ISABEL POV
The sun hung low in the sky, casting a golden hue across the ceremonial area. I stood by the waiting chambers close to the flower-adorned archway. My heart racing in my chest, waiting for the moment I would have to step forward and fulfill my duty.
"Are you okay Isabel?" Sara my best friend asked, looking concerned.
"I really don't know how to answer that."
"What do mean 'you don't know how to answer that' by the gods. You are about to commit yourself to him." Sara asked, a bit agitated.
"I don't know Sara, I don't know anymore, I thought I did but I really don't." I confessed as rivulets of tears came running down my cheeks ruining my makeup.
"Oh, come here." Sara held me in her hands while I wept. "If I may, are you being forced to marry this Alpha Xavier."
I looked up at her, unsure if she'd understand if told her the truth. "Don't worry, I'll understand." She said, recognizing the unasked question.
I took a deep breath before speaking. "Most people may not know, but the Zuzkies have been waging war against our pack for a while now. My father reached out to Alpha Xavier for help, offering half of both our pack’s wealth and our yearly tributes in return."
"That's a smart move by Alpha Dario."
"Well, Alpha Xavier rejected it."
"You don't say." Sara asked, surprised. "What then, did he want?"
"According to my father, he wanted half our pack's wealth, yearly tributes, and me as his mate."
"Wow." Sara smiled mischievously. I could feel the gears turning in her brains. "And how does that make you feel?"
"I don't know how to feel about this." I confessed.
"But do you love him?"
"I'm not sure anymore." I sighed.
Sara had compassion in her eyes. "Isabel, take a deep breath and calm down." she hugged me and rocked me like a little child. "Have you decided on what you want to do?"
"I don't understand."
"You are about to marry someone you only just met. And more importantly, you are unsure how feel about him or how he feels about you. Is this a risk worth taking?" Sara asked softly.
I sat up and looked at her. "What would you do if you were in my shoes."
"If we traded places, I'd be out of here. Alpha Xavier or whatever he calls himself can go burn himself. If my father is truly serious about protecting his pack, he'll find a way to do it that wouldn't involve me throwing my life away." Sara said and I could feel the passion and emotion in her voice as she spoke.
I smiled, knowing she was right. "Well, thank goodness you are not me. My father would be heartbroken and possibly died if I don't go through with this."
"Interesting." Sara said and we all desended into an awkward silence.
"What's going through that mind of yours?" I asked after a while.
"Nothing love." She said and touched my cheek lightly. "This mating ceremony is a somber affair, but it's a necessary sacrifice for the safety of our pack in these tumultuous times. I understand your sacrifice and feel bad that no one in our pack would know that you were the key to our victory, should we defeat the Zuzkies."
A tear drop escaped my eyes. "When I'm alone, Alpha Xavier is all I think of, but he's leaves me feeling less of myself all the times that I've met him."
Sara smiled. "What if he does that to mask his affection for you."
"That's definitely not true." I confessed. "You need to see the way he treats me, with utmost disdain. The most humiliating part about it is that he does it in the presence of his girls."
"His girls?"
"Yes, Alpha Xavier has a collection of some of the most beautiful females I've ever seen, who worships him. I must add that they are mean too, I cried when I heard the despicable things they said about me."
"Enough Isabella, since we know you are not going to change your mind. Let's focus on the good things and enjoy this day."
"You are probably right." I concurred.
Sara watched me closely for a while before proceeding to peep through the blinds. "This place looks like a fight would soon erupt at any slightest provocation."
"What do you mean?" I said, rushing to go look through the blinds.
The air was thick with tension as pack members gathered. I saw my father, Alpha Dario, conversing with Alpha Xavier. Xavier, tall and commanding, exuded an aura of power that made my palms sweaty. He was here to claim me as his mate, in exchange for his support in the ongoing war that threatened our very existence.
"And now, let's make welcome, the groom." The mating ceremony master announced.
I watched as Alpha Xavier approached the ceremonial area, his entourage following closely. He was adorned in regal attire, his eyes sharp and calculating. As he reached the archway, our eyes met briefly, and a shiver ran down my spine. There was no warmth in his gaze, only the cold recognition of a duty to be fulfilled.
"Can you go call him for me?" I pleaded with Sara.
"Call who?"
"Alpha Xavier."
"No." She snapped and spoke in serious face. "Why do want to talk to him? Its bad luck to see your husband before you are mated."
"Oh Sara, spare me the stupid myth." I sighed, waving at her dismissively.
"Regardless of what you think Isabel. Why?" She insisted.
"Just go get him, he wanted my hand in marriage. He should at least have the decency to look me in the eyes before all this starts." I fumed.
