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Chapter 10

You Always Have a Choice

Slowly, carefully, Matthew let go of my wrists and loosened the arm around me. I stood pliant, not fighting and not moving and not — anything at all. I didn’t have anything more in me.

He turned me in his arms. I leaned back against the wall, letting the cool breeze from the open window fan my burning cheeks and ruffle my long hair. It felt good. If I left my eyes closed I could almost pretend I was outside, somewhere far away from anywhere, somewhere no one could find me.

There was a huge boulder on a hill near where I’d lived as a kid, during those few years when everything was more or less all right. While my brother worked nights as a security guard, I’d shift and run out there, scrambling up to the top to gaze down at the world spread out beneath me. It was just a run-of-the-mill small town in northeastern Oregon, but it was my domain, and I’d stand there and let the wind rustle through my hair, or my fur, depending on whether I’d shifted or
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