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2025-04-04 23:00:40“ What is your problem?” I asked him the moment we got to my room. “ Why don't you want me to go?”
“ Because it is a wild party. I won't even go if it is possible.”“ Come on Dameon, I will be with Lia the whole time. Don't you trust me?”“ It's not you. It is the guys that will be there I don't trust,” his voice raises slightly.“ I'm not going to make the same mistake as with Felix if that's what you are thinking.”“ you did not make a mistake– that bastard took advantage of the situation,” he says. “How do you know that the guys there won't try the same thing.”“ Look, I'm going whether you like it or not. And if you are so worried, then come with us!”“ Fine, I will,” he replied stubbornly, his jaws clenched.With that settled, he left the room without another word. I took a few minutes to calm myself.I went back downstairs to get Lia, who I found Tristen ranting about how technology has ruined society. I rescued her, and when we finally got
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Dameon went ahead of us and was already there, so I had not seen him since our confrontation earlier. I was kind of nervous to see him, being dressed up and all. When we arrived, I took in everything. There were lights up and people everywhere. It was much more packed than I thought it would be. People were playing drinking games, playing ping pong, smoking, fighting, and gathering around the huge bonfire in the clearing. We walked to the center of the bonfire. “ where is Dameon?” I asked Tristen “How would I know?” He said before an alpha came up to us, pulling him into a handshake. “ where have you been, man?” he asked before turning towards Lia and me. “And who are these chicks?” he asked smiling at us. “ I'm Lia, and this is Willow,” Lia answered in her flirty voice. “ Damn, Tristen, you scored big.” I did not miss his lustful survey. “Don't get any ideas; my father would kill me if anything happened to them.” But th
Dernière mise à jour : 2025-04-05The Alpha's mate chapter 42
I ran around a tree, losing sight of him. I looked left and right, wondering where he could be in these twisted shadows of the trees.But then I suddenly felt him grab me from behind, his arms around my waist as he pulled me against him."Gotcha," he said, smirking.I struggle playfully, trying to get away."Dameon!" I giggle, and he loosens his hold on me so I'm able to turn and face him. Only then did I realize how close we were, his arms around me. He stared back at me, his dark eyes glinting in the moonlight, a whirlwind of emotions swirling inside them."You're breathtaking," he says. "You always have been "My eyes widened and I could only stand there in shock, trying to calm the firework explosion inside me. He thinks I'm breathtaking. Dameon Thinks I'm--!But I realize he's waiting, waiting for my response. So I tentatively put my hands on his chest, looking up at him. His strong jaw was clenched. I want him so much. I want all of him. I could not help
Dernière mise à jour : 2025-04-06The Alpha's mate chapter 43
Tristen drove us home, dropping Lia Off on the way. While I am so happy for her, all I can think about is the kiss with Dameon. My first kiss. And It was amazing. More than I could ever ask for. I know I didn't have any prior experience to go off, but he was freaking good.The thing is, I don't know what he thinks about it. What if it was just an in-the-moment thing for him? Was I too inexperienced for his liking? I want to know all these things, but at the same time, I don't. I'm just confused at this moment!I want to tell someone, but I know Lia is only focused on her new mate right now. And Brianna, well we all know how things have been with her lately. I don't have many friends so that only leaves Jake. But if Jake does like me, that would be insensitive. I thought about Ralph, but I don't really want to talk about how I Kissed his own son with him.I looked over at Tristen. He's been..nice lately if you can call it that."Tristen?""Yeah?""Um, I d
Dernière mise à jour : 2025-04-07The Alpha's mate chapter 44
I rejected him, would he want to keep being friends after that? I don't know...I've never had to deal with something like this before. I felt so confused about everything.And Dameon was already taking up a lot of space in my mind, so much that I had been avoiding him. He texted me, asking if I got home okay but I didn't reply. I had told Ralph that I didn't need Dameon to drive me anywhere anymore too. I just didn't want to face him right now. Not after what Tristen said.I felt so stupid for letting Tristen's words affect me this much, but I couldn't ignore them.When I got home, I was not prepared to see Dameon, talking to an alpha I had never seen before on the driveway. He had brown hair with tattoos along his arms, just like Dameon. When I walked up, they stopped their conversation immediately as they both looked at me.My eyes widened in alarm, I clutched my bag tighter as I looked down, wanting to avoid eye contact. I found myself speeding up, quickly walki
Dernière mise à jour : 2025-04-07The Alpha's mate chapter 45
I woke up with a gasp, my heart thundering as I checked my surroundings. I'm in my room. The one in Lucien's house. It's okay. I inhaled air like I was starved of it, my entire body still shaking. My pajamas were soaked from sweat. I put my hands to my face, trying to calm myself.It was not real. It didn't happen. I chant this to myself, flexing my throbbing hand. Even after all this time, I couldn't close my fist perfectly. I just had a nightmare. I was back in my room in the basement and I was being abused by my stepfather and Dameon. Why did my mind make me see Dameon smash it? My stepfather was the one who did that, not him. I hate the fact that my dreams can turn even people I trust against me.I massage my hand, trying to soothe the aches. I still remember the day my stepfather stepped on it. It's probably why I sucked at drawing. My hand wasn't steady like it was when I was younger. It's damaged, permanently. Yet another thing he's stolen from me.I shoved my face into my knee
Dernière mise à jour : 2025-04-08The Alpha's mate chapter 46
I went home that day feeling like crap. I Didn't reply to Dameon's texts, and he doesn't text any more than that. I've probably made everything worse but there's nothing I could do.The house was lonely when I got back. Ralph was away until late, but that meant I could hoard all the snacks I wanted from the secret stash, so it was not too bad.Maybe it's because I was never allowed any sweet treats growing up that I was so addicted to them now.I was finishing up some homework later in the afternoon when Lia called me."How did things go with Brianna?" I asked nervously.She sighs. "We..talked. Talked about everything. I really missed her. And like, you're my bestie too but--things can't keep going on like this,"I bite my lip, dreading what's going to come next. Is she going to cast me out? "I know,""You guys need to sort it out. I don't want to be stuck in the middle anymore,”"I'm sorry," I immediately start, "T-this is all my fault--""Willow stop! I am not trying to make you take
Dernière mise à jour : 2025-04-08The Alpha's mate chapter 47
His eyes darkened as he clenched his jaws. "I'll go mad,"The statement made me weak to my knees, his deep voice sent shivers down my spine. I took in a shaky breath, trying to read the emotions on his face. He looked so troubled, almost scared, even. And at what? The possibility that I won't see him anymore? Wanting to comfort him, I touched my forehead to his, bringing a hand to his face. Why does he make me feel like this? A few words from him and I'm already undone, ready to let him back in. He relaxes against my touch like it is what he has been waiting for."I don't want that," I say softly.But I am still uncertain. About Everything. About how he feels about me. It shows on my face because Dameon's brow creased in concern."What's wrong?" he asked."...I guess that I have been overthinking what happened at the bonfire.""Is that why you have been avoiding me?""Well, that night, um, Tristen said some things that made me-""Tristen?" Dameon's voice i
Dernière mise à jour : 2025-04-09The Alpha's mate chapter 48
The sound of a car pulling up into the driveway jerked us out of it and we both looked at each other in alarm.But Dameon wasted no time. Taking My hand in his, he quickly pulled me through the house to the back door. We stumbled out of the house, bumping into each other and laughing as we ran off into the open space of the backyard together. He pulled me to the edge of the property, and then we ran through the woods; Dameon was going slow enough so that I could keep up."Dameon, where are we going?" I laughed as he turned back to me with a grin."You will see soon enough,"We didn't stop running and I love it, the free feeling. I felt giddy like a little kid again. He led me through the thicket and I followed behind eagerly. I'd follow him anywhere. Then we finally come to a stop and he gives me a moment to catch my breath, letting me grasp his arm. I looked around at where we were. At first, I didn't see anything, but Dameon led us behind a tall rock wall, revealin
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In the days that followed after I had revealed everything, Dameon was very gentle with me. He seemed worried about even touching me sometimes. He probably didn't want to scare me again, especially after knowing what happened to me. While I appreciated his concern it was really not necessary. I Trusted him with everything I had. And I sealed that trust by telling him my truth.The past still haunts me. I still get nightmares and horrible flashbacks. I still get anxious and sad and mad and all those negative feelings that have been pent up inside me for so long. But I also felt a bit lighter. I felt like a weight had come off my chest. It was really nerve-wracking to confess my past to him. Because I was afraid of judgment. Afraid of it being real.But all that mattered to Dameon was that I had been hurt. That's it. He didn't think of me as disgusting or dirty or bad the things I thought of myself because of what happened to me. He cared that I had been harmed, cared that I had been har
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I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down before continuing. "M-my dad left the pack when I was six. That forced my mom and I to live with my stepfather..."I went into the story of how she died from sickness and how abandoned I felt by my father."A-all I had left was Alpha Eric. But he--" my voice cracked, my heart caving in. I didn't know if I could say it. Saying It made it real. It made me have to acknowledge that it actually happened.Dameon looked like he was about to stop the whole thing, and I felt the need to press on. I wanted to get it out. I can do this."He liked...hurting me. U-Uh, it was fun for him, I think," I scratched at my hair, looking down so I didn't have to see his reaction."It all started when I was 10. After my mom died, He would Burn me. T-Try to drown me. Other stuff, too. I don't really remember it all. What I do know was that he would beat me almost every d-day. He would let his friends do it too. And when I m-misbehaved, he would lock me down in
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When I got to school, everything was going well there, too, that was, up until lunch. I was walking down the hallway to meet Jake in the cafeteria when I bumped into the last person I wanted to see. Brianna."S-sorry," I said with wide eyes, quickly backing up. I tried to leave but her presence held me there, her arms crossed as she glared at me."Why didn't you reply to my message?" she asks.I already felt sweaty, my stomach turning in circles. "I-I didn't know what to say...""I would take that as you were at my house. You went into my room, didn't you?""No..." I bit my lip, avoiding her harsh glare. God, we may be the same height, but she was 10 times more intimidating than I Could ever be."Oh yeah? Well, my mom said differently. So it wasn't enough to steal Jake away? You had to go into my private space?"I clenched my fists, anger building up to the surface. "I-I-You were the one who scratched me out of the photo! You called me fake!"I regret
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"N-no," I wheezed in panic as I woke up from my nightmare. "Please don't-Please-" I whimpered. "D-Don't hurt me," I cried in a small voice, trembling as I shielded myself with my arms.The dark figure looms over me and it hits me that this feels all too real now."It's me, shortcake. You're safe, "Dameon's voice filters through the air, and I realize where I am now, the familiar nickname registering. My eyes adjust to the darkness, seeing him clearly. He looked strange-expression distorted by confusion, anger, and worry. All at the same time."O-Oh," I gasped, realizing I just said that to him. A wave of nausea rushed over me, and I threw the covers off me, stumbling out of bed as I rushed to the bathroom, slamming the door closed behind me as I fell on my knees at the toilet. I clutched the seat, recalling the horrible image of my stepfather. It was enough to have me vomiting up every last thing inside me, as little as that is.I heard Dameon outside, his voice laced with concern. "W
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I woke up the next day feeling extremely depressed. I know I have always been depressed, But I was really feeling better lately. I should've known that would only last so long. I couldn't bring myself to move even an inch, much less get out of bed. I just wanted to lay wrapped up in the blankets all day.I watched as Dameon got ready, putting on a fresh shirt, and wearing his belt. His gaze came back to me almost every minute, and I could almost feel the unease emanating from him. Once he was done, he came to my side of the bed, kneeling down."Are you sure you're fine here? I can call in sick at work. Take you out," he said, his hand lightly caressing my face.I shook my head soberly but gave him a faint smile. "I-It's okay. I don't really wanna go anywhere,"He nodded in understanding, but he still looked conflicted. "I made some food for you. It's in the fridge,""Thank you." I nearly started to cry again at the sweet gesture, but held it in."Promise me you're going to eat it. Yo
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I slowly remove my trembling hands from over my ears. "I'm scared," I whispered, refusing to open my eyes."I'm here. It's alright,"I felt the familiar press of his hands on my shoulders, but I was not convinced at all. I know there was a larger problem at hand, that being Tristen finding out my identity, but all I could think about was one thing."You saw them, Dameon," my voice cracked into a sob. "You saw the scars,"He pulled me close, letting me put all my weight against him. "It's okay," he said softly, holding me through my distress. "I'm not gonna make you say anything about it,"My chest heaves in anguish. "I'm so ashamed,""No, no, baby. There's no need to be. Not with me,"But I was beyond consoling, completely lost on him as I broke down. It was going to be a long night.I listened to the pattering of rain on the roof, still reeling from what went down. I was in the bedroom while Dameon was making dinner downstairs to give me some space. Not that I would be able to get a
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A few seconds later the front door was slammed open, and a furious-looking Dameon charged into the house."What the fuck is going on here!?" he growls when his eyes find Tristen pinning me to the wall.I felt Tristen's hands on my back, pointing to my mark. "This." I was happy that I hadn't pulled off my sports bra, or I would have been bare in front of them bothMy face was smashed up against the wall, but I was able to spare a look at Dameon. For a brief moment, he looked shocked as he took in the sight of my skin. Dread floods me because I knew that meant he had seen them. Not the mark, but the deep, gruesome scars that littered my upper back, my stepfather's favorite place to mutilate me."Right under our noses," Tristen sneered, but at the moment I didn't care that I had been discovered. I cared because Dameon saw. That was all I could think about. Dameon had seen all of me, how disgusting I am. My stomach drops in terror. There was no way for me to reverse this.I burst out cryi
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Instead of Brianna being the oneavoiding me, I was now the one avoiding her. Lia couldn't even hang out with me at school anymore because she felt bad leaving Brianna alone, but it didn't bother me as I am with Jake most of the time, which earns me dirty looks from Brianna on the occasion that I do see her. It has been a whole mess, really.I've tried to stop being guilty about it. There was nothing I could do! I didn't want to talk to Brianna. I didn't want a confrontation. I didn't want anything to do with it.Usually, I wouldn't have been so worried about all this if Dameon was around, but he has been gone for two days already. We do call and message every day, but of course, nothing can replace actually being in his presence. He sometimes gets me to send pictures of myself and compliments my outfits, even though I always hide my face in every photo and take an hour contemplating on taking one and choosing the one I am okay with sending. I had been hoping I would get one back, but
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Warning: sexual scene continues.extra long chapter I wanted to make him feel it. Recallingthe porno Lia had once shown me whenwe were hanging out at her house,I decided on my next move. Using theprecum as lubrication, I slowly started tostroke up and down his penis, lookingup to see his reaction.He watched me lustfully,breathing hard. "Just like that,"Encouraged by his assurance, I tried to keep it up, but then his hand went to my sweatpants, rubbing me through the fabric. I was so turned on that it just felt good. But then he stopped, and I realized he.l was teasing me because he knew that it wasn't enough."D-Dameon..!" I begged."You want more?"I nod my head, flustered. So he pulled them down, his hand teasing my inside. I faltered in my stroking of him, my body jolting after being touched so directly. Right off the bat, the pressure and speed he fingers me with was just the right amount, enough to have me falling against his shoulder, my body going slack with pleasure.