"I don't know what you are driving at, but I do know you've always said he treats you shabbily and with disdain. Why do you want to set yourself up for a heart break." She appealed softly.
"Just do as I have said."
Sara sighed and went out to the ceremonial area and whispered to Alpha Xavier. Whose demeanor was far from warm and welcoming. His posture was rigid, his expression cold and aloof. But he followed her almost immediately.
"Isabel, what do you want?" Alpha Xavier asked the moment he entered the waiting chambers without making eye contact.
"Xavier, I thought... I thought since we were to be mates." I paused, willing myself to sound coherent.
"Let me stop you right there. It's Alpha Xavier. You can now continue."
I took a deep breath before speaking with. "Alpha Xavier, I believed we would be close, that you would welcome me." I paused again, my voice quivering.
"What are you getting at Isabel?" He asked softly, with an emotion I couldn't figure out.
I took another deep breath and gathered my thoughts. "All I'm trying to say is that I'd love to enjoy this union and not have to endure it. Forever seems like a very long time."
Alpha Xavier sighed heavily. "Isabel, this wasn't entirely my choice. You know the circumstances that led to this union. It's about duty and maintaining your pack's legacy, not about emotions. If your slothful father was responsible and not shiftless, he won't have to give you away to save his ass." He said in a matter-of-fact way.
"That's hurtful, you insisted on having my hand in marriage." I whispered.
Alpha Xavier looked looked at Sara who was about interjecting and she cringed, and fled. "Since you want to be a spoilt girl, then you should get this into that stupid head of yours." He said in hushed tones. "There's nothing you have that makes you unique or special besides a pretty face but even at that, you are not that beautiful. Have you seen the number of girls I have? All of them more beautiful than you. This union is me doing you and your lazy father a favor."
Tears welling up in my eyes. "I know. But. Alpha Xavier. I thought we could at least try to make the best of it. I love my pack, but I'm leaving them to join yours, and I thought we could make a powerful team."
Alpha Xavier finally looking at me for the first time, his gaze piercing. "Isabel, love wasn't part of this arrangement. I didn't ask for this mate bond. I have other plans, other ambitions." He turned swiftly, as if angry at my presence. "Marita, get her ready. We ride for Tarrenhall immediately after the ceremony." He instructed and left.
An enchanting lady with beauty and grace, captivating all who lay eyes upon her stepped in. Her porcelain skin possesses a radiant glow, complemented by the soft flush of rose-pink cheeks. I recognized her as the lady who had pushed me away. But I was too broken to care. "Why does he hates me this much?" I asked softly. Fighting back tears
Marita looks at me with compassion filled eyes. "Alpha Xavier is the sweetest male I know. He doesn't hate you. Why do you think we all love him so much and are willing to die for him. Male and female alike."
I looked at her keenly, trying to relate her words to my reality. "You'll pardon me if I find that hard to believe." I whispered.
She looked a bit tense for a moment. Checking the entrance, I couldn't understand why. "He doesn't hate you, but he really hates your father."
"My father, Alpha Dario is an innocent and unassuming man. Who hates violence and pursues peace at all cost."
Marita smiled, the kind that was suggestive. Again checked the entrance. "Back when Xavier was 18, long before he became Alpha Xavier, his mate Sue was kidnapped by your father. Alpha Dario, and tortured to death. Now. Many years later, he has only one thing in mind. Revenge. And now, you. The daughter of his rival, has fallen prey to him. Alpha Xavier vows to use you to destroy your pack and get his revenge, right before he destroys you."
Marita explained and I felt my life force draining out of me. "But.. My Fa.. My father would never do such a thing."
"I'm not here to argue with you. Get ready and let's get this whole thing over with." She said and left.
ALPHA XAVIER POV
"She'll be out soon." Marita said as she came to meet me outside.
"Finally, I can't wait to leave this freaking land." I snarled quietly.
"I still think that it is not fair to take out your revenge on this innocent girl. Children shouldn't have to pay for their fathers sins." Marita whispered.
I listened to her for a while, playing back in my head all the encounter I've had with Isabel. She was naive, innocent and sweet yet firey and dedicated to her duty and pack. "Hold your tongue. You were not there when they killed Sue." I said and went in to check on Isabel.
I opened the waiting chambers and it was empty. No sign of Isabel. "Marita!" I gave I whispered shout.
"Where's she?" I demanded.
"She was right here." She said with a confused expression, gesturing to where she had last saw her.
"She's escape." I said silently.
