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12 - Regret Is Everyone's Bitch
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SareeSawyer may have a lot of growing up to do, but is he wrong?
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The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 14 - Smile
~Sawyer’s Point of View~ Plenty of things made my dick hard, but nothing like Lola. Nothing even close. She kept insisting that she was too heavy to lay on me in the tub but if this was getting suffocated I’d die happy. Every single wiggle of her ass just made her slide all over me and I’d nearly come several times. I was sure if she just touched me with her hand I’d blow. After I very carefully washed her, she attempted to return the favor but with the limited space it was pretty tricky. I was always dirty, I was more than used to it and hardly cared. But now that I had someone to impress I supposed I might have to wash it off now and then. *We need to look good for our mate,* Remy said, practically drooling. He’d taken over my eyes several times, desperate to see every inch of her. I’d stroked her tits several times and played with her nipples, only worsening my angry cock. Remy was getting better at communicating with her wolf, but no real word exchanges yet. He wouldn’t have t
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 15 - Blow
~Lola’s Point of View~ I practically held my breath as Sawyer came back inside, he definitely had a mood. But I barely had a read on him yet so I didn’t know how to take it. But really, ten guys coming to talk to him early in the morning? It also seemed like he and Jett had quite an exchange and he wasn’t happy. I need to learn how to read lips. Chipper, upbeat. Deflect. See if he brings it up, I’m sure the last thing he wants is for me to hound him. He shut the door and scratched his head, clearly trying to decide what to say. I didn’t like it. I’d get him in a good mood and then maybe he’d just spill his guts. If he lied to me, I’d die. We had to start this off right, being honest with each other. Things were already rocky and I just needed them to get on a better path. He needed a distraction. My eyes as usual went to the bobbing thick cock between his legs, he wasn’t hard but I could fix that. While he was outside Eva came back to me and insisted again that we mate. That it ha
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 16 - Two Virgins
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The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 17 - Fated
~Lola’s Point of View~ When I was in elementary school I got royally kicked in the crotch during soccer at recess and I remember that hurting like a son of a bitch. But this was a different level. Pain, burning, the intense aching that was now settling in. “What happened? I thought you were ready,” I heard, his voice clearly panicked. Good God I have so much to teach this man. It is obvious now that this pairing was made to try every single ounce of my patience and understanding. “I was ready but you still have to go slow,” I mumbled. “But my seed was close, I had to get it inside you,” he said, as if it should be obvious. He’s so damn simple. I can’t stand it. I groaned. Laying on his side next to me, I could now see his face. He was terrified. Good. “I’m gonna need Tylenol or something. Please tell me there is some pain medicine,” I asked. “I can heal you,” he said, and I nearly shrieked as he spouted a claw from his hand, using it to slice his finger. “I’m not drinking
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 18 - Mates
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The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 19 - New Beginnings
~Sawyer’s Point of View~ I reached around my sexy mate as we washed the dishes together. How the hell is a normal thing like this so hot? Oh yeah, we’re both naked and I can’t keep my damn hands off her. “Our first pup will be a little warrior girl. As a child I’ll teach her to hunt with a bow, she’ll be the most sought after female as an Alpha’s daughter,” I said, proud and excited. Remy was passed the fuck out, wimp. I’d need him strong for tomorrow to get us down south anyhow so I let him be. Lola practically dropped the plate in her hand and jerked her face back into mine. “We’ll name her after your sister. Or … if our first is a boy we’ll call him Corey,” she said, smiling. I scoffed, picturing Corinne’s nose turned up at me how she did when I teased her. Which was often. “She hated being called Corie. Hated it. Said she wasn’t a boy,” I said, taking the plate and drying it. “Well we’ll just see how you feel about it the first time you hold our baby,” she said, playfully.
