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79: Punishing Myself
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The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 80: Sins I've Committed
Tristian My day starts by waking up in the morning and taking a shower. All I can think about is making my daughter happy. The joy in her bright blue eyes melts my heart. As I wash my hair, I think about what to have the Omegas make for breakfast. Why should my lovely mate have to cook when it's their job in the first place? As I make my way over to Gracie's room, I hear one of our hired helpers speaking to her, a man named Magnus. "Don't worry, little one. You did nothing wrong, and you have nothing to worry about," he coaxes gently. As I peek in, I watch as Magnus holds her close and rubs her back. Gracie sniffles, which makes my heart ache. Who made my precious daughter cry? I clench my fists, vowing to make them pay. "W-why did big brother bleed? Why is he hurt? T-that’s not what Gracie wanted!" She cries and hides her face in his chest. Big brother? Did she have one? As I think, flashes of a boy come to mind. That's right... Keith. The rebellious troublemaker who ran away and
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 81: The Truth Comes Out
Dahlia Hearing that the Alpha King is coming unannounced is surprising enough but then hearing that the Crimson Moon leaders are following him in? That damn bratty pup ran straight to them, didn't he?! When I get my hands on him, I'm going to make sure he learns who he's messing with! It seems that I'm way too soft on him. I grit my teeth but as they walk up, all I can do is put on a fake cheerful smile. Seeing that mutt walk up with her head held high makes me want to slap her and put her back in her place. How dare she?! "Greetings, my Alpha King," I say instead to give a good first impression of the Alpha King. "What can we do for you?" Beside me, Tristian lets out a small gasp and I look at him from the corner of my eye. His body is tense and his eyes are wide. I follow his gaze and narrow my eyes. Why is he staring at that mutt?! "... Daisy..." He chokes out pathetically. "Daisy..." Does he still want her? I grit my teeth. Even if Magnus is more fun... Tristian is still my ch
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 82: Broken Friendship
Xander Seeing Magnus again after so long makes my blood boil. He looks at me with a smirk like I'm nothing more than an entertaining player in some twisted game he's playing. "That agreement was with his grandfather, Damien, and later on, your father, Gregory. I never renewed it with you, Xander." He speaks in a silky purr as always. Those words hit harder than I'd like to admit. I clench my fists and watch as everyone panics after the news of war. I don't even care as I can only glare at Magnus while his red eyes light up with joy and laughter. As he wraps an arm around Dahlia, I know he's found what he's always wanted. "Magnus' presence does not sway my decision either," I growl my eyes not leaving my former friend's face. These next words are some I never thought I'd say. "Mark my words... you've made an enemy and lost a friend, bastard." I turn away to face Aiden and Daisy. "Let's move on and prepare ourselves." I walk on ahead my fists still clenched as my mind races. I knew
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 83: Red Flags Raised
~Xander: Age 16~ After my Alpha lessons, I walk out into the woods and spot a head of blood-red hair in the distance. I tilt my head and follow close behind him curiously. Magnus has been distant lately that usual fire in his eyes dimming as the years go on. He always claims to be alright but I highly doubt that's the case. As I try and silently follow him unseen, Magnus stops suddenly and chuckles. "You still need to work on your tracking skills." My face flushes from embarrassment. "That's fine though. I could use someone to talk to." He turns and looks towards my direction. The abilities of a demon warlock never cease to amaze me. I clear my throat and step out of the thick trees. "I figured that after seeing you walk off alone." He sticks close to Father's side, even more so after Mother passed away six years ago from a sudden illness. "I'm all ears, Mags." Magnus chuckles. "Oh you and that nickname..." he shakes his head and motions for me to follow. "I have a lot on my mind
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 84: How He See Her
Magnus "So you were around when King Xander was just a little pup?" Dahlia asks as I tell my story about how Xander and I know each other. "That's crazy! I didn't realize you were so old... but that does make you even more mysterious and interesting to me." I chuckle softly and shrug. "You prefer older men it seems, little flower. Besides, with everything we've done, it isn't too bad right?" Dahlia is cuddled into me while Gracie sleeps in her arms. The small girl was shocked to learn I was her father all along but she didn't seem too upset. Now that the allure effect on Tristian is gone, Gracie will need someone to give her affection. "So weird... so you made a pact with Royal Pack for so long right? Why did you suddenly break it?" Dahlia asks curiously. I knew she would ask about that. "Was there any special reason?" I smile at her as I've prepared this so far in advance. "I was slowly wasting away and losing my powers. If something didn't change soon, I would have been no us
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 85: Old Face, New Worries