ALPHA DARIO "I am certain that you are aware that the Zuzkies are attacking my pack at the borderlands.""Yes I'm aware, I liked the fact that you've not allowed the war to come home." Alpha Xavier smiled mischievously."What you probably don't know is that the Zuzkies are almost decimating my pack, the last line won't hold for long any more. I am certain that they will break through sooner than I expected." "You paint a rather dire situation, why host the Belleteyn festival and jousting tournament, if there's war on the horizon." Marita, his favorite maid asked.He turned sharply, not expecting her to interfere. "Because, fear when weaponized can do the greatest harm. He wanted to get their minds off the rumors of war." Xavier said thoughtfully. "It's the same thing I'd do.""I'm glad you see my reasoning, but that's not why I'm here, or why I invited you to the Belleteyn festival in the first place."I smiled, "Well, pray tell, Alpha Dario.""I need your help." I cut in almost imm
ALPHA XAVIER"Do you think she'll be found?" Marita, my head girl, asked when we returned back to my pack territory. It had taken a few days to get here after the mating ceremony."They better find her, not that it matters since Dario was in a precarious situation, however, I suspect that he'll want her back sooner or later." I dismounted from my horse and headed inside, not slowly down as I spoke."What if the Zuzkies decide to attack you?"I abruptly stopped and turned to Marita, "You let me worry about the Zuzkies, get words to everyone, Isabel needs to be found. They must not return without her, I don't really care how they do it." I strode off, I could see the fear and uneasiness within everyone. Nobody really understands why Isabel was important. She had been able to stir something in me, something I never knew was there, something I'd never acknowledge but be that as it may, all that changed when I found out she was Dario's daughter."Where are you headed?" Marita called after
ALPHA XAVIERI got back from Sue's grave, anxious to meet Isabel, and determined to punish her for embarrassing me. Running away from your mate on the day of your mating ceremony speaks volume. It's a public notice that you've rejected your mate and would not be forced into that union. I was certain that word would have gone out that Dario tried to give his daughter away to acquire military aid and she ran away. If Eira knows it, then everyone knows about it in all the kingdoms. Yet, something Eira said made me feel she may have been right. I had developed deep affections for Isabel the first time I saw her. Her looks, her innocence, her naivety touched a part of me but then, why did she have to be Dario's daughter?"Xavier, you have to take it easy. You have that look." Valerian stood before me refusing to give way."What look are you talking about?" I looked him in the eye angrily. He just stood there, refusing to back down and refusing to give way either. He held my gaze and it l
ISABEL POVI didn't know Alpha Xavier was going to come after me. But if he doesn't love me, why did he demand my hands in marriage? I had thought about keeping my duty to my pack and to honor my father, but this was not how I had figured my life would turn out.I didn't expect to be married off to someone I barely even know and worse of all, to have no say in the issue. My father had simply told me that I was to marry Alpha Xavier, when I persisted in knowing why I had to throw my life away. "Is it in the interest of the pack?" He had said and didn't provide any further explanation.I had traveled west of my pack territory, I carried the fastest horse but I was not fast enough. Alpha Xavier's men had caught up with me after two days' ride and went north to pick up other members of their pack that were searching for me.I had questions, I had expected that my father would cancel the mating ceremony since I had gone missing and send members of our pack to find me. I was totally shocked
ALPHA XAVIER POVA mischievous smile played on my lips while I listened to Valerian talk and advocate for Isabel. I could have understood if he had only spoken about it and moved on to other subjects. But he dwelled on the topic, passionately appealing for Isabel's course. "I have a question Val, and I'd be grateful if you answered honestly." A name I usually call him.Valerian looked at me searchingly, I could see the desperation in his eyes as he tried to figure out what was going on in my mind. "Okay, shoot.""What happened out west?"“I don't understand,” he seemed confused, "What are you talking about." "I am saying, what happened all through your journey when you linked up with Alaric and Renata.""Nothing," I noticed he was now a bit unsettled. "You know, you've been all in my face since you returned advocating for Isabel like you've known her your whole life. It makes me wonder if something happened that I don't know of?" I said softly while I watched his every reaction."W
ALPHA DARIO POVThe air in the room seemed very cold when I walked in, but this was not winter, summer was just yesterday. Why was it this flaming cold? "I see you've finally decided to join me." I heard a very beautiful voice and turned to the sound of the voice."Good Morning, good lady." I greeted a very beautiful woman seated in a diner. She seemed very familiar, it was like I've seen a version of her before but couldn't recall where."I like what you've done with the place," a smile played on her lips while she spoke.I looked around, shrugging uneasily. "Do I know you?"She smiled knowingly. "You have become darker in your ways, I've known you my whole life and I would never have thought that you'd become this dark."I looked around and fear gripped me. "You need to get away from me!" I screamed as I felt something pulling me to a seat. And almost immediately, there was a flicker and the scene changed. I was seated, wearing a different set of clothing. The woman still looked ra
ISABEL POV"Thalia, come. Quickly." Marita had entered the boarding house where I was kept and rushed off with Thalia, who was having a conversation with me."Is something wrong?" I called her but Marita shot me a look that shut me up. All alone with my thoughts, I started believing that indeed, there was a possibility of Marita being jealous of me being Alpha Xavier's mate. What becomes of me? I had lots of unanswered questions that I needed to answer. I became worried as darkness approached and there was no word from either Thalia, Marita or even Alpha Xavier. Definitely he sent his men after me, and they must have reported to him that I'd been found. Was he playing some kind of game? Why was he refusing to see me and send for me?I grappled with these thoughts and drifted off to sleep. And had a dream of my mating ceremony, one where I didn't run away. Alpha Xavier was handsome and radiant, it was the best day of my life but soon there was a commotion towards the back of the aren
ALPHA XAVIER POVI watched from the balcony as the women of Wolfshade processed with Isabel around the city and finally arrived at my residence. I looked down and saw Isabel riding a white horse while the rest walked and sang with joy. By the customs and tradition, Isabel is supposed to be the Alpha female and was not even sure what she was. She looked more like an Omega. Marita should be the one riding on that horse, she should be the one standing beside me as I rule Wolfshade.I took a deep sigh, feeling my quest for revenge may have clouded my judgment so much that I took a mate without really thinking it through and its subsequent implications. "She's here." Marita called out from behind me."I can see, I saw the elaborate procession." I turned to face her. "Tell me, was any of this necessary?""You are surely not suggesting that we discard tradition. I'm surprised you were not down there to welcome your mate as expected." She raised an eyebrow looking at me."Yeah, I was busy."
ISABEL POVThe whole Wolfshade was up and about as preparations entered top gear for Valerian's mating ceremony to his wives. There was excitement all around and Alpha Xavier had declared that it would be a feast. Alpha Xavier and Valerian are more like brothers, he considers Valerian his brother. So, he took the whole ceremony and preparations very seriously.So many people were surprised since it was the first time a male would be mated to two females. The moon goddess doesn't allow it but somehow Valerian and his would-be mates were clearly excited to be the exception and they didn't hide.Thalia and Shira spent the day leading up to the mating ceremony to visit the elderly, the orphans, the families that lost loved ones during the invasion of Wolfshade by Alpha Dario, and just about everyone. They were radiating love and always wanted others to share in their joy and happiness. They always seemed to spare time to come look for me. Each would come alone at different times and then,
ALPHA XAVIER POV It was around past midnight when I perceived a familiar smell, I knew that smell and the owner. "Alpha Xavier, are you still awake?" The voice whispered, whilst he crept in."Ace, I told you to remain at the border and wait for Dario to bring Rose to you." I whispered, trying not to wake anyone."Don't worry, it's too late already, I think they are holding little Rose in the main building." He said while he gently unlocked the chains around me. “I had a few of the fighters scout and find out what was happening.”"Hurry up," I whispered, "Dario's security comes to check in every fifteen minutes." Ace motioned for two other persons with him and they quickly got the chains off."What do you want us to do?" Ace asked, looking intently at me."Have you located where they are holding Rose?" I asked again and Ace was shaking his head when the other person beside him replied. It would all be for nothing if Dario finds out that a break is in and decides to kill little Rose."
