the more we want or need something, the easier it is to control the action.

It's crazy to me that this power has always been inside of me, and I never knew it.

Apparently, I was not affected by silver because I was a Fae. Trish explained to me that the Silver Throne Faes were connected to silver in more ways than one, which made me, being a hybrid werewolf, all the more curious.

I chose not to overthink it too much.

My acceptance of who or what I was had made a massive difference for Nia.

She was now fully present with me, making my heart feel so much better.

Trish was right about one thing: I needed to gain more confidence.

I had slept in pretty late after not going to bed until the early morning.

By the time I wok
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