79~ New home

Ariana

It’s ok to have desires.

Growing up as a female, I was told not to be too outspoken about stuff like sex and shit.

That it was shameful for a woman. It made her look slutty and whatever excuses our ancestors made to degrade women.

But why do men get a green pass in everything?

They can fuck as much as they want. Explore and have many sexual partners and in return, they get a pat on their back for being a ‘real man’.

Did it mean they were more human than us?

Bullshit.

I begged to differ. Women deserved to do what they want as much as men did.

Still, I held it in. I hid my true self from the world because I was worried about what people would say.

In all my few past relationships, I bit back my dissatisfaction and pretended to be ok.

There were times when I wanted to be thrown around like a ragdoll during sex.

Times when I wanted to be treated like fine china. Gently and tenderly, like I might break at any moment.

Times when I wanted to be contorted in every