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 20 - Our First Luna
~Sawyer’s Point of View~ I leaned forward in my chair, staring at the back of Jett’s head. It was a mixed bag of emotions for me, the last thing I wanted to do was rub my good fortune in his face. “The trip to the city will be good for us. It’s uhm, kind of a make or break situation for our relationship. We’ll be gone for about two weeks, maybe less. I have a few business meetings, about six of us are going. Rusty knows I’m Alpha but he doesn’t know shit about the rest of us. As far as everyone else is concerned outside of our pack there is only one. I like it that way,” he said, as I stood next to him and leaned over the railing. I didn’t speak, he was clearly in the middle of something. I wanted him to keep going. “Should something happen to me, we already have a great network in place. The Cove will go on. I’m not being melodramatic or anything, it's just a fact. I don’t trust these fucks for a second no matter who I take with me,” he said. Without thinking about it, I put my
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The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 66 - Celebrate
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The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 65 - Booty
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The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 64 - Home
~Drake’s Point of View~ *Skin … creamy soft…* Gage purred. He demanded I touch her sandy blonde hair, it was damp and we wanted to run our fingers through it. I couldn’t possibly help myself despite knowing I had to tread carefully. Even touching Corinne before she was ready could be disastrous. I had no idea when the last time was that a male touched her, maybe the last time she had a pup but I just didn’t know. I’d already spent a lot of time speaking with the doctors about PTSD. It was hardly something I dared to ask her about, the female seemed to resent me and try to run away every chance she got. Gage liked at first, cat and mouse. But after a few days it just became depressing. I didn’t have the heart to just come out and tell her we were mates. Not to mention Sawyer told me to let it run its course. See if her wolf comes out just by being around me. Being around other strong wolves. If her wolf came, she would do wonders for calming Corinne, giving her reassurance. Judgin
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 63 - Settling In
~Corinne’s Point of View~ “Mama, I love your cuddles,” I heard, making me stir. I squeezed the warmth in my arms, it was my son Jakob. Oh, and Helena apparently. I really didn’t know what it was to sleep alone but it wasn’t as though I was able to give the kids all their own beds. I couldn’t even believe that I had slept, basically only because my body was THAT tired. That exhausted. I still couldn’t even believe it. Venom was no more. There would be no more cave, no more hole in the earth we called home for so long. But above all … no more males coming in the night and invading our bodies. In a weird way, I’d miss our little bunker. The only home my babies had known. We were now in a large cabin with tons of rooms. Tons of light and colors. Real furniture. A deep breath already told me someone was cooking and my stomach practically lurched me out of bed. I couldn’t believe how nice everyone was, maybe being the Alpha’s sister will have perks. Maybe they’re just actually n
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 62 - Venom Dies Tonight
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The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 61 - A Luna Emerges
~Lola’s Point of View~ Should have never agreed to go with Belle, all these damn kids in such a small space! But seeing Alice and Jett make eyes at each other constantly made me just feel awkward. I needed a distraction and I wasn’t getting it watching those two practically fucking with their eyes. It took some serious effort but Duncan was actually a massive help getting all the babies to bed. We’d had to make beds out of dresser drawers for the tiny ones, there was so little space. Belle and I were going to be sharing a cot as it was. I didn’t think Sawyer would want me snuggling up to a male. We’d gotten a mind-link earlier that our guardians had defeated Venom and everyone was on their way back. But it could be dawn before they’d be back. I’d gotten some weird feelings and sensations through my mate bond for the last couple of hours and I didn’t know what to make of it all. Sawyer was sad, but yet happy and relieved. I hated waiting to find out why but he was okay and that’s al
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 60 - Leap Of Faith
~Alice’s Point of View~ “Ohh right there yeah, Ohh Jett, you’re so deep, right in the middle ohh you know my spot,” I moaned. “It’s only the beginning, good thing you have four strong hands to take care of you,” Jett said, licking his lips. Damn, why does he have to be so impossibly good looking? Even just sitting there it’s nearly impossible not to shove him down and-- *There’s noise outside,* Maura shouted. Jett’s wolf must have sensed it at the same moment because he dropped my foot and leapt to the window. There were two guardians on patrol outside the house and I immediately realized that wasn’t enough. An awful kind of dread fell over me, and Maura was begging to shift. We had planned to stay holed up in Dane’s old cabin while everyone was gone, but I was too curious to see the infamous beach house and didn’t think it should sit empty. So we passed the cabin on to Belle and her pups, with Duncan going along. It would be tight for all but it was far enough in the south. T
The Alphas Of Black Cove: The Fight For Love 59 - Misdirection
~Corinne’s Point of View~ “Sa… Sawyer?” The word left my mouth, my heart raced but my mind… My mind tried to convince me I was hallucinating. Vivian took my hand, knowing his name. As many times as I’d told stories of how we grew up. How I’d had to lose everything to the same male who now held me captive. The babies were all scared and restless, having been woken twice in the night now. But this gruff voice in the dark, it was like a beacon of light and hope … more than I’d ever felt. The Goddess was shining her light on me, in my darkest hour. I handed my pup to Viv and took a step forward. She put her free hand on the small of my back as I began to shake uncontrollably. The last time I’d seen my brother’s face he was a contorted mess of anger, rage and half wolf. It was torture to have that as the last memory of my best friend. “Corrie! I’m here, I’m here. I’m real honey,” I heard. His voice was nothing like I remembered, it was so rough and he sounded so pained. Honey … that
