Carter OlsenI don't know or should I say I'm not sure how the world turned out to be… but what I know surely still remains that, that common play thing rejected me again, making it yet twice…!She's got nerves.It hasn't always been like this, no.Never was it like this. Not only did it turn out to backfire at all of us that wanted the princess of Zhukov's clan; we never did imagine she'd be the one.I should have known..Yes. I should have known that, that was all it takes, to reject and be rejected. Though I felt ashamed, ashamed that I lost to two people at the same time.It was clear that I was the cause, but nonetheless; I still got to laugh last.I was ridiculously ridiculed; not with any pity in the world that she thought I would get back to her..A mistake I made and would correct. I never knew the plaything would ever turn out to be royal, in a million years. I never knew the guy I mocked also would be royal, it all came back to bite me in the face.But I was damn angry..
Hayley ArresDays turned weeks as so do months, everything was falling into place except for the fact that Derrick still proved stubborn.I was allowed to stay in a room at the Nikolai Castle as the future alpha's mate by his family. Although I was accepted by a few, I still needed the approval of Derrick before I became his official mate and future Luna. And that's where the whole issue was hanging. He was still adamant and I was getting pissed as each day passed by. Not just pissed but also increasingly frustrated. From the room where I stood, I watched how training went among men and women.. how children ran skelter to and fro.It was quite a busy day for them and I was getting bored already until I locked eyes with him.Derrick… my supposed mate. It has always been like that, his eyes always sent me off, telling me I never and would never belong to him. Most times, I end up having nightmares and still feign ignorance in the morning but it was like he knew them all. He always h
There was a saying that said in whatever you do, your instincts shouldn't be far from you... well, mine, I'm not sure.After the meeting I had with Judah at the Nikolai's, a part of me didn't sit well with it. Though I am totally aware that he also wants whatever was between Derrick and Anya to be dissolved, he wants them separated and that makes us three.Yes,Including myself, Carter and Judah.It's understandable.While at the orphanage, we all each had a role to play in different times, as we all have our worths; but one thing remained… We never liked those two.Standing just about how many feets away from St. Louis, a popular cafe away from Nikolai's, I breathed in relief.Nevertheless, I came for business. Anya and Derrick have been my business since the time of Belle Delphine. It was partially their turn as of that time to humiliate me but it did go a long way in my approval."Shouldn't we be inside? Or are we to stay out and stare all day!?" I heard that sweet voice I have al
Anya Zhukov It was becoming more uncomfortable with his stares, I hate them.Though he looks handsome and the rest, I don't care. I shoved aside the fact that he looks familiar.Who was he?I certainly don't know.Today was another one of those days that he'd come to the clan to have dinner.. Yes, dinner.It makes little to no sense but I still can't do anything. He's just like Carter, coming to the house when he knows I'd never say yes to his intentions.My Alpha parents have come to like him, always telling him of how I used to be since I was little.Damn!!Well, they know so well and know what I can do. I don't tolerate shits. Would have been a long time ago but not anymore.As I stepped down from my room, I noticed how eerily silent the whole place was so I guessed it was yet another dinner."Princess, Luna asked that you come quickly to the garden." A maid called out for me. I would have cursed but no, I needed to find out if he was also there after all.She has almost make ano
Maybe I didn't pray well to get what I want.Yes, that could only be the reason. The moon goddess must have answered me according to how I asked. Poorly asked, poorly answered.Does it make sense? If I was walking gracefully before, now.. I am no different to an angry bull and it felt right.All my years, just all my fucking years, I grew up to be trashed. I grew up to who they all wanted me to be and finally, I found peace.I found light and life, I would have said perfect but no.Like it has always been that every good thing has a bad side, to be more specific, they come with effects.I found Derrick, an angel that stood for me when that bastard bullied me to no end. He would taunt my every being and insult me.Yes. Miss Green was what he usually calls me, telling me the shit that I looked like someone he knows.All my life I endured it all, yes I did.And along, my own parents went back to just make the same asshole my suitor..!Wasn't it enough that I have Carter as one already
Judah LopezThe plan was clear, Anya doesn't even recognize me, it should make it even more easier.Though a part of me was in pain, a pain that I never felt even while I tormented her, not even while I bullied her.A pain that makes me want to just remove my heart and insert it back, it makes me insane.Yes,I'm insane for Anya, I am crazed for her and it won't even be anymore an imagination because now, I know I can kill for her.As the car continued driving forward without any obstacles, not like it was supposed to have any since humans are far from us in miles.I sat inside the car with my mobile tab in hand, you'd think I'm going for some meeting but no, since I came back from the city, it be ame my hubby, an act to always be with her..Also a part of the plan.Anya is mine and mine alone but when it comes to removing damned people from the way, get yourself a backup.That's what I did.At long last, finally, the car stopped moving. Not even forward or backward; it was standing m
Derrick MooreFew months back, I thought everything changed. I thought the heartache of years back came to an end and that I would start another life with my mate and together; we create a new home of abode…It was a perfect wish and Belle Delphine was a stepping stone but now who cares?It was true after all, that you can only continue imagining till it happens and to get it …Exactly how I pictured it in my head."You need to understand now Derrick, that your parents are growing weak." One of the elders started, leaving the room in an absolute silent.Till I left the god-damned room, everything wasn't going to fall in place.When I cried or in pain, they had no idea how I did or why I did.. not even how much it hurt. To them, their emotions or rather feelings come first. This can only happen when you discover that the life you want isn't the one you're getting.If the situations surrounding my birth was an issue of ancestry issues, whatever.. should that also be an issue with me?I
Hayley ArresHis words continued ringing bells in my head. I never thought it was possible."I should stay…" They were words i always wanted. Words that I could kill for. The kind of words that set my heart in fire, words the quench my thirst to love.I once thought I would never hear it, I once believed it was over, not until he said them…Carter.My quest was to revenge on Anya, she made me lose him in the first place. While Carter still has eyes for Anya, she loved Derrick still.A part of me hurts more to know that she turned and stirred something with them but here I am, with him.His kiss was all it took.Yes,The burned something in me I never knew existed.My eyes, I wanted to just shed the tires that layed beneath them, my heart squeezed but then, he stopped."Can I?" He asked."You…you jerk" my words slurred but still, I nodded.It felt good,It felt right.It was a specific feeling that I know was mutual, a feeling that showed that our wolves were compatible. But was it p