ALPHA DARIO POV I left Alpha Xavier angry and struggling to come to terms with what he was saying. Surely Isabel would know better to keep to her duty, she should understand at least that I won't deliberately hurt her. Kidnapping Rose, Isabella's daughter, was not the best of strategies but it was important to bring Alpha Xavier to kneel before me.A glorious future awaited Thornridge, but sacrifices were necessary to achieve it. I had envisaged this day and thought all Thornridgens that duty to the pack should always come first before anything else. I hoped that Isabella would still remember her duty and follow suit.I deliberately refused to go back into the chamber to torture Xavier anymore. He had somehow found a way to rattle me by bringing up Isabella. My actions were unbecoming of a parent, I should be ashamed and embarrassed by my actions, but I wasn't. There was no way that I'd ever have had Alpha Xavier bound and almost at death point if I had not done what I did."What hap
ALPHA XAVIER POV The journey to Thornridge was an emotional one. The Wolfshadan guard insisted on following me despite my orders that they don't. There were Thornridgen fighters already waiting when we got to the border. "Alpha Xavier, I see you have come to surrender to the Lord Alpha Dario, just as he predicted. Stand your army down." A male spoke, I guess he was the leader of the fighters gathered here.I paused and took in the fighters that had come to welcome me and turned to see the fighters that had come with me. "What is your name?" I asked softly."My name is not important to you, I'm here to lead you to the Lord Alpha Dario." I noted that Dario had added another title to his name. The man was really pitiable, he has not yet gotten his victory but he is drunk by it already."I have journeyed for days from Wolfshade, but I will not move an inch if you don't answer me. You can tell your Lord Alpha to go fuck himself." I smiled and nodded behind him, for him to run along.Ther
ISABEL POVThe days following the disappearance of Rose were the worst days of my life. She had been my only source of joy and happiness. I was suddenly tired of everything, my depression had a relapse and I became suicidal. Life was not worth living, why should I be alive in a world filled with so much hate.While I was nursing my loss, Alpha Xavier was trying to cheer me up but I could see that he was not normal. He looked like someone who had so many emotions that he was trying to rein in. It was important that the Alpha always showed strength at all times but I could see beyond the façade, and so did many others.So when the lady Alanna came with news about Rose, everyone like me was excited that finally, a way has been chosen through the mercy of the moon goddess. "Read it." Alpha Xavier had said and Alanna began to read.I was not really paying attention, patiently waiting for her to finish and tell me who was responsible. For the first time I was going to cheer Alpha Xavier as
ALPHA XAVIER POV I was excited when Verin started going out for evening walks with Isabel, she usually returns home calmer and would sleep like a baby through the night. On one of the occasions, she had come home in high spirits and demanded we make love but it didn't quite go well, as planned. Especially, after the last time we had tried but failed.I could see the sincerity in her eyes, in as much as I was bitter, I dare not lay this on her feet. I knew I was responsible for whatever she was going through. Verin had cautioned me against sleeping with another female, saying that it would destroy all the success we've made. But that was difficult, chiefly because I had a band of beautiful females who would only require a moment's notice to warm my bed.Alanna, the new Mistress of Spy was one who had subtly suggested that we could be more. She had gotten so under my skin that I had taken to avoiding her, and mandated that Valerian do the usual check in with her and hold strategy meeti
ISABEL POV Alpha Xavier's attempts to warm my spirits were admirable and commendable, I started to feel bad for his sake and wished I could become what he wanted. This version of him had been what I've always wanted, yearned for, prayed for, yet now that I have it, it didn't seem to matter anymore to me. Although I was back among old friends and family, the feeling was not quite the same. Something was off and I couldn't figure it out, the old me would have been worried but I didn't really care. I would have preferred if he had left me with Sulin and never come back, but seeing his efforts had me thinking about what I could do to meet him halfway.Alpha Xavier decided to name our baby girl Rose, after my mother and it meant alot to me. So, to show my appreciation, I decided to become intimate with him but I couldn't put myself in the mood.Alpha Xavier watched on as I shivered at his touch, not out of pleasure but out of fear and recoiled from his touch, from his lips. I knew that b
ISABEL POV I was shocked when I got his smell but I believed it was not possible, that probably someone else had been able to smell like him. But then he called my name and I knew who it was before I raised my head. I would never forget that voice, the voice was with me always. Somewhere in the back of my head.An argument ensued but Sulin had me packed and seated in a carriage soon afterwards, regardless of how much I protested, she made sure I was on my way back to Wolfshade.It took two days to get to Wolfshade and I refused to talk to him. He insisted I eat and not allow my pride to harm the baby, his baby and that irked me the most. "Last I checked, you broke our bond and had me banished, with an order to have me killed if I ever set foot in Wolfshade. Are you leading me back to have me killed?" He paused eating and just looked at me, with pain and regret in his eyes. "Yes, I did all of that. I don't know if I will ever be able to love you right and atone for all the hurt I've
ALPHA XAVIER POV My team and I searched and searched for Isabel with no luck for the next few days. On the tenth day of our combined search a certain fear gripped me. A small voice at the back of my head started to whisper the possibility that she could be dead. I felt the others had come to the same conclusion from their expression but no one wanted to say it."I want to thank all of you from the deepest part of my heart, for toiling with me these past few days." I gathered them all at sunrise, the moment we arrived at Wolfshade. "You have shared in my faith, my belief and my hope that she's out there. And have been relentless in searching for her, but I guess it's time I also share in your faith that maybe, she's not out there." I took a deep breath and wanted to howl, I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry, I wanted to punch the wall."Xavier, maybe you should..." Verin was still speaking when I raised my hand and cut her off. I may not have confessed my love for Isabel while she was