53~ Never letting go

Ariana

‘I don’t think you should do that.’ Jade argued in my head, almost growling at me but I had made up my mind.

‘I have no choice. If I stay with him he will die. Would you rather have your mate dead or leave to keep him safe?’ I asked her, eliciting a growl from her and I swear, I saw her curl into a ball in my mind. Refusing to speak to me.

After thinking about what I could do to prevent my vision from becoming true, my heart dropped to my feet when I found nothing. There was nothing I could do. The only option was for me to leave. Going away from here and never coming back. Who knows if being with me is what would kill him??

I was quiet the time we were watching the TV show. It was very hard to find the right timing to tell him about my decision. He kept asking what was wrong, the words were just on the tip of my tongue but I cowered. I was scared of hurting him. But in the end, I reminded myself that emotional pain was better than having him gone from this world.

Bracin