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My Life Is Pathetic

Author: Minaj Star
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-26 20:22:15

Hayley Arres

After what we had, what we shared, I could feel tears wanting to stream out but I couldn't allow it. It would only hurt more if I let go of it.

Making up my mind as to what would make me happy.

Yes,

Having Derrick to myself till I ruin it all seemed to be the perfect thing to do, perfect to make me happy.

I should have known I never have a space in that bastards heart. I should have known it would only always be Anya and nobody else.

She continually gradually took up my space when I don't even think I have one, slowly getting on my nerves, wanting me to be more than what I already am.

Who would have thought or believed that her mere present alone was enough to cause an enormous argument…?

Nobody, at least not me.

Living under the shadows of Gabriel, Derrick's favorite uncle and family. It is just like they say, your closest person might want you down.

I was sitting in the midst of both Alisha and Lorenzo, Derrick's parents.

The air that surrounded us wasn't one I wanted
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