Skylar Life here at Royal Pack isn't that bad. No one looks down on me, and best of all, no one hits me. What makes it even better is that I can be with my Ebony for real and enjoy her company. I'm still awkward and unsure about my so-called "real parents," but they aren't mean, either. Learning that I have two little siblings from them makes me even more nervous. Yet, when I heard the news, my heart pounded in my chest as if I were excited. Rather than feeling annoyed or scared like I thought I would, I was happy. I didn't show it, but I truly was. "You'll get your memories back in time," Ebony reassured me days ago after hearing the news and seeing my confusion. "I'll help remind you of good times when we were little! You loved your parents a lot and even begged for a baby sibling to protect." I know Ebony would never lie to me. She's the only one I can completely trust without question. It just feels so surreal to me... I do hope I remember something soon. It will give me even
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 86: Unwelcome Face
Daisy After everyone falls asleep including my loving mate, I slip outside for some alone time. Tomorrow is the day... the day the war finally begins. I've never been a violent person but I want nothing more than to sink my teeth into those who made Skylar the way he is now. I can still see the scars all over his body, the smell of his blood mixed with infection, the fear in his hazel eyes... and the way he looks at me. My pup doesn't see me as his mother yet nor does he see Aiden as his father. For making him lose his memories and abusing him... I'll make them all pay. I clench my fists feeling angry with myself. If only I could have looked for him from the start... but I couldn't shift into my wolf form while I was pregnant. Aiden wouldn't let me look either and had anyone keep an eye on me so that I wouldn't fall into a deep depression. That ended up failing after I gave birth but that was no one's fault. Either way, I blame myself. If I could have searched from the start, then
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 87: Desperate for Redemption
Tristian In my crazed state, all I know is that I'm running. Silas is taking the lead as we run through the woods onto territories we aren't welcome. I know where we're going too. Silas is rushing towards our true mate. I can't wait to see her again, to prove myself to her, and to gain her forgiveness. It wasn't my fault... I didn't know what I was doing. Dahlia even admitted to me what she did. "I put something in your drink so that we could have so much fun!" She said in that shrill tone. "I had no idea you'd jump into bed with that mutt because of it!" It was her doing. The lapse in my memory... it wasn't my fault! I keep running my mind racing. How can I tell her? Will it sound like an excuse? No... first I need to give her my information. What Dahlia and that bastard of hers is planning... and the horrors I witnessed. I should have known what Dahlia was like yet I was blind. Then my nose is filled with her scent. I slide to a halt and drink it in. Why did I ever think her s
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The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 96: No Question About It
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The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 95: Prayers Answered
Hazel The morning that the war began was peaceful enough. Samuel stayed behind to help with general camp guarding and I stayed back to care for Rose and to help Olivia and Leah prepare for the inevitable battle wounds that were to come. Everyone was certain this would end today. No one expected to be attacked here instead of the border. As I walk back to the home where all the young children are staying, a certain scent reaches my nose and makes me freeze. I knew that scent anyway. It follows me everywhere especially in my nightmares. It's the scent of the mate I rejected... the scent of the rogue leader. It's then that I realize what's going on... that we are surrounded. I try to stay calm as I pick up the pace. I can't let them know that I know they were there. They would immediately attack otherwise. 'We're surrounded.' I use my mental link to the Crimson Moon members who stayed behind. 'The rogues are going to attack us here. Be prepared and protect the pups.' Tension fills th
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 94: Battle for my Mate
Peter The trees around me are a green and brown blur as I run. Time slows down as my heart pounds loudly in my ears. Never before have I felt so much anxiety and fear in my life. He could be in danger... he and our little girl could be so afraid and I'm not there to protect them! 'We're under attack! They're going after the children, come quick! We need backup!' Those words echo loudly in my ears. Nothing else matters to me right now. If the Luna Queen wasn't also in danger, I would be the first to arrive. I'd be ahead of everyone with the desire to protect my mate. Instead, Alaric is the one leading the charge desperate to protect his mate and pups with everything he's got. He gets the same fears and desires but can execute them better than me. I shake my head and continue to run. A trip that shouldn't take that long at all feels like it's taking hours. The closer I get the more anger and fear run through my heart. What if I'm too late? What if I can never make up for the many m
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 93: The Dream of Redemption
Tristian The one place I never thought I'd be sitting in was the Alpha King's dungeons. Never did I think I'd be considered a prisoner like this in all my life. Why would I think that at all? My pack is part of an alliance. All I had to do was keep my nose out of trouble and be the best Alpha I could be for my pack. To make my parents proud after they left everything to be the day I came of age. It shouldn't have been hard, right? Yet here I am. Every turn I took was wrong leading me down the worst path. All the values my parents passed down to me faded away in an instant. My arrogance and stupidity destroyed my pack and soon it will be no more. I did this. I have no one else to blame because I know everything is my fault. Where did it all go wrong? The first few months weren't too bad but it started going downhill the more I listened to my father's Beta, Phil. Dahlia was supposed to be my Beta but I fell in love with her spirit and fire instead. She was wonderful back then...
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 92: Being Tested
Xander The crisp morning air blows towards us today only adding to the tension running through us. Aiden and Daisy both stand beside me while our battle-ready pack members stand behind us as we stand by the border. The scent of Moonlight Pack's marks is fresh mixed with the rotten stench of rogues. "I guess they didn't heed your warnings." My Beta, Carmen murmurs next to me. "Their arrogance is obvious too. They don't even realize Trent is taking over their pack. They'll be killed or imprisoned without the war." She sighs softly. "How stupid is this pack?" Having grown up together, Carmen has always been in my life. She was born to be my Beta just as her father was born to be his. In Royal Pack, bloodlines matter a great deal and have traditions and history to them. While we don't follow the same monarchy system as our ancestors, we all still have titles to consider. I nod in agreement. "Very stupid indeed. But hey, they reap what they sow." Carmen looks amused but it only lasts
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 91: Answers Now
Aiden As Daisy runs after Peter and Samuel, I frown deeply. What's going on with Peter anyway? He hasn't been himself in so long that it's worried me for ages but with everyone going on with the pack and Skylar's kidnapping, I never got a chance to ask before he left with Zoey for Royal Pack. I clench my fists and look down at my pups. "Can you two stay with Hazel for a little while? I'm going to check on your mother and Uncle Sammy." I pat the tops of their heads. Lily pouts and puffs out her cheeks. "But we finally get to see you again!" She complains. Davin bites his lip but nods in agreement. "You better not take too long!" She says firmly. I smile down at Lily. She reminds me so much of myself at that age. "Of course. I'll be back soon." I look at Hazel. "You don't mind, right?" I ask with a sheepish grin since I didn't run this passed her ahead of time. Hazel is looking out into the woods with narrowed eyes and a tense body. The rage and worry are evident on her face which
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 90: Don't Look Back
Samuel As we make the long journey to Royal Pack's territory, Rose talks our heads off asking so many questions. "Where are we going? Why are we going? Will I make new friends? Ooh, will I eat yummy foods?!" I chuckle softly at her innocence. She's a sweet little one and I couldn't love her more if I tried. Now close to the end, she tired herself out fast asleep in my arms Surprisingly Davin and Lily are quiet but I think it's more out of spite than anything. Daisy and Aiden must have broken a promise by suddenly running off and leaving the two behind. I hope their parents are prepared for their vengeance! Meanwhile, as I walk closer, the butterflies in my stomach continue to grow. The closer we get, the sooner I'll see Peter again which I don't think I'm ready for. Will lingering feelings surface the moment I see him? Will he see Rose and immediately know she's his biological pup? Hazel touches my arm and smiles up at me. I see her nervousness and fear in her eyes but for a diffe
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 89: A Happy Reunion... Right?
Daisy Knowing Hazel is getting targeted now does make me panic more than it should but everyone will be ok. The children and their mothers will be arriving shortly as suggested by Xander for their protection. Among them are Samuel, Hazel, and little Rosalina... and of course, my little pups will be here soon as well. Too bad my excitement is overshadowed by anxiety. Aiden stands next to me and wraps his arm around my waist. "Everything will be ok, love." He kisses the top of my head. "We won't lose and we'll protect Hazel. I doubt Samuel will let anything happen to her." I hear a snort coming from behind us and look back to see Peter rolling his eyes and scowling. The arrogant bastard doesn't want to see Samuel happy with his little family. At least Joey knows better now and dropped his ass immediately. "Let's just hope that he will use his head and protect his pup more than anything." He mutters under his breath before meeting my eyes. Aiden frowns and looks at his Beta. "Dude...
The Alpha's Unwanted Omega Mate 88: Pawns to be Played With
Magnus I sit back on the couch and sigh feeling energized and alive. Feeding off energy without having to lift a finger is truly wonderful indeed. Until she's drained completely, as long as she believes she's with me, the mark I left on her will do its job well. I run a hand through my wavy locks of hair and grin gleefully. Everything is falling into place perfectly. I couldn't care less who wins this silly little war Xander announced. He's still that cute pup I watched grow up. He's no stronger than his ancestors were so I'm not worried about myself. What I desire most is the chaos it brings and the test Xander is taking. I wonder if Xander understands what I'm doing... no, I'm giving him too much credit. He believes I betrayed him and am needlessly causing trouble for my amusement. Can't say that it's a wrong assumption since I am enjoying this very much. It's been so long since I've felt so alive. Playing with these werewolves' lives is like a neat game of chess to me. Everyone
