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Chapter 31: Endless Helplessness & Light.
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Leo. "I'm worried about Kai, he is so clingy to me. Do you mind if l take him home with me?" l asked daringly, even though l knew the question would hurt Mason as his already pale face contorted a totally blank expression. He seems to be under extremely high stress and l could feel my heart torn out bit by bit. Even at the speck of not feeling anything except everything that he is feeling. His sadness, his sizzling anger and that ravaging loneliness. That emptiness calling out to me but I’m so uncertain if l should step in or not. Can l really fill him up? Even though he has made me feel complete since that fateful day we met. My ribs felt maximum and my heart got heavier, beating drastically like my days on earth were longer. Maybe if l could take Kai back home he will be able to gather himself up and recuperate. I don't need anyone to tell me that something isn't right with this house. There is no way a house owner would feel this frightened and scared in their own house. Mason
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Mason. I let my back slide against the wall as my leg felt jelly. Weak, powerless and struck with shame. I sat on my hips holding onto the ground with my nails kneading the tiles heartbreakingly. I let out a sob as Leo closed the door behind him. My heart was hit by a thunderbolt as the room became overwhelmingly empty and eerie. Everything suddenly became meaningless again. What exactly am l doing to myself? Why did l allow… Why did l give in to Leo without fighting hard? Without thinking, without consideration? I just allowed him to devour me like that. I brought up my hand, rubbing my lips mindlessly. l fidgeted as it felt puffy and heavy. I went on messaging my butt like the first time when I realised that I wish to be grabbed like that, by a manly strong arms like Leo's. It feels so new, like I'm 16 years old again. Doing the forbidden under my father's roof. Like the moment I knew I longed to be touched and drilled from the inside, the feeling of helplessness.Why should l
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Leo."Calm down, will you?" I cuss at Amir, panting uncontrollably. My heart rose up and down, tightening violently and threatening to tear out of my chest.I couldn't stop running! I couldn't even fathom the direction I was heading to! As if my sense of self had dispersed with the wind! As if my entire self had been taken by Mason! As if my life had shifted into an alternate macrocosm and he and I were locked inside! As if my body and soul are ready to risk it all for our mate!It's just a fucking kiss!Fuck fuck!I can't be going crazy over a fucking kiss when I just kissed Roosevelt earlier and got turned on.I can't be going wild over a kiss as if it's my very first kiss but I am. I can't! It's so different! I just kissed my mate! This is what my life has already wanted!Fuck!"Fucking slow down"I hissed, attempting to pull out my clothes gently as my body wanted nothing else but to shift. Amir is not listening to me!I didn't even take in my surroundings. I just went with my i
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Mason."Stop throwing things around Kai. Behave, what is wrong with you?" I scold him, trekking downstairs with a heavy towel on my neck to dry my hair.The living room was a total mess and his nanny just stood by to watch him helplessly not knowing how to scold him or if to scold him.The red and blue plush throw- pillows were scattered everywhere on the white tile floor. His different colours of crayons and torn pieces of paper. His books and pencil case were all over the place while he was just running around, jumping and throwing tantrums for fun.Because this is what this is, he is smiling to his ears but a pout is now displayed on his lips."Don't you just stand there Rachel, clean up! What if my father walks in to see his living room like this? What if he comes back with a visitor? Do your job!""I'm so sorry young master, my apologies.""Papa…?""Don't be cute now Kai, you messed up the whole place. What do you think Grandpa will say? He will call you a bad kid.""I'm sorry pap
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Leo."Don't leave, Leo.""I need to make a call, Roose,” I shook my head lightly as he whined, trying to pull me back to the bed with him. "You can continue sleeping all you want."I made my way out.Not like I can fall asleep any longer. I have been unable to since the moment Auden called me. I can't believe he went to Masion's house without my permission.I tried to think back, remembering that fateful night. After kissing Mason, Amir had tried to take control and I couldn't drive and I might have left the car there.It doesn't warrant my Beta to pay my mate a visit.I pace around the house calling Mason to hear from him. I have no idea why Auden was there. I wonder what might have transpired between them.I don't know! I just want to call him and talk to him but he is not responding. I continue pacing around restlessly, mind linking Auden with no responses from him as well.What the heck is going around right now? Auden is short-tempered and I definitely don't buy the idea of h
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Mason.“Papa, Ferris Wheel.”Leo laughs, “Do you want to go on it, my big boy?”Kai jumps happily in his arms, “Yes Papa. I want to play.”I let out a sigh and rolled my eyes.I can't believe he said we were going on a family date but he brings me to a fucking amusement park.“Do you want to ride, Mason?”“Ride?” I blush, wondering what he means. Isn't he obviously being suggestive?Of course, I would ride his dick. He doesn't need to ask.“Mason?” He taps on my forehead, “What are you thinking about?”I could see a faint blush on his cheeks as well.“I'm asking if you will go on the Ferris wheel with us?”“No, there is no way I'm going on that.”“Okay then, I will get a ticket for Kai and me.”“Do whatever you want,” I shrugged, annoyed. This is not a date at all. This is for him and Kai to have fun while I just watch from the sidelines.I sat by the bench and enjoyed the busy park. I noticed some children playing tag with their mothers and fathers. Some children were on the swings w
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Auden.Two days had passed and I didn’t get any information on Leo. I sat in his office with his worn shirt in my hands weeping with uttermost regret, venting my heart into it.I feel really bad, I feel like my whole world has crumbled down and I’m under it with nobody to save me.This is all my fault.I miss him so much, I held onto his shirt tighter as tears wouldn’t stop flowing. His heavenly scent is still lingering in the air like he was here a few hours ago.Leo, where are you? Please let me through in your mind… Let me talk to you. Please let me find you.I don’t stop crying as Zena steps into the office, searching for something and then picks up a car key.“Where are you going?”She raised an eyebrow at me, even though I noticed her puffy eyes and red nose that she is not okay. She has been crying, probably worried about Leo that she is unable to sleep.“I’m going out obviously,” She rolls her eyes as if I’m blind enough to see that.I can’t let her go out, I have been unable
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The Alpha's Twisted Fate Chapter 67: Anandamide With Helplessness
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LeoMy stomach is aching enough to wake me up and immediately I open my eyes, I retch up. I turned to the side of the bed and vomited a deep black color of blood.Great! What a great way to start.“Here… dri…drink this.”I look up and stare at Ethan, he is also back in his human form, bruises are like landmarks on his skin.I look away from him, feeling bad. The iron taste on my tongue makes my mood even more sour.I’m in a deep mess!I’m in great shit and good luck on how I am going to solve every problem going on in my life.The thought of Mason is beginning to creep around in my mind but it doesn’t last because my skin is already burning and my eyes are fogging with pleasure… My rut is in no way done with me.Thankfully Amir is too exhausted to feel horny! But Leo is not exhausted.“If you want to…to keep your rut at bay.. for..for a few more minutes you should drink this.”“I can’t drink anything from anybody I don’t trust, I trusted someone once and that is why I’m in this shit